The following story is a work of fiction, all of the characters are completely fictitious and any resemblance to persons living or dead is purely coincidental. The motivation of the main character "Jim" is based on a real event but the consequences are fantasy. Readers who have an interest in CFNM are encouraged to comment and those comments will be responded to in the spirit in which they are expressed!
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"Mr. Connelly."
"Yes, ma'am."
"Doctor can see you now." Dr. Glass's receptionist Harriet announced. "Please come this way." She ushered James Connelly into Dr. Glass's office. "He will be with you shortly."
"Thank-you." Jim was uncomfortable to say the least. His wife insisted he get counseling as a condition of their reconciliation. He didn't relish the idea of baring his soul to a stranger but if he wanted to keep his miss-deeds a secret from his children and resume his life as a husband, father and new grandfather he knew he would have to meet his wife's demands.
Jim watched the middle aged lady as she turned to leave. She was attractive in a matronly sort of way. Her legs especially looked very nice in the moderate heels she wore beneath her plain navy blue skirt and conservative white blouse; her long hair was held back by a simple navy head band. Strange he thought; most women don't seem to wear heels any more at work, just those "comfortable" athletic shoes! She closed the door and he looked around the office; it had the usual large desk and as he might have expected a leather couch with two matching easy chairs. The view of the courtyard was pleasant but not spectacular. The coffee table had a silver tray with a crystal pitcher of ice water and two matching glasses. "Good morning, Mr. Connelly. I'm Roosevelt Glass, it' nice to meet you, may I call you Jim?"
"Of course."
"Good! Please take a seat. You can call me Rosy or Doctor, whatever makes you comfortable."
"Thank-you, Doctor."
"Jim, I suppose you are wondering why you didn't fill out any long involved forms before our first meeting and that's a good question. I believe that our first interview shouldn't be colored by any preconceived notions that I might infer from some stale form. I'd like to hear, in your own words; just what it is that seems to be troubling you. Does that sound reasonable to you?"
"Yes, Doctor."
'Good! Then why don't you begin."
Jim took a deep breath, let half out and said,"My wife wants me to get counseling because she believes I might be a danger to her and our children and grand children."
"Are you a danger to others?"
"I don't think so."
"What would cause her to think that?"
"She caught me reading porn and masturbating one evening." There! He said it out loud. He was blushing but the horrible truth was out in the open.
"Why were you doing that?"
"Well...."
"Please don't be shy, Jim, so far you haven't said anything that I haven't heard before."
"Mostly because we haven't been having sex for a while."
"How long a while, Jim?
"It's been over two years, Doctor."
"Oh my.... What kind of porn were you reading?"
Jim blushed again but whispered, "Gay."
"Did you say 'Gay', Jim?"
Jim looked at his feet and mumbled, "Yes."
"Did that help you to achieve orgasm?"
"Yes."
"What was it about the gay porn that excited you?"
"I don't know, I just kept going back to it."
"There are many kinds of porn, Jim; something about the gay porn attracted you."
"Maybe, maybe it was because of the dreams I've been having."
"Hmmm..mm. Tell me about your dreams."
"Well, at first I would be making love to a beautiful naked woman and I would be kissing her and then she would push me towards her breasts and I would suck on her nipples. Then she would push me towards her tummy and I would kiss her navel and stomach. Finally she would push me towards her pussy and I would lick it. When I sucked on her clit it would grow and grow until it was like a penis and I would suck it until it got hard and went down my throat. Usually I would wake up then but not before the woman would be calling me her 'cocksucker'."
"And that, in turn, led you to read about men having oral sex?"
"Yes, Doctor." Jim sighed, he felt surprisingly good and almost relieved to have unburdened himself.
"Any other dreams?"
"I sometimes dream that I can suck my own cock!"
"Jim." Dr. Glass began, "You are like millions of men who are going through a sort of mid life crisis. Part of it stems from your wife's loss of interest in sex and part of it is a natural curiosity about a life style that is foreign to your upbringing. Why does your wife think you might be a danger to your family? Have you ever acted out?"