He called. He wants a cowgirl ride.
I don't say anything, just hang up.
He's not asking. We both know it.
I just get ready.
I'm basically clean, so no shower.
He likes it rough, anyway.
I undress, sit on the sofa.
Wait.
I hear the key in the lock, I climb on the ottoman.
Hands and knees.
My head's down, waiting.
He comes in, ties a scarf around my head.
He likes me blindfolded.
Roughly, he pulls my arms behind my back, ties them.
My ass is in the air, just like he likes it.
I'm helpless, but it doesn't matter.
I've already surrendered.
Submitted.
I hear him pull off his tie, jacket, shirt, shoes, socks.
I hear the belt and zipper, the pants slide off, then the underpants.
So far, neither of us has uttered a word.
I feel his hand on my bottom, softly, sweet caressing, his fingertips just touching the soft warm flesh.
Now he kneads it, still tenderly. He loves my ass. It's an object, though, not part of a real person.
He doesn't love me, really, but he loves loving me.
He moves beside me, I feel him fastening the collar around my neck.
His hand rubs my spine, down, up, down, ending with a finger over my anus.
It circles, circles, circles, finally he penetrates me.
It 's not foreplay. All of this is for him.
It's not that he doesn't, well, he doesn't care, not really.
He just uses me.