"Tell me what happened at the party".
You are relucant at first, not wishing to reveal thoughts you kept to yourself; not willing to admit you had such thoughts, but your Master knew better. Wasn't it through His Will you went to the party in the first place? How could you fail then, to do His bidding, to share with him your innermost feelings; to let him guide and nurture your latent sexuality.
"I was thinking of You at the party.You asked me to notice everything happening around me. I was excited by the music and sheer energy in the room."
"Go on."
"The girls were gorgeous and oozing sexuality. They were all in their late teens and young and beautiful with wonderful breasts and so fragile. They'd all got boys with them. It was fascinating watching the touching and kissing, glorying in their youthfulness."
I nod, showing My approval at your memory. "There is a time before you develop jealousy, when being openly sexual in a group feels very liberating. It's partly to do with youth and the innocence of sexual play .. of discovering .. before you develop guilt, shame and awareness of danger."
"Go on."
Deep inside you admit to yourself that you would have liked to touch their bodies, their breasts, still pert and unworn .. but with all that sexual potential.
You imagine them being subs of a Master and of him offering you the experience of their bodies. You would teach them .. as you borrowed a little of their amazement.
You imagine being able to stand and run your hands over them, over their clothes and this arouses within you a wild, primitive feeling.
Your Master's voice takes over your thoughts.
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You are standing behind one who wears a thin top and bra. You smell her perfume and feel her body. Her hair smells clean and freshly shampooed, her body responds to your hands, nipples proud under your fingers.
She would turn and face you .. big carefree smile .. and your hands would be on her back .. her bum .. while her breasts pressed to you.
Would she want to be somewhere private and undress?
If you encouraged her, yes. She is young and happy with her body .. pleased to show it off .. happy that someone wants to play with it .. with her.
She has very large breasts and is sometimes worried they are too big .. but when she is told they are beautiful, she blushes.
Her nipples are .. darker than yours and smaller but erect. She wants to touch yours .. but is nervous. Instead she looks at you, her eyes on yours, seeking approval.
She has naked breasts now and her hands toy with them, welcoming your interest but still unsure of herself.
You remove your own clothes, folding them neatly in a pile. You lift up your breast to let her feel the weight and show her the shape of your nipple.
You hear my words .. "Let her hold them, jane."
Your hands hold her shoulders as she cups each of your breasts and her face is lowered to each in turn, her soft lips clinging for a few seconds .. sucking just a little .. and when she has suckled from both she smiles at you.
She asks if you want to use your lips on her. In her innocence the words slip out. There is no shame, only a need.
You smile at her and run your hands from her shoulder down over the tops of her breasts.
You hear her breathing .. the excitement growing in her and her hands reach to your head .. not trying to force you down .. but willing you to want to .. to want to suck on her nipples. They are pert .. small but aroused .. and rising and falling as she trembles a little.
You resist for a short while, stroking around the sides, rubbing her nipples with your thumbs.
She is less innocent now .. her body aware of the rising lust .. she pleads .. "kiss them?"
You rub your cheeks along her breasts, feeling their softness with your skin. Her hands are in your hair .. feeling your head moving on her body.
She is moving as she feels you on her skin and you know that her body is moist .. that she is sexually stimulated by your attention.
Your lips find each nipple in turn, nuzzling it.
She is swaying to the music .. but her mind is not on the rhythm .. it is just her excuse to gyrate against you.
She grows bolder once your lips touch her .. pushing herself towards your mouth .. hoping that your lips will part .. your mouth will suck her in a way that she has not yet been sucked.
Your hand cups her breast as you lick around the nipple, leaving a trail of moist saliva, then your finger rubs the saliva into the nipple
She gasps and you hear her moan.
She encourages you .. a breathless "yes" as the nipple stiffens even more against your wet finger.
One of her hands stays at the back of your neck but you feel the other slide down. You think she is going to touch your breasts again but the hand slide from your breasts to hers ... and down over her belly.
You reach down and capture the hand
She raises her eyes to meet yours. "Not yet" you tell her
She is confused .. not used to being made to wait .. but draws your head closer, almost touching her face to yours.
You kiss her softly on the cheek and she blushes .. but then brushes her lips on your cheek.
Her face is young and soft .. her gaze one of wonder at what is happening and at how her body is responding to you.
Her lips are inches from yours .. slightly parted .. her breath is sweet.
You kiss her gently on the lips, tasting her lips as she half kisses you back .. a groan of helplessness escaping from her mouth as your hand strokes her face.
Then those smaller hands reach for your face, pulling you closer and you kiss her again, this time more firmly. Her lips press against yours .. open lips .. wet mouth .. her tongue small and pointed .. suddenly free against your lips .. thrusting between them. Your tongue exploring hers.
Now there is no pretence .. she is kissing you .. the way she has learned to kiss young men .. but getting back more than she ever got with them .. the knowledge of what a woman feels .. and wants.
Your hand runs down her back as you kiss and her back arches .. body thrusting towards yours .. her thighs against one of yours .. clinging to you. Still moving to the music .. but now grinding herself on you.
You hold her tightly as her every movement towards you brings another sigh or moan.
Running your hand down her flat belly, your fingers splayed. Then two fingers rubbing over her mound
Her hands are gripping you ... her body tensing.
She wants to feel your hands moving on her. She wants to cum and is fast losing control because she has no inhibitions, no skill.