You are already out of bed, and I can hear the shower running when I awake the next morning. Despite brushing my teeth, my mouth still tastes slightly of footsweat and dirt. I stretch, wince, my morning erection feels sore, my testicles tight and overfull. I run my hands down my body and hold myself to try and soothe the discomfort, but it remains discomforting.
"Uh uh uh" I hear you say as you enter the room, towelling your hair. "Hands off my dick baby!"
"Sorry" I say, ruefully withdrawing my hand "just trying to get a little more comfortable."
"Oh but I don't want you to be comfortable babe," You say smiling, walking over, bending and kissing me, your damp hair falling against my face.
"Evidently!" I say, running a hand under your t-shirt and up your back, pulling you closer.
"Easy boy" You laugh, slipping away to finish drying your hair, "coffee please!"
After we've had breakfast, I clear my throat and ask "Um. How.. long, are we going to play this game?"
You set down your cup and look at me seriously "truthfully, I don't know. As long as it is fun, I guess?"
I nod. "Ok. I just wondered if there was a particular target you had in mind, was all."
"Oh I think you can last maybe... a week? Two weeks? But I think, part of the fun.. is that you don't know how long I'm going to make you wait before your.. heheh.. release." You waggle your eyebrows, and airquote the word release.
"Yeah, I guess you're right, but.. two weeks is.. a long time," I say making a face.
"Well I guess you'd just better make sure I'm feeling generous then, huh?" You say innocently, finishing your coffee and glancing at the time on the oven clock. "Shit, I'm nearly late. Have a good day ok?" You kiss me on the cheek and run out the door.
I'm working from home today. This gives me ample time to reflect on my thrumming longing, but decidedly undermines my productivity. You haven't left me any particular instructions, but when I take a break, I spend it polishing your shoes, then doing the laundry. There is no one to watch me doing it, but I make sure to kneel when polishing, and kiss the toe of each shoe to.. to what? To satisfy my own kinks? To remind myself that I am your bitch? It just feels necessary.