He walks in with purpose. He barely glances at me.
"Take off your skirt."
His eyes are cold. I thought we were going out for dinner. He told me we were going to go somewhere nice. I raise my eyebrow and begin to protest but he looks unnerving. I do as I'm told.
"You wore panties?" he mutters, incredulous. "Get. Them. Off." His voice is steel. He isn't angry with me. He's enjoying this. I glance at his lips. I imagine them on my thighs.
He is trying to embarrass me. I stare at him, mentally telling him this is nothing. I bend over and slide my panties down. They fall to the floor.
"Come here," he commands, sitting on the couch. "On your knees, legs open."
I hate being on display. I do it, pretending not to care.
He continues to stare. "You're uncomfortable aren't you? Don't pretend. It won't go well for you."
I blush. Fuck.
"Silly goose," he chuckles. "I've seen your cunt before."
Fuck. I hate when he calls it that. I hate how he LOOKS at it. Fuck.
"You hate when I call it your cunt, don't you? You hate when I look at it like this. Oh... you're blushing!"
My cheeks are hot and I'm afraid I'm going to cry. Before he's even hit me? No. Fucking. Way.
"I like your cunt very much," he says. "I'll stare at it as long as I want to."
This isn't helping. He leans in; he traces the outer lips. I moan without thinking. He smirks.
"It feels good. Touch it."
I hesitate. My face is on fire. "Oh... see? Your hesitation made it worse. Now im going to REALLY make you blush."
He takes out his phone. He is going to take pictures. He only does this to make me cry. I hate him. I HATE him. I feel my pussy start to drip. This is how I'm going to die.
He pushes my legs apart and angles the camera.
"Don't pretend you don't like to touch yourself." (His voice is so stern when he is impatient with me.) "When did you last masturbate?"
"This morning," I answer. It is a whisper. I don't trust my voice.
He chuckles. "You little slut. While you were still in bed?"
"Yes."
He smacks the inside of my thigh and I wince. I can take this as long as he puts away the camera.