content: rough sex, verbal humiliation, face slapping, impact play, breath play
Author's note: the character Derrick is inspired by the adult film actor Derrick Pierce, who has done some very
interesting
BDSM scenes.
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I am at a crowded noisy bar, again. Alone—again.
But still. What better way to ease my loneliness and heartbreak than yet another random hookup? That would make me feel better. Right?
I am already slightly buzzed when I see him. Tall. Muscular. Heavily tattooed. And a steely, intense blue gaze that makes my stomach flutter.
I'm staring, I realize with a start, so I look away, my face reddening. Maybe some women can get away with such a wanton stare, but I lack the sexual confidence to make it work. I take a deep breath and resolve to keep my cool.
But when I look up again, he is by my side, a hard, intense, unreadable expression on his face. Is it scorn? Contempt? Desire? I swallow. I don't want to find out.
"Don't you know it's not polite to stare, pet?" he says smoothly, gazing down at me with an amused expression in his eyes.
I immediately flush, my heart racing. I open my mouth to speak, but don't manage to get out a single word.
He leans over, his breath hot against my ear.
"That's quite a look you had on your face there, princess. Were you imagining my cock in your mouth?" he murmurs, his voice low and measured.
I pull back, shocked and offended. And yet, my skin is burning and there is an unmistakable dampness between my thighs. This is, quite possibly, the hottest thing anyone has ever said to me.
But! The nerve of the man! I blink rapidly, unsure how to respond.
He smiles at me, the brute. It's the slow, sensual smile of a man who knows
exactly
what effect he has on women. He looks like a tiger stalking his prey and is now staring at me with unbridled lust.
My throat starts to tighten in panic... but my heart is pounding with excitement. I can't remember the last time I was so turned on, and he hasn't even touched me! This man is pure sex. And definitely,
definitely
, dangerous.
Still smiling—apparently, I am amusing to him—he lightly traces a finger down my throat. I feel my nipples harden.
"With lips like that, I might just let you," he says, his voice low and smooth. "I bet you really know how to use your tongue," he adds with a slow grin.
I let out a tiny gasp. Whatever I was imagining before, I am most certainly
now
picturing myself on my knees as I suck, lick, and thoroughly
worship
his hard cock. I'd make him groan in pleasure as he grabs a fistful of my hair. He'd tell me I am a good little slut as he skull-fucks me, not caring if I gag or choke on his thick cock.
I shake my head slightly, trying to rid my brain of these unwelcome thoughts. There is
no way
I am letting this arrogant asshole touch me again, let alone ram his hard cock down my throat.
Fuck. There I am, thinking about it again. I want to scream in frustration.
He draws back and smiles again. This time, the smile is friendly. Mostly.
"Where are my manners? I should introduce myself. I'm Derrick."
"I'm Lexi," I breathe and shake his hand.
He has a firm handshake. His hands are much larger than mine, I notice, and then I idly wonder what it would feel like to have his fingers inside of my wet, needy pussy.
I shake my head. I don't know why I'm allowing myself to imagine these things: this man is strong, powerful, and could probably snap my neck in two—if he wanted to. I nearly shudder at the thought.
Of course, I'm quite sure that he'd much rather fuck my brains out, in every possible position, until I am raw and sore and can hardly walk. He is probably a kinky motherfucker, too. Jesus.
"Lexi, it's nice to meet you," he says smoothly. "You have a beautiful smile," he adds with a wink.
Dammit. He's definitely imagining me on my knees now, my mouth wrapped around his hard cock, my tongue lightly flicking the head as he groans in appreciation. And now I am, too. Fuck, fuck, fuck.
"Let me buy you a drink," he says. Demands, really. I'm not sure I can say no. But I definitely don't want to.
"Sure," I say with an embarrassed smile. I'm flustered by his attention. He is a fluster-er. Which means he has all the power and, well, fuck if I am going to give that much power to a man ever again.
"Come with me to the bar. There's no way I'm letting you out of my sight. You might run away," he says with a devious grin.
Fuck. He has my number. And I've barely said four words to him. Motherfucker.
He orders me a sweet but strong cocktail. He doesn't even bother to ask me what I want. It's perfect, of course. Jackass.
We move over to a table, and he's still smiling at me. Assessing me with narrowed eyes. I nearly melt at the intensity of his gaze.
Okay, I totally melt.
"Tell me, Lexi, why are you alone at a bar on a Friday night? Don't tell me you can't find a date. Not with a beautiful face like that." He winks.
The fucker. He keeps smiling, winking, and makes everything sound dirty.
"There isn't anyone I want to go out with," I say. "And I'm not really looking for a date right now," I add, a hint of defiance in my voice.
"Ah, a meaningless hookup then. Tell me, how is that going for you?" he says, his voice languid and amused.
That same steely gaze. My face flushes, my nipples are almost uncomfortably hard, and my panties are probably completely soaked.
"Well, it's hard to find someone who fucks properly," I say boldly, trying to keep my voice even. "No one's really up to the task."
I'm challenging him. If I'm going to go home with him, he'd better be worth my while.
"And how do you need to be fucked?" he asks, his voice low and hoarse.
Deliberate word choice, I notice.
Need
, versus
want
. Maybe he will be a good fuck, after all. Maybe it's worth finding out.
He notices my hesitation. "I bet you're a kinky slut," he says, appraising me.
Wait... is that appreciation I sense?
"You tell me," I respond, challenging him some more. "I like to be held down and fucked hard. Tied up. Slapped. Choked. Breath play. Throat fucking."
I pause, staring him right in the eye. "Is that kinky?"
There. Maybe now he'll back down.
He laughs. "Damn, it sounds like you
really
need my thick, hard cock inside you," he says, this time with definite pleasure and appreciation. And a hungry look in his eyes. Oh, fuck, what did I just do?