Preface
Ken Banks life is torn after divorcing the love of his life. He can't seem to find out where he belongs or what really makes him happy. After much failure and lacking social skills he seeks therapy for his problems. Unsecure in finding another to be with, he fabricates the plan to become a playboy of sorts. His fantasy beckons and builds courage to act upon this and he sets out to change. Little does he know therapy will mold him into something he didn't suspect.
Chapter 1
You would think relationship problems would be a series of lessons for getting it right. Hopelessly ending in a pile of what the hell was that all about. I know if I could go back and do it again I might have been more willing to never rush a good thing. Which the saying a man thinks with his dick often holds more weight than the many who scoff when they hear it. There's no use in blaming one another after it's finished, I recall coming up with a logical solution that if we both implemented, I might still be with her. She didn't give in and her stubborn efforts paid off in the end, all I can say is I hope she's happy now. I fought for us trying salvage what we had.
Eight years of my life I'll never get back excluding the good moments of course. Friends with benefits, it's more than just good movie I've found. A polygamous playground of assorted pussy likened to a tray of appetizers, tasting them one by one would be a pretty good analogy of it. Living the poly life you have to be in the mindset of living that. Playing with others without getting emotionally involved with them would be a quick explanation of it. This moment in time for me it works quite well. I look at it as therapeutic healing for the inner soul.
Interesting Mr. Banks, replied the psychiatrist, and tell me how this is working so Far? Exchanging glances he straightens up in his chair replying Miss Strand, I believe it's working wonderfully well. What's your thoughts? I don't know tell me what you think?
Okay, you're thinking I should be working on something else.
Such as? She replies smiling?
Well how should I know? You re the therapist here and I happen to value your personal take on it all. Content in his answer he thought to himself why shrinks always do this, answer a question with a question and I bet next she's going to scribble on paper for twenty minutes without a word.
He was close. It was only ten minutes though as he sat fidgeting with his fingers. This gave opportunity to study her more closely her little dot of a nose accented by dark eyes and brunette hair. Underneath her professional wardrobe you could tell she wasn't frumpy by any means height, weight, proportionate frame with a look as if she worked out. Looking around her office it appeared she could have been single, no pictures of kids or husband adorned the desk or walls. Sinking further into fantasized thoughts, scenes played of what it might be like to be with someone like her. In the depth of thought he didn't realize she now had lifted her head until looking her way. She was smiling but made him jump as it jarred the thought flow he was enjoying making him blush slightly.
How is the couch? She inquired while setting her pen down to straighten papers. This couch? Um fine it's comfortable. Marvelous, I always like others opinions on the furniture I place in my office. That way when replacing it I have a good idea of what people like. At that she stood up to walk over to him, sitting next to him. Her whole demeanor changing, she seemed to take control of the session and him before it even occurred to him. Seated next to him she began explaining. Now I think I could help you in this situation, this lifestyle you are diving into, a little coaching goes quite a long way. And this also perhaps open up to something else. As she spoke all he could do is listen in awe of her dominating prose. So much so he never felt her hand on his leg until she went on further as it traveled upward.