Clarissa's Breath Play

Hi, Diary. I guess it's time to get around to another entry! I had the most amazing experience with Daddy yesterday, but let me start at the beginning.

About a month ago Daddy had me come to his house. He said he wanted to try something new with me. He asked me if I trusted him and I told him I trusted him completely and he could do anything he wanted with me. I was rewarded with a "Good Girl!"

Anyway he told me to get completely undressed and lay out on this thick, soft comforter he had laid out on the floor. I did. He then got some soft rope and started to tie my hands behind my back. When he finished he got out some thin, but strong string and wrapped it around the base of my left toe and tied it tight. Then he did the same thing with the other toe. Finally he tied them together so I couldn't move my feet apart. By the time he was done I was starting to get excited down there. I like being handled that way, like an object, and being tied up.

I was wondering if he was going to fuck me this way, but he came over to whisper in my ear. "Princess do you still trust Daddy?" I answered yes and he said, "Do you trust him enough to give up you safe word for the next hour?"

This made me a bit nervous, but I wanted to please him and decided to say, "Yes" and he gave me another "Good girl."

He rolled me onto my back for a moment and took this thing that looked like a plastic over-sized pill and taped it to my clit. I didn't realize it was a vibrator till he turned it on. The buzz felt really good and I started to get even more wet especially since I was already tied up pretty tight and felt very helpless.

The next thing I know he's back up at my head with a clear plastic bag. "Take a bunch of deep, fast breaths for Daddy until your dizzy," he told me, and I did.

When my head was spinning he pulled the bag over my head and taped it down tightly around my neck. Then he moved to the sofa, popped open a beer and relaxed to "enjoy the show" as he put it later.

At first I really didn't need to breath at all for the first minute because I was already so dizzy, but after that things returned to normal and it wasn't long before the air got hot and stale inside the bag and I started to get worried.

I told him I couldn't get my breath and asked him to remove the bag. He just sat their smiling and watching me. Next I tried to use my safe word, but then I remembered I given it up. I started to really get scared.

Then a funny thing happened. My pussy was already tingling from the vibrator, but then this felling of intense pleasure seemed to move through whole body. I was getting so, so wet down there and I was so aroused. And the fact that I was gasping for air just make it so much more intense. I mean more I was more stirred up than I'd ever been in my whole life. Daddy explained later that as a person starts to "asphyxiate" they can get a really turned on and have powerful orgasms. Well, it certainly worked for me!

It's like two things were happening at once. My body was so desperate for air that it was rolling around violently trying to get free (I can see why my Daddy wisely put me on a soft comforter so I wouldn't hurt myself). Of course I couldn't get free, Daddy had secured me too well, but my mind couldn't tell my body it was useless to struggle.

Meanwhile I was also having this incredible climax that just wouldn't stop and got more and more powerful. Just like going straight to heaven.

Even so I was begging, Daddy to help me, but he just watched. But that was a good thing as it pushed me to keep going until I was just crazy with pleasure. One thing I like about Daddy is he is just so strong and no matter how desperately I beg and cry he never gives in to me.

I can't even describe the ecstasy I was feeling. Then suddenly my body stopped fighting and lay quiet. Like it had just given up and I just feel this feeling of total bliss, floating on a cloud of pleasure. It couldn't have been for very long, but it felt like forever. Then everything when black.

When I woke up I was laying with my head on Daddy's lap. The bag was off and he was stroking my hair. I was still tied up, but I felt very relaxed, though my body ached a bit probably from the thrashing it had been doing. I was the most amazing experience. I felt like I had come back to life.

Daddy asked me how I enjoyed the ride and I told him it was like the most exciting, scary rollercoaster you could imagine. He then asked me if I wanted to take another ride and I told him yes.

We started doing it every weekend. I could see that Daddy enjoyed watching me all helpless, begging for help and thrashing around and I really enjoyed being tied up that way and the orgasms were just so amazing. I liked it even better when he got involved instead of just watching. Like if he ties my hands to my ankles it keeps my legs apart and then rather than the vibrator he can stimulate my pussy with his hand. I like that. He slips his thumb inside my cunt and uses his fingers to stroke my pussy. He can even kind of roll the my clit root between his thumb and fingers and that feels so, so good!

So a few days ago Daddy told me he planned to go to a meeting and demonstrate this type of play to a bunch of other Daddies so they could learn to play with their girls the same way. He wanted me to come along to be the subject of the demonstration. I was excited, but also nervous. It was going to be video recorded so the people not there could see how to do it.

Daddy told me to put my sexy school girl uniform on (white crop top, white thigh high stockings and pleated skirt) and I wore my collar and once we got to the meeting Daddy put me on my leash and cuffed my hands behind me so he could lead me around. He also put on my ball gag. The one that has the straps that meet at a ring at the bridge of my nose and runs across my forehead and the top of my head. I also had my hair in pigtails.

The meeting was interesting as they were selling different sex toys and demonstrating stuff. We looked at lots of cool stuff and Daddy bought me a new butt plug with a piggy tail!

Anyway, soon it was time for our demonstration and a bunch of men, some of them with their girls on leashes, entered the lecture all with us. At the front was a big table and Daddy put the soft, thick comforter on it and explained to the audience that this was necessary to protect your little girl as she would be thrashing around a lot. He then released my hands and told me to take my top, skirt and thong off, then climb up on the table and lay on my tummy. He left the ball gag on me.

Once I was on the table he tied my hands to my ankles so that my legs were naturally apart. I was very nervous naked in front of a crowd, but it was very exciting too.

There was so much going on at once, I didn't remember everything, but Daddy showed me the video later, so I could see myself and that helped me to remember everything that happened.

He told the audience they should get their little girls to "hyperventilate" -- that's a big word for breathing fast and hard until you are dizzy, as they will make the experience last longer. I did, but it's a lot harder to do if you have a ball in your mouth! I managed it anyway, and then Daddy put the bag on me taped it down to my neck.

In the video he was saying that you should gag your little girl as it keeps her from chewing through the bag to get more air.

He then slipped his thumb and fingers into me and started to get me wet. I was already pretty aroused by the whole idea of being on stage for this, so it didn't take much to get me going. As I started to run out of air my body did its thing and started thrashing around. I'm glad the table was pretty big so I didn't have to worry about rolling off!

Soon I was cumming really hard. Daddy's thumb was still inside me and I remember him telling the audience "She really tight in there now. Her pussy is almost trying to milk by thumb like it was a dick!"

Later, when I listened to the video I could hear the daddies talking about me. I'm not really anything special in looks, but they were all saying how hot this was to watch and how they wanted to try it with their girls when they got home.

It kind of embarrassing and humiliating to cum like that helplessly in front of a crowd, but it's also a super turn on! It was weird to watch the video and see myself like that. All trussed up and wiggling like crazy and struggling to get free. Daddy was right there next to me with one hand in my pussy and the other hand stroking my butt and back.

Finally after a few minutes I became very still for about thirty seconds. Still, awake but not struggling at all. That must have been when I felt I was floating on a cloud. Then suddenly my head hit the table with a thump and I was out cold. There was a lot of applause from the audience at that point.

I was surprised at how relaxed and unhurried Daddy was at the point. Not in a rush at all to get the bag off me, but talked to the audience about different ways to tie up your girl when doing this scene. Finally he did cut the bag off and you can hear me on the video breathing hard. It was a couple more minutes before I woke up. I remember I was very groggy and it took me a while to recall where I was and what was happening and why I was naked on the stage.

Daddy then explained that rather than stimulate me with his hand, he could use a vibrator to do it, then be free to just sit back and watch. He pulled out that pill-like vibrator and rolled me over so the audience could see how he was taping it to my clit. Then he turned it on and rolled me back. Finally thanked the audience for their attention, slipped another bag over my head and taped it down.

In the video, Daddy then left the scene and left me alone on the table. As I started to struggle and thrash around a series of credits started to roll up on the screen. They timed it so that the last of the credits roll off just was I fainted and as I'm lying there quietly, the scene goes to black.

We weren't the only ones demonstrating "breath play" at the conference. Another man and his girl showed how to use this bag thing. It was a flat bag and the girl (also dressed in a school girl outfit) climbed inside and the hole was clamped closed. She laid down in the bag and started sucking her thumb while with the other hand she reached down and played with herself (she wasn't wearing panties). Then the daddy hooked up a vacuum to the back and sucked at all the air, so the plastic formed tight around her body. She looked like some vacuum packed doll!

She must have started cumming almost immediately because I could see her wiggling inside the bag. It was very exciting to watch. I can imagine how scary, but exciting it must be to have that plastic all around you and not be able to even draw a breath! She lasted maybe two minutes before she became still and they let her out.

Daddy really enjoyed that performance and said he was going to order a bag like that so I can try it too.

I did really well at the show and Daddy was very proud of me! As a reward he took me to the zoo and later got me ice cream. I it was very thrilling being the center of attention for that demonstration. I hoping my Daddy will use me again that way soon! Maybe with the new vacuum bag!

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