11/4/16
Master's Office
New York City
Dear Diary,
This week Master decided it was time for me to find another girl for us to play with.
He was all like, "Okay, whore, you get to pick who we abuse together. Go on! Find us somebody."
I was so mad at him. I didn't think we needed someone else to abuse. And I was super worried, too, because what if he decided he liked abusing her more? When I said that though, he just laughed and told me to stop being ridiculous.
So we went to this BDSM "munch" last night. For the vanilla-minded of you, a munch is like a Meetup for freaky people. Master and I definitely qualify as freaks.
Master told me my job for the evening was to find us three options. He would get final say, and if we found someone to come home with us, I would be rewarded.
I'm not kidding when I say I was worried. I was really upset, actually. Sometimes I get all bratty and I pretend to object to his commands for fun and it kind of feels like a game. But this time I just wanted to cry.
Master noticed, and he did exactly what he needed to do to make me feel better. He hugged me tight and whispered in my ear,
"You know you're my favorite, my most beautiful...my only. I just want us to have some fun with someone else. But that's all it will be. Fun. And you will make me so happy and proud if you do this for me."
Of course, that's all he needed to say. I'm a gullible sucker for compliments. Him knowing the exact thing to whisper in my ear is the reason I'm his personal whore.
And, well, the truth is that when I believe Master, when I think that's really all he wants, and that I will always be his favorite and his only, well...girls are hot. I could get on board with this.
We had a shot of tequila each when we arrived at the bar, and Master squeezed my hand and gave me that killer smile of his, the one that will convince me to do the most vile and degrading of things. Just looking at that smile turns me into a subby puddle of goo.
And poof he sent me into the jungle of strangers. He chatted with a few other Doms while I turned on my cute face and tried to work my magic to find us our three options.
"Hi, I'm his whore," I said by way of introduction to a cute blonde, smiling at her and pointing back at my Master. "Who are you? I LOVE your collar!"
To my surprise, she grinned straight back. "I'm his whore," she said, nodding back at a good-looking guy with a 5-o-clock shadow and a stern expression.
"You're cute!" she continued, and as her hand absently stroked my hair, I felt goosebumps rising up and down my body. Maybe this wasn't such a terrible idea after all.