"You mean that actually wouldn't bother you?" she asked shocked.
"I know it seems weird, but no." I said.
"Seeing me play with another man...seeing him embrace me... kiss me..."
"I mean I'm not saying it wouldn't be a little hard to watch, but seeing you so turned on would be such a turn on for me."
"Have you thought about this before?" she was surprised.
"A little." I said.
Teri and I had been dating for about three years, right from the start of college. She was short with a cute face, a curvy body and a juicy ass. We were very much in love but the last year had been hard on us. I did a year abroad and while it was tough being away, it did give us a lot of opportunities to learn about each other's fantasies.
We would watch porn together online, sending each other links to our favorite scenes. She was a bit predictable, as she always liked the fetish scenes best (saying it was always for the outfits). We made talking about our fantasies a regular thing and found it to be a great outlet for not physically being together. One night we were chatting online and decided to look up an online list of "fantasies for women". We were bored and went through each one and our level of interest. Most of her responses were innocent and what I would have expected, except for #5: "Hot NSA Sex".
"sure," she said jokingly "It'd be fun and I'd be a pretty lucky girl."
I was a little surprised, "Is that something you'd like to try?"
"No, I don't think so." She said, "I would never want to risk hurting anything we have."
"I think it'd be really sexy to see a new man inside you baby." I said, not really thinking about what I was saying.
She was shocked. I had not put a lot of thought into how this may have come across for her. I wasn't suggesting it would happen, but understandably she was a little taken aback. We talked about it for a couple of minutes, explaining that I was just open to it if it was something she wanted to do. And while she was curious all she could say was, "well... I'm not saying no, but I'm just not there yet."
It definitely turned me on. Just hearing her mention taking a new lover got me so hard. Over the next few weeks I mentioned it a few more times in our next chats, but she never seemed as receptive as she did that first time. Maybe she wasn't interested... maybe she was just nervous... either way I decided to drop it.
***
It wouldn't come up again for a number of months, once I had returned home from school. We were living in the same city again, spending all our free time together and enjoying life. One night after we finished making love she asked me if I was still interested in seeing her with another man. My cum was covering her tits and she was slowly running her fingers through it.
"umm...of course I am baby. I kinda thought you lost interest in it though. If it's something you want too, then I'm open to talking about it." I paused. "... have you been thinking about it?"
"I have a little." She said softy. "I haven't thought too much about it though."
I sat up and held her close, beginning to stroke her hair. "Tell me what have you been thinking about."
Teri looked up at me, she had beautiful brown eyes. I could tell she was nervous. "Well I wouldn't be completely against being with another man while you watched. You had mentioned that it would turn you on, so I thought I would bring it up, but don't be mad. I love you very much."
"I think it'd be really sexy... Have you been thinking about someone in particular?"
She paused for a moment, "I have been kinda curious about Steve."
I had jerked off so many times to the thought of her with a new man, but hearing her actually say it overcame me with jealousy. They had become friends while I was away at school and I knew they had always been close. I took a few breaths to regain my composure. I then asked if she had told him anything or if anything had already happened.
"No, nothing like that. He and I have only been friends. He always knew about you while you were away and while he would flirt with me a bit, I never flirted back."
"so now you think you want to sleep with him?" I knew that of course she did. He was really muscular and from what I could tell even though I had never met him, he was pretty charming. Teri always mentioned he was a bit full of himself, but when you work out for a few hours a day I suppose you would have to be. While I was away they would take walks around the mall or she'd join him for a drink in the sports bar.
"Baby this was your idea," She quickly retreated. "I thought it was what you wanted. If its not we shouldn't even talk about it anymore, I'm sorry."
I sat there in silence for a moment, trying to process all my thoughts. " I know, I know, it's just strange to hear you actually say someone's name out loud. But for me to enjoy it, I want you to enjoy it, and the person should be someone you want to be with." I paused for a moment not entirely sure what I was saying, "What kind of thing would you be interested in doing."