When a couple are separated for months, one partner falls in love and starts a lesbian relationship. Rather than dessert her former partner she decides to open the door to his submissive inner being but will it work out for the three of them?
Weeks passed and the pandemic was loosening its grip. The daily death toll was falling, the government planned to relax restrictions. Travel would be allowed and decisions would have to be made. H's heart sank when C told him she wasn't in any rush to get home. She wanted to stay in Devon and H should visit at the first opportunity. Far from planning a return, C was content where she was and started making a list of items she wanted brought down to Devon when H eventually visited.
She told H, "I spend most of my time here rather than my sister's. I'm just so happy with Jenny. There plenty of room here and Jenny really wants me to stay. It just feels right. And don't look so shocked. You'll understand when you come here. And I think you'll like it here when you see it."
"But what about our life together?" H wanted to know.
"We can still have a life together," said C. "It will be different and it will be in second place compared to my life with Jenny. But it will fulfil your deeply held desires, those dark desires you were too ashamed to talk to me about. The desires that maybe you can't even admit to yourself. I think I understand your desires now better than you do. Jenny and I will be lovers and we'll take charge of your life as well. That will be our life together, you just have to realise that it's everything you've ever wanted. You just have to submit."
"But what about your sister?" asked H
"She's met Jenny a couple of times now and they get on quite well," replied C. "She understands why I fell in love with her and I sometimes think she's a little bit jealous. I told her you'll be coming here soon and that you and I wouldn't be sharing a bed when you do. I'm trying to think of ways of explaining how you'll fit in but until we've seen each other it's a bit hard to know how it will work out."
"Are you serious about not sharing a bed?" H's bottom lip started to quiver.
"You know that I have a new lover and I don't want to be shared," said C, with a look that made it clear she would brook no argument. "Not in that way. Our relationship will be different, maybe better, yes I'm sure it will be better. But don't come if you imagine I'll sleep with you. Our sex life is over. As far as I'm concerned, your sex life is over; I have other plans for you that don't involve your little cock. I want to think of you as feminine in future."
"But what if I have needs?"
"I've rejected your needs," said C without hesitation. "You know that. Long before Jenny I'd lost desire for you. Your demands made me feel asexual. When sex is good it's five percent of a marriage, but when it's bad, the badness takes over the whole marriage. I want to love you again without sex getting in the way. I'm getting lots of sex, I'm alive again. It's your turn to look for other fulfilment. By the way, are you getting erections?"
H squirmed with embarrassment, "Not really. I tried to play with myself and it didn't really work. It got a little bit bigger but nothing happened. I'm really worried about it."
"Don't be worried it's just a side effect of the herbal tablets," said C to reassure him. "There's another batch in the post and I'm adding another set of medication. You'll have lovely boobs and no worrisome stirring in your pants. It will be nice for you. Nice curvy boobs, nice calm feelings."
"I guess so. I suppose you know best."
"Yes," C smiled, "I do know best and I know you're going to be happy."
Two days later some packages arrived with H's name on them.
C rang, "Have some deliveries arrived?"
He told her they had but he hadn't opened them. He showed her the packets and she told him what to open first. He was quite excited, it was from Figleaves but his excitement drained when he saw the contents. Rather than lacy lingerie the were three multi packs of control pants.
"Try the beige firm control pair on," was C's instruction.
H undressed and pulled the pants on.
C looked at him, naked except for the pants
"Your bust is looking cute. Now, tuck yourself between your legs, come on, you're not that big, and your other bits," C told him.
C had threatened that she would trample on H's feelings but the pants were trampling on some very delicate parts. Inside the next packet H opened were a bundle of leggings and women's trousers, the type that look a tight fit. H pulled a pair of leggings on.
C smiled, "There now, you're a proper crossdresser, you look like a woman below the waist, no unsightly bulges. Firm control, that's what you need, in pants as in life and that's what you're getting."
H thought the pants would take some getting used to but C promised to check every day to make sure he was tucking himself to her satisfaction. H selected a bra and flowery cotton top at random. It had a scoop neck that showed off a little bit of cleavage. The overall effect was very ordinary, he looked like the sort of woman you see every day without really noticing.
"Perfect," said C.
"Thank you, I really like the look," replied H.
The third package was the herbal tablets, a large supply of the original meds and some new pills and creams. C sent him instructions and told him that she thought his bottom was getting a little more shapely to match his boobs.
"Keep it up. You're doing so well and I can't wait to see you. You'll be so girlified by the time you come here I'll fall in love with you all over again. Not as my man or my husband but as my best friend, my best girl friend."
C said that she and Jenny were in discussion what would the arrangements be, how would they establish H's place in the pecking order, which of course, would be well below their places. C's first announcement was that they would not indulge in any of his fantasies, this would not be remotely like any tacky porno. She was direct, this was about her wishes and Jenny's wishes, they would decide how things would be. Also, Jenny may live in an isolated cottage but she still lived in a community and there was also C's sister to think about. All the same, they had decided to offer him a choice; H could come as a man and visit them in a socially isolated way and depart back to his old life or he could come as a woman and they would start to explore how he / she would fit in to their world of love. C was clear, they would prefer H to come as a woman but if he did, he would have to commit 100%. H would have to dress as a normal modest middle-aged woman and would not be allowed spend any time appearing as or acting as a man.
It was an easy choice for H, who replied, "I've already made you a promise so if you'd prefer I came as a woman, that is what I'll do. After all those years where you insisted that I kept my crossdressing private it feels like a big change but I'll try my best for you. Will I see your sister?"
"I've already explained that she knows about me and Jenny and she's getting to be OK with it," C was curt. "She was very worried about you but she understands that we're still together, just not as a couple, not as lovers. She still doesn't know about the extent of your compliance or about your perverted ways in women's clothes. I've been wondering about telling her but it would be a big step for you as well as for me. I think we can keep you and my sister apart if you come for three or four days and we can discuss it while you're here."
The plan was that H would travel in a couple of weeks' time. He would practice dressing in the house, including shoes and make up. Finally, he would load the car on Tuesday evening and get an early night, then leave early the following morning. The decision was made that he should carry nothing male with him, only feminine clothes, hence the early start before the neighbours were up to see him in a tunic and leggings. Pink trainers completed the outfit and H headed west.
When the satnav told H that he'd finally arrived, he instantly recognised the cottage. C came out and gave him a big hug and a peck on the check but when he moved to kiss her lips she gently touched a finger to his lips.