I wasn't sure what to think the next morning. I wanted Nigel back I knew that, not being able to hand over my wedding ring seemed to trigger off all sorts of thoughts. The good times came back into my head. But at the same time I was aware that just a few months ago I wanted Gary more than my husband!
So if I don't deserve Nigel what do I deserve? Should I just become some scrubber, and marry one of the drunks that would give me a second look?
Then there was her. She was doing something to me that was so wrong, but so sexy. My mother in law who I couldn't stand and she didn't like me, but now we had something in common. I just couldn't get her out of my head, or rather the way she treated me. I felt like the dog, but even he got more of a favourable response than I did!
Then there was little Miss Prissy Knickers, was she really a wolf in sheep's clothing? Nigel wouldn't cope with her miss proper look for long. He liked women dressing sexy and that was me. I could out tart her any day!
The following Saturday afternoon I bumped into Colin, he was one of Nigel's friends. In fact Colin was the best man at our wedding. I smiled at him as we walked towards each other.
"Hi Colin, are you OK?" I asked with a smile.
"Hello slut have you caught anything yet?"
He was so vicious and maybe I deserved it, but to say something like that in the street where it could be overheard hurt me. I put my head down and walked on.
"Well don't you want a chat then?" he spat, as I passed him.
I was angry inside and really didn't give a shit about him, besides I knew his wife Maria was playing around behind his back.
"Look I know you are Nigel's best friend but I didn't deserve that!" I growled.
"Oh why not then, poor little you, still I bet you'll be out on the pull again tonight. We might even bump into each other. Hey if you like I could set you up with someone, not a friend of course. Someone I didn't like so they would catch something."
I hurried away unable to take anymore.
"Hey where are you going slut, need to have a scratch!" he shouted.
I was in tears by the time I got to the corner. But it was Colin that made me stop and think about things later. I was getting a reputation, and I suppose I had to stop picking up men.
That night I was knelt in front of Maureen. I just couldn't help myself. I licked and sucked her toes while she sat smoking and petting the dog. All the time I was kissing her feet she was telling me about Nigel liking Harriett's new look!
"Yes she has bought a knee length skirt and a tight little blouse, and now I've got her out of those awful flat shoes, I think Nigel is beginning to see I was right. Oh I'm sorry that doesn't leave you much hope does it? But then again I could help you like I said, but you would have to do something for me."
I couldn't take her taunting anymore. She grabbed me by the arm as I went to get away from her.
"Leave me alone!" I snapped.
"Oh but I haven't paid you yet, here,"
I felt her hand go into the leg of my panties. I could feel the roll of money as she searched for my pussy. While I was still struggling I needed the money. Gradually I let her push it into my fanny. I couldn't look at her; in fact I had my eyes screwed shut. But I could feel her breath on my face, and I knew she would be wearing that sick grin of hers.
"You know you'll have to hang the money to dry. Poor little cunt you are so wet," she said with a sneer."
She pulled her hand away, and gradually I opened my eyes. I could see the moisture on her finger tip. I was still pinned back against the door. I just looked at her finger as it neared my trembling lips. I tried to avoid her eyes as she gently traced her finger over my top lip, and then my bottom lip. I could feel the wet trail she left as she slowly backed away.
"You see you can't help yourself can you? You belong to me and with my help you'll get my son back. That is if he hasn't already decided Harriett would make a better wife."
I couldn't move although I knew I should have done. I just stood pinning myself to the door watching her grinning face.
"She would be a better wife wouldn't she?"
When I didn't answer straight away she took a step forward. That was all it took to have me nodding!
"So next Saturday you and I are going out. You are going to fuck someone for me, do you understand?"
I didn't say no, I didn't tell her where to go; all I did was ask, 'who' in a trembling voice.
"Does it matter? I mean you open your legs for anyone who'll buy you a drink."
She moved back towards me again.
"Why? What do you get out of this? Are you doing this to hurt me?" I said swallowing.
"I have a reason for this but that doesn't concern you. All you have to do is open your legs, and lets face it you are good at that. So what do you say? Isn't it worth it to have a chance to get my son back?"
You'll probably be wondering why I hadn't run for the hills by now. I was wondering myself sometimes. But I was drawn into her dark eyes, it was like being hypnotised. Maureen was a woman you never said no to; know matter how much you wanted to.
She was also rubbing the palm of her hand gently over my panties, special lacy lilac panties, that I had spent £18 on hoping she would like them!
"So what do you say?" she asked softly and slowly, as her lips brushed my cheek with every word.
"Yes," I panted breathlessly, as she pressed hard onto my pussy at the same time.
I watched that grin spread across her face.
"What a good cunt!" she spat.
10 minutes after she had gone I was crying. Once again I had let my mother in law dominate, and humiliate me. But the £80 would come in useful even if it was a bit soggy!
The following Saturday she arrived at 6, an hour earlier than usual. This time there was no games; she just gave me a dress and told me to change into it and not to wear any underwear! The dress was red and quite sexy. It clung to my figure with a deep neckline and a hem just above my knees.
"Well you do look nice, it suits you."