content: rough sex, verbal humiliation, face slapping, impact play, breath play
Author's note: the character Derrick is inspired by the adult film actor Derrick Pierce, who has done some very
interesting
BDSM scenes.
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I am at a crowded noisy bar, again. Alone—again.
But still. What better way to ease my loneliness and heartbreak than yet another random hookup? That would make me feel better. Right?
I am already slightly buzzed when I see him. Tall. Muscular. Heavily tattooed. And a steely, intense blue gaze that makes my stomach flutter.
I'm staring, I realize with a start, so I look away, my face reddening. Maybe some women can get away with such a wanton stare, but I lack the sexual confidence to make it work. I take a deep breath and resolve to keep my cool.
But when I look up again, he is by my side, a hard, intense, unreadable expression on his face. Is it scorn? Contempt? Desire? I swallow. I don't want to find out.
"Don't you know it's not polite to stare, pet?" he says smoothly, gazing down at me with an amused expression in his eyes.
I immediately flush, my heart racing. I open my mouth to speak, but don't manage to get out a single word.
He leans over, his breath hot against my ear.
"That's quite a look you had on your face there, princess. Were you imagining my cock in your mouth?" he murmurs, his voice low and measured.
I pull back, shocked and offended. And yet, my skin is burning and there is an unmistakable dampness between my thighs. This is, quite possibly, the hottest thing anyone has ever said to me.
But! The nerve of the man! I blink rapidly, unsure how to respond.
He smiles at me, the brute. It's the slow, sensual smile of a man who knows
exactly
what effect he has on women. He looks like a tiger stalking his prey and is now staring at me with unbridled lust.
My throat starts to tighten in panic... but my heart is pounding with excitement. I can't remember the last time I was so turned on, and he hasn't even touched me! This man is pure sex. And definitely,
definitely
, dangerous.
Still smiling—apparently, I am amusing to him—he lightly traces a finger down my throat. I feel my nipples harden.
"With lips like that, I might just let you," he says, his voice low and smooth. "I bet you really know how to use your tongue," he adds with a slow grin.
I let out a tiny gasp. Whatever I was imagining before, I am most certainly
now
picturing myself on my knees as I suck, lick, and thoroughly
worship
his hard cock. I'd make him groan in pleasure as he grabs a fistful of my hair. He'd tell me I am a good little slut as he skull-fucks me, not caring if I gag or choke on his thick cock.
I shake my head slightly, trying to rid my brain of these unwelcome thoughts. There is
no way
I am letting this arrogant asshole touch me again, let alone ram his hard cock down my throat.
Fuck. There I am, thinking about it again. I want to scream in frustration.
He draws back and smiles again. This time, the smile is friendly. Mostly.
"Where are my manners? I should introduce myself. I'm Derrick."
"I'm Lexi," I breathe and shake his hand.
He has a firm handshake. His hands are much larger than mine, I notice, and then I idly wonder what it would feel like to have his fingers inside of my wet, needy pussy.
I shake my head. I don't know why I'm allowing myself to imagine these things: this man is strong, powerful, and could probably snap my neck in two—if he wanted to. I nearly shudder at the thought.
Of course, I'm quite sure that he'd much rather fuck my brains out, in every possible position, until I am raw and sore and can hardly walk. He is probably a kinky motherfucker, too. Jesus.
"Lexi, it's nice to meet you," he says smoothly. "You have a beautiful smile," he adds with a wink.
Dammit. He's definitely imagining me on my knees now, my mouth wrapped around his hard cock, my tongue lightly flicking the head as he groans in appreciation. And now I am, too. Fuck, fuck, fuck.
"Let me buy you a drink," he says. Demands, really. I'm not sure I can say no. But I definitely don't want to.
"Sure," I say with an embarrassed smile. I'm flustered by his attention. He is a fluster-er. Which means he has all the power and, well, fuck if I am going to give that much power to a man ever again.
"Come with me to the bar. There's no way I'm letting you out of my sight. You might run away," he says with a devious grin.
Fuck. He has my number. And I've barely said four words to him. Motherfucker.
He orders me a sweet but strong cocktail. He doesn't even bother to ask me what I want. It's perfect, of course. Jackass.
We move over to a table, and he's still smiling at me. Assessing me with narrowed eyes. I nearly melt at the intensity of his gaze.
Okay, I totally melt.
"Tell me, Lexi, why are you alone at a bar on a Friday night? Don't tell me you can't find a date. Not with a beautiful face like that." He winks.
The fucker. He keeps smiling, winking, and makes everything sound dirty.
"There isn't anyone I want to go out with," I say. "And I'm not really looking for a date right now," I add, a hint of defiance in my voice.
"Ah, a meaningless hookup then. Tell me, how is that going for you?" he says, his voice languid and amused.
That same steely gaze. My face flushes, my nipples are almost uncomfortably hard, and my panties are probably completely soaked.
"Well, it's hard to find someone who fucks properly," I say boldly, trying to keep my voice even. "No one's really up to the task."
I'm challenging him. If I'm going to go home with him, he'd better be worth my while.
"And how do you need to be fucked?" he asks, his voice low and hoarse.
Deliberate word choice, I notice.
Need
, versus
want
. Maybe he will be a good fuck, after all. Maybe it's worth finding out.
He notices my hesitation. "I bet you're a kinky slut," he says, appraising me.
Wait... is that appreciation I sense?
"You tell me," I respond, challenging him some more. "I like to be held down and fucked hard. Tied up. Slapped. Choked. Breath play. Throat fucking."
I pause, staring him right in the eye. "Is that kinky?"
There. Maybe now he'll back down.
He laughs. "Damn, it sounds like you
really
need my thick, hard cock inside you," he says, this time with definite pleasure and appreciation. And a hungry look in his eyes. Oh, fuck, what did I just do?
"Do I?" I say with a smirk. And then, the words spill out breathlessly.
"What I
want
is to be controlled. Ordered around. Punished."
Shit. Did I really tell him all that? This is not information he should know.
"And maybe even..." I add, my voice trailing off, unable to meet his eyes.
"Hmm?" he says, lifting my chin to look at him.
"I wonder if I can guess," he muses. He looks at me and licks his lips.
Okay, now even my jeans are damp. This is getting ridiculous.
"I think you want me to Dom you," he says slowly, not taking his eyes off mine. "I think you want me to do all those filthy things to you, because you're a dirty little slut and you want to be punished. And fucked hard. Or I should say... fucked however hard I want. Or not. Whatever the case might be."
His voice is hard. Powerful. Commanding. It sends a shiver down my spine.
I swallow and bite my lip. There is no way I'm going to be able to refuse this man.
He stands up, pulls me close, and suddenly presses his lips to mine. His tongue invades my mouth forcefully. Confidently. I can barely stand.
He grabs a fistful of my hair and pulls gently, his hand close to my scalp. He pulls harder as the kiss becomes more forceful, more intense. I nibble his lip and he growls in pleasure.
He uses his other hand to press his body against mine, and I feel the unmistakable bulge in his pants. He pushes his hard cock against me, making me moan in pleasure, then grabs my full ass and moves his lips to my neck, kissing me roughly. Insistently. Deliberately. As if he wants to devour me.
And I desperately want to be devoured by him.
He wraps an arm around me and presses his lips to my ear. "Come home with me so I can show you what a proper fuck feels like. Fair warning though—you won't be able to walk straight tomorrow."
"And that's a promise," he adds with a wink.
I gasp.
He nibbles at my earlobe as he continues, his voice a low growl. "I like you. I want you. I'm going to fuck you and leave bruises
all over
that beautiful, soft skin."
My legs feel like jelly and I'm glad he's holding me steady. Will fuck me up against a wall, I wonder, my legs wrapped tightly around him? He's certainly strong enough. Or will he throw me onto the bed, pushing me down, fucking me hard, the full weight of his body on top of me? I nearly gasp at the image.
"What do you say, beautiful?" he asks as he gently presses his lips to mine. The change in behavior is thrilling. He's
definitely
going to be an incredible fuck.
"Ok," I say breathlessly, unable to say more. I'm not sure how, but this man makes me unable to speak. I'm no longer a strong, intelligent woman who doesn't take shit from anyone. Instead, I've become a panting, drooling, obedient slut who wants nothing more than to please her Dom. Her incredibly strong, sensual, masculine—and dangerous—Dom.
God help me.
. . . . .
When we arrive at his apartment, he is the epitome of the gracious host. Gone is the kinky Dom stalking his prey, replaced by a charming, affable man. It's a little unsettling. But also, very hot. Somehow, I trust him, even though I barely know the man.
Though he's still just as arrogant as before. Of course he is, the bastard.
Well, I won't let it get to me, I decide. That would give him too much power, and God knows he has too much as it is.
"What do you want to drink?" he asks.
"Oh, now you ask?" I reply with a grin.