It's dark outside now and I'm still here, feeling the chill of the wall pressed against my thighs, my stomach, and the rest of my shivering front body, including my cock which has been raging for god knows how long. I knew my confession would lead to bittersweet consequences but when She asked me to retreat to my usual position in our bedroom, I believed She would be shortly behind me. Likely, She would be wielding Her favorite flogger or perhaps the brutal belt.
What time was it when I took myself here? When I stripped my clothing and pressed my body flat against the wall awaiting Her vengeance? 3? 4, maybe? I'm not sure, but the sun was still in the sky and my cock was soft. Now, the fall of the sun has given my mind time to explore every possible scenario my Goddess may be plotting and my cock has responded with anticipation. The wall was wet with precum and I resisted the urge to grind my pelvis against it for some semblance of satisfaction. That in itself would be disobedient, and disobedience is what brought me here.
At this point, I'm beginning to wonder if this is my consequence and this alone. God, She is so beautifully cruel. I'm certain She's coming in to tell me I've fulfilled my penance when I hear the door creak. Surely, these hours have been torture enough. She will command my release, She will bitterly kiss my lips, tease my hardness, and we'll go to bed. Her, drifting to sleep with satisfaction and me, lying awake imagining She'd allow me pleasure.
I hear Her slow footsteps as She crosses the room. I don't dare look before She releases me, but I'm so tempted to turn and catch Her beauty. I wince as my cock throbs against the wall.
I feel her breath on the back of my neck. One hand drags nails gently down my side. The other must be holding Her flogger after all because I feel its velvet tickling my ass cheek.
"Ask me where I've been," She said coldly.
I don't hesitate. "Where have you been, Mistress?"
She pushed my face tighter against the wall and before I can process Her movements I feel the sting of the flogger against my ass. I try not to flinch, but She isn't starting gently tonight.
"Since my husband cares more about taking care of himself than saving it for me, I was out."
I speak immediately. Perhaps my apology can spare me another blow, though a part of me hopes She isn't feeling merciful tonight. "I'm sorry, Mistress."