After my third cum that night, I couldn't get hard and Christina sent me home feeling hurt and humiliated.
The next day Christina called and asked me to go with her to a club that night. She is an excellent dancer and loves the activity. I can't dance but accepted her invitation in order to be with her again.
At her house, I was simply amazed at the attire she wore. It was a slinky black dress of sorts and barely covered what was left of her legs more than half way up her thigh and then hung low and open at the front, exposing her chest and the sexy curves of the top half of her pumped up breasts. The sight of her made me rock hard in seconds and my pants slightly tented. She looked down at my crotch and said "I wish you were bigger." Then she walked outside and gave me the key to lockup her house.
In the car I told her she was beautiful and sexy and I asked her why she was with me if she wanted someone more hung than me. She thanked me for the compliment and added "I enjoy teasing submissive men, especially you darling. But let's be clear too, you are not hung," she giggled.
I felt angry at her for calling me on that. Her sting hung in the air for several moments before I said "that hurts."
"Of course it does," she began "but I know you also like that. It's a rush for you to be put in your place and it's a rush for me to humiliate you."
She was right. I was feeling a rush but needed to also be honest about my feelings. "it especially hurts because just when I think I could fall for you, you make a dig and I question whether I need this or you."
"Oh darling, are you falling for me?"
"Yes, I think I am. It really rang in last night after you sent me home. I felt so lonely without you and I realized I need you in my life."
"I'm going to make it up to you tonight darling. You'll see."
I thanked her and then she asked if this was the first time I failed to get hard after having sex three times in one evening and I felt a rush of embarrassment cover my face all over again.
"I can't remember," I stammered.
"Well, it may not matter after tonight."
I cringed and felt smaller in my car seat. The wheel felt bigger in my hands as I gripped my fingers around it. "What do you mean?"
"I have other options available to me."
"I thought we were exclusive," I whined.
"No darling. You may consider yourself exclusive to me but I will never be exclusive to you."
"Why not?"
"Because I need more than one lover can give me."
"That's not fair."
"I may not be right for you darling," she said as she put her hand on my thigh and moved it toward my cock, "you will have to decide that for yourself."
Her hand felt great on my thigh as I thought about what she said. She's the hottest looking, most sexually aggressive woman I've encountered. The loneliness after leaving her last night was awful and something I did not want to repeat anytime soon, so I decided to go with the flow and asked "what are the rules then?" She laughed. "Silly man."
"I just want to know in case I meet another woman. What are my options?"
"Well, putting it that way, I prefer that we're participating with her together."
"Wait a minute. You can go get men and fuck behind my back but if I meet someone else you want to participate?
"Yes."
"You're serious?"
"Darling don't let this upset you."
"It is upsetting. This is very upsetting to me."
She moved closer to me and placed her elbow on the top of my car seat and her hand on the side of my head. Her fingers combed into my hair and she said "I enjoyed playing with you last night. It was incredible to feel you surrender your will to me, to give in to my wishes."
I felt myself getting hard as I remembered our session. "I have fantasized but never done anything like that with anyone else," I said. "You are a dream come true for me Christina. I enjoy your company and you make my fantasies come to life."
"Oh darling, you're so sweet." she said and planted a lipstick kiss on my cheek.
"I'm not looking for anything outside our relationship," I continued. "I want to date you only and I just thought that you would do the same."
"Honey, I'm not dating anyone but you. Ok?"
"You're not?"
"No, I'm not. I like you. I want to explore with you. Like last night and the fantasies we shared. I enjoyed your surrender and I want it again," she said firmly.
"I want to surrender to you too. It feels strangely intoxicating."
"Yes it does." She moved her hand to my inner thigh and said "For me too. Maybe I pushed a little to hard too soon. After last night, I thought it was clear I would take on additional lovers and you were okay with that."
"Last night, we succumbed to our lust and fantasies, but I don't know if I can do that for real."
"mmmm, darling last night was incredible in so many ways. I think you can do anything when we get hot like that."
"I don't know."
"I saw it in your eyes darling. The desire to please me was there. Its all I thought about while I masterbated on the bed and you were kneeling on the floor, waiting for my invitation to rejoin me."
"You did."
"uh huh, I did darling. Your surrender is a gift and I want to keep receiving it as long as you'll give it to me."
"You do. Really?"
"yes. I do."