I know I broke the rules, Sir. I'm not saying I didn't and I'll accept whatever punishment you see fit. But I just want you to keep in mind, Sir, that in part this is what you've been making me into.
--A ruler breaker?--
No, Sir. Not a rule breaker, a pet who... who wants cock, Sir. You've been programming me haven't you, Sir? Not to break the rules, never that, but you tell me to say things, to say I love cock, not your cock like I try to say, but you tell me to leave that off. You tell me just to want cock, don't you tell me that, Sir?
--I do tell you that.--
And you do talk about programming me, training me, don't you, Sir? At first I thought you were just playing, but you kept repeating it. You do want my mouth to water when I see cock, don't you, Sir? You want my pussy to get wet when tall men's eyes wander over my body. That wasn't just a game to you, was it? Was it, Sir??
--No of course not.--
Good. I mean, because when I knew you meant it I started to listen. How many times have we played like that, Sir? How many times have you told me to open my mouth so you could see how it would look? How many times have you asked me to beg for cock, not ''your'' cock, but just cock, any cock? How many times have you asked me to be naughty? To be your naughty girl? And how many times have you punished me for not being naughty enough? For not letting enough men touch my tits?
Again, it doesn't change the rules I broke. But I just want you to understand. Its... been working. All of it. When you have my over the bench, after enough spanking or enough flogging, when I get into subspace and you're saying those naughty things... oh god, the thoughts and images just get into my brain and they go deep, and each time it seems to take less to bring me back into it. The other day you were taking me from behind after that... aggressive... spanking and you said, I don't remember, something like, "You look so good taking cock."
--You do.--
You do like to tell me that. But in that moment, the way you said it, it seemed almost out of body, like you were watching me take someone else's cock. And you were so happy about it and I knew you'd be happy my mind was thinking such naughty thoughts I began imagining how I'd look taking cock for you, and I imagined your cock was really a kinky friend's instead, or a stranger, or a big black cock. I imagined them taking turns on me and I know this sounds silly, but your cock even seemed to feel a bit bigger to match my imagination.
When you showed me that other guy's dick pick while we were playing and asked me to imagine it on front of me... well I blushed and acted shy, but when I closed my eyes, I saw that cock as if it was right in front of me. When you asked me to open my mouth, I felt it immediately watering, readying itself for that other cock. And when I say vivid, I don't really know if that does it justice.
I joke about being dickmatized, and it's not really hypnosis, but its like those dreams I have that are so real I think they might have actually happened. See, Sir, in my head, I've already sucked ''so much'' cock for you. Strapped to the bench while you're fucking me, on the bed while you're flogging me...
--All under my immediate direction, and you still haven't told me anything.--
I know, Sir. And I know I haven't told you the details yet. I'm not stalling. I'll tell you everything so you can know how to best punish me. But... I just feel like it might be better if I could be... servicing you in some way while I tell you? I can see your cock is already so hard, Sir. Would you like me to stroke it while I confess everything? Or perhaps you'd rather have a flogger or cane ready, and my tits or ass ready to receive your comments as you have them?
--Stroke my cock, but I want needles ready for punishment.--
Needles too, Sir?! If that's what you wish. I don't know where the supplies are, Sir. Okay, I'm glad you'll get them. I'll get the lube and be completely naked and be waiting for you. Don't worry, I shaved completely, I prepared to be as pleasing as possible since I've been such a bad girl.
Oh that's cold, are we starting with a needle, Sir?! Oh, just preparing now so you won't have to wait. Gloves too, that's smart.
--What was his name?--
Name, his name. Of course, you want to start there. But let me just get your cock out first, Sir. See? Isn't that better? His name was Jake. And I met him online on Feeld and the idea from the beginning was to find someone to present to you as a prospective candidate, you know? "Honey, you know you were mentioning having a hard time finding good cocks to make use of your Threesome and Cocksucker gift certificates? Well, I think I might have someone..." That was the idea. And that would have been a good idea right?
You don't have to say, but I will say your cock seems to think it would have been a good idea. And so we exchanged a few messages, not so different from what me and James were doing really, and he seemed chill and respectful and, well, hot. At some point I mentioned fet and then of course I had to tell him my profile name and he found all my pictures, you know your naughty pet has over six hundred and fifty of those? Jake seemed to enjoy them a lot and showed me how much without me even asking. Do you want to see? I'll have to stop stroking you. Ok. It's right here. Sorry, I thought it was clear he was black from the fact that last session you were specifically mentioning finding a black playmate. And yes, though photos are deceiving, he was a little bigger than you, but not as big as that giant cock guy from my past.
So after that I decided we should... wait? oh, what did I reply to his picture? I mean it was in context, he had been deep diving my pictures and said "Damn these are making me sooo hard" and then the picture and I replied "That is making me sooo wet" and then I sent him a picture of my glistening fingers. And I wanted to share that so much because I knew you'd think it was such a slutty-hot response, but I was still trying to land this surprise. No, I didn't just lick my fingers, I played with my pussy a bit and got them nice and wet. But then I did lick my fingers and sent him a picture of that too. I think that got me an expedited coffee date because he had previously been busy, but then he wanted to meet the next day.
Let me put this away. No? Pull up his dick pic again? Okay. And just set it here like his cock in a digital frame? Yes, Sir. I do appreciate I can keep using my hands on you.
So anyway, I was really nervous, again I wanted to tell my Sir so he could protect me if Jake turned out to be a creep or something, plus I knew you'd be wanting to pick out what top and bra to wear to best show off my tits, and really enjoying me being a naughty girl for you. But for the surprise I was brave and went alone, when I was supposed to be at Santa Day at school. And I didn't want to go far, so I was at ''our'' Starbucks, just hoping not to see anyone we know, hoping that anyone would be at work or the same school function I was skipping out on.
Jake shows up and I recognize him immediately and he's tall, no not quite as tall as you but over six feet, and I stand up and give him a hug and it lingers a moment and I breath in this nice subtle cologne. Then he sits down and sit across from him and he smiles at me and says, "Come, sit next to me." It's like a four seat round table, so I oblige and move to the seat next to him. He put a hand on my thigh and he leaned in and whispered, "Good girl." I had a feeling then I was in trouble, and I'm sorry Sir, because every part of my body reacted to that phrase.
Oh ok. First needle. Ok. Why? Sir? Fuck. Fuck. Ahhh. Oh god. Ok. Ok. Count them? Ok. One. One needle just so very close to my nipple. Was... it.. because I reacted to that phrase... from not you? Sorry, I stopped stroking, I didn't mean to. You don't have to tell me why, Sir. One needle.
Breathe. Okay. From that moment he didn't stop touching me. His hand was on my thigh, or my knee, or the small of my back. We're sitting in StarBucks and he places our order from his phone so he doesn't have to stop. And we're talking like casually, he's not saying anything dirty just really flirty and smooth and he's working the eye contact when he isn't subtly staring at my tits. And I'm thinking, "This plan is working. Jake approved." Only, Sir, my mind didn't exactly stay on the plan.