It had been weeks since Daddy had pay attention to me. The one hot night we had was a distant memory. The in and outs of everyday life had moved in and everyone was home for the summer. Purposely I would try to get into any trouble I could. I would run out of gas on the freeway, not fold his laundry right. Anything I could to make him pay attention to me. I started despising my mother. She has to sleep with him every night; he would take her out places. She never did things the right way. I would see her make his bed in the morning; the corners were not proper, not nearly the way he taught me. He would never let me slide that way. I would purposely cuss during dinner; sit on the furniture when I know it is not proper. He says nothing. Walks right on by me in the hallway and never says a word. He does not even check to see if I am playing with my pussy anymore. He used to come in at night and use me. Now I only hear him and mom having sex. I listen closely to see if he is beating her, using her to satisfy that desire inside of him. I only hear their five-minute sex session, and nothing more. I long for him to beat me again. To fuck use and me like his whore.
I decide to go out on a date with a person I met at the beach early in the spring. I had been holding off seeing anyone, as Daddy hated to see me with someone else. He had become funny about my dating, so I did not do it much. I met Todd at Springtown beach in May, we hit it off and he wanted to see me again. I refrained from doing so, for several different reasons. I had not had sex with anyone since Daddy took my virginity and knew that the only reason Todd was interested in me was for sex. Even though I was bothered, I knew daddy would not approve. I searched through my diary and found Todd's number. I hesitated several times before finishing the number and hearing it ring.
"Hello?"
"Todd?" I say as my voice cracks.
"Yeah, this is. Who is this?" He says in the phone, almost as if I have pissed him off by calling.
"This is holly, the girl from the beach."
"I meet a lot of girls at the beach, try giving me some more." He laughs
"I was the girl walking her dog." I say pissed that he does not even remember me
"Ah yes, holly I remember you. How are you?"
"Good thanks, listen, I will just cut to the chase. My mom is away on business and I am alone. Want to come over?" I close my eyes and lay back on the bed.
"Yeah, 1345 East street right?" His voice suddenly more cheerful
"Yep, see you soon." I hang the phone up abruptly and jump into the shower. Knowing that I will not be alone, that daddy will be fishing with a friend. He will be in and out all day. As I shower, I hope he comes home while Todd is here. Fucking him hard, giving my pussy to him. Perhaps then, he will pay attention to me.
I wrap a robe around my moist body and lay back down on the bed. I know that I will dream of daddy doing those things to me. I only hope I will be in trouble if he catches me. I open my robe and lightly touch my breasts. Softly I roll my nipples in between my fingers. Tweaking and pinching my now hard nipples in between my warm fingers. I begin to hump the air, my pussy automatically wet from daydreaming. I slide my hand down my belly, covering my entire pussy with my hand. I am rubbing my palm against by clit. Making sure, I do not enter my pinkness. Never feeling exactly how wet I am, I wait until Todd can devour it up. The doorbell startles me from my masturbation and I quickly run downstairs. Todd is standing there as handsome as I remember him. His hair tousled around his face and it looks as if he did not do a thing before coming to see me. We stand there a moment and I deal with his small talk. Knowing that daddy will not see him if he is not inside. He is fishing on the lake on the backside of the house. They come up often to use the restroom, get food, more bait. I take Todd's hand and lead him upstairs. Interrupting his conversation, he laughs and follows me. We enter the bedroom and I quickly take his clothes off, wanting to rape him and fuck him right away. He slows me down by pushing me off a moment.
"Whoa, let's chill a minute" He says as he wipes the sweat from his forehead.
"Alright, let's step outside on the balcony and get some air."
"But we are both naked." He looks down at himself then at me.
I laugh. "That is okay, no one will see us."
We walk to the balcony of my room and stand kissing and groping. His eyes are closed and mine are on the lake. Seeing daddy's boat coming up to the shore, I continue to kiss him. I keep looking out of the corner of my eye to see daddy's boat dock and him begin to walk up the beach. I see him look up to the house and know he has seen Todd and me. I quickly take Todd into the bedroom and throw him on the bed. Jumping a top of him, I mount his thick cock. It is hard from kissing me and he moans as my wet cunt slips over it. Covering it in all of my juices, he grabs my ass cheeks in both hands. I breasts hit his chest and I ride him hard. We fuck for several minutes, until the bedroom door slams open. It slams into the back of the wall and Todd throws me off him. Daddy is standing in the doorway with his hands on his hips. Todd starts to stutter and put on his clothes. I lay there smiling and just keep eye contact with daddy.