Dear Sir Bdsm Denial Fantasy M F

Dear Sir,

I have been edging on and off all day - no cumming (my orgasms are up to you to allow or disallow). This is what I'm fantasizing about asking you for tonight.

It starts with me shaving my pubic hair and giving myself an enema. Then, I experiment and find out if the coffee table works well for binding myself in the position I have in mind.

I'd like you to be able to tickle me senseless and alternate between fucking any of my holes. Not a true fucking, not at first. Your focus would be on using my body to interest yourself. I know you like tickling me. You and I used to have those wrestling matches where you'd tickle me and pin me down and I'd fight - really fight - to get away. It always ended with one of our prides hurt and us trying to figure a way to say sorry. But it's made me wonder lately (and miss those moments)- what if what I really want is THAT but with no way to fight back?

So, please tie me tightly. I know our coffee table is sturdy enough to hold me and withstand your impacts - that thing was nearly too heavy for you to get up the stairs by yourself. I know you like taking me from behind but I think being spread out on my back would make me far more vulnerable. Tie me so my heels can rest - just barely - on the corners of the table. This will spread my legs wide. Elevate my ass using that cushion we bought for this at Ikea. You can put a pillow under my shoulders if you like - I think that will make my face a better height for fucking. We can use that ring gag shaped like lips that we have but never used. I'm not sure what you should do with my hands. Definitely restrict them. But do the cuffs go in front so I can protest slightly? Or stretched to each side - the most vulnerable? Or maybe underneath to add to the predicament of the position? I've been working out lately so I think I'm up to a strenuous position.

Once you have me there. Completely vulnerable - I want you to make me feel how truly at your mercy I am. Teasing touches, blindfold. Kissing and nibbling at my ears. Pinching my nipples cruelly. Maybe some gentle fucking with small butt plugs to warm me up. I can't really ask for what I want here because I want to be surprised and I'm already desperate from edging all day so I know whatever you do will turn me on. Just the nearness of your body and your cock will do that.

Of course, once I'm bound, I don't really have (or want) a huge say in what happens next. But here are some events I'm getting SUPER horny imagining:

1) You tickle me mercilessly. Take me further than we've ever gone before. See if you can make me safeword? I know I never have and that's because you're so deeply good to me and finely in tune with my needs. I want to be pushed to my limits though and I think you might have more fun tickling me than you'd have with spanking or caning, or something else that would take me to my limits.

2) You can claim you're giving me a break from being tickled by fucking me a bit. Alternate holes, and use a dildo or a gag or plug in the ones you're not using. When I relax into being fucked, tickle me with no warning. Switch back to a full on tickle session as many times as you feel like it. Enjoy watching me squirm and plead (and not safeword) and then groan when you slide your dick back inside me. Tease me by leaving it there - hot and stiff - and act like you're confused on what I want. This is even better if I'm gagged and can't beg but you're telling me to.

3) Take my ass. Really fuck it. Make sure you don't touch my clit as you do (a benefit of this position on my back). Every now and then you can glance it purposefully with your fingers and tease me about how desperate I am and how you love to see me squirming on your cock in my ass.

4) Unbind one of my hands and tell me to play with myself but NOT CUM while you go take a shower. This is because you want me 100% on edge and because you want to fuck my mouth again. When you come back, rebind my hand, inspect me and grill me for signs of cumming without permission. No matter whether I convince you or not (I definitely won't cum - I love being denied but you're welcome to pretend you think I did and punish me for it), tell me you need to train me in denial. Fuck my mouth for a bit and while you do, tease and caress my pussy. Give only the slightest, slowest, gentlest touches to my pussy. Always stop before you think you need to - your mere presence makes me SO close to cumming when I've been edging all day.

After a bit, switch to sitting on the couch, face near enough my pussy that I can feel and tremble at your every breath. Wet your fingers in my juices and start a slow stead stroking of my clit. As you do, explain to me the rules. You are giving me pleasure because it pleases you. You do not want me to cum till you say. If I feel like cumming I MUST beg for it immediately. This begging will NOT earn me the chance to cum, it will warn you so that you can keep me on the edge where you want me. When I beg, if I seem "Too close" (I will always be too close), you will SLAP me as hard as you can directly on the clit. If I still seem too close, feel free to slap me again. While I'm still stinging from the slap (and completely unable to close my legs due to the bondage), dart in with a quick, luxurious lick from bottom to top. Then resume teasing. I don't care how long this goes on - I will enjoy it as long as you do. If you slap me enough times, it may mean you can fuck me from behind without me cumming accidentally!

5) Once you're pleased enough with my service that your need to take me can no longer be ignored, please fuck me sir. Fuck me hard. In any hole or position you choose. If I have pleased you and begged prettily enough, you can tell me when to cum. If you don't want me to cum yet, just use my ass or mouth. If you don't let me cum and are feeling charitable, may I please have some hard spankings or caning so I can feel at least that kind of release? I did recently turn 28 so maybe that's how many strokes I deserve. If you deny me, may I please sleep with my hands bound tonight? I will wake up even wetter if I'm reminded of your ownership all night.

Thank you, Sir.

- Your ever devoted slut.