It was the first time I had ever allowed you to hurt me without first discussing exactly what it would be. I was nervous, but excited. My safe word was ready, but I was determined not to use it. I could take anything the other women could.
I lay on my back on your bed. My wrists are cuffed together and fastened to the top of your bed in the center, arms stretched above my head.
My ankles have cuffs buckled on, but they are roped and pulled to the top corners of the bed. This effectively pulls my legs up and back toward my head, and spreads them, exposing my most private areas for you to do with as you please. You haven't pulled them too tightly, so my knees are still bent, but I can't put my legs down and I am exposed.
Between my wrist restraints and the ankle cuffs tied back, I am restrained nicely in a humiliating position.
I don't like this. Not at all. I hate being forced to expose myself to you. Not only my pussy but my ass is exposed. There's nothing I can do about it. I feel the cool air blowing on my anus, something my body tells me isn't supposed to happen. I struggle to bring my feet down, but it's useless, all I can do is wave them back and forth which feels hollow and empty.
You are humming as you prepare something over to the side. I know whatever it is will hurt. My heart is beating in my chest.
"Dean, I don't like this. Let's not do this kind of play. OK? Maybe just... maybe use the nipple clamps again. Just for a bit. Or... maybe I will suck you. Just as long as you don't cum on me. Or in my mouth. OK?" My protests only serve to excite you, and I know this. It is one reason I protest, The other is that I am actually pretty nervous about this.
You act like you don't hear me. My heart is beating faster. I wonder what is going to happen next.
Clothespins. A whole pack of them. "Wait, wait, Dean. What are you going to do with those?"
They are new, guaranteed to be nice and stiff, to clamp down hard on whatever you put them on. I find myself terrified, thinking he is going to zipper me.
The first one goes on. You grab my left labia lip and pull on it. There's noting I can do to stop you; my legs are pulled up and to the side and my pussy lips are just there, available to you.
Then the clothespin clamps down. "Owww." It hurts a bit, not nearly as much as a nipple clamp, though. Mostly, I just hate the way you can just grab that extremely private area and do something to it.
The second one goes onto the corresponding right labia. "Owwwww." this one pinched a bit harder. It still isn't bad, but I can feel the pressure sort of burning a bit.
But will you stop there? Nooooooo. Of course not. Another two pins go on, smashing my pussy lips. The discomfort is growing. The more you put on the more it hurts. It isn't horrible, but it doesn't feel good and I start to wriggle my legs around. "OK, Dean, please, that's enough. OK? Please?"
If I wriggle my legs just right I might be able to dislodge the pins.
Rather than remove the pins, you instead grab the rope that holds my left ankle back and pull on it. My ankle goes back further, straightening my bent knee more and lifting my hips a bit. The right leg is next. My hips are fully rotated, legs spread a bit more tightly, and my face is looking out at you from between my knees. My back is bent, curved because my hips are being pulled up and back. Any more and my hips will actually get lifted off the bed.
"Fuck, that... that's..." I don't want to admit it to you. It doesn't hurt so much as just being humiliating. It's uncomfortable, that's for sure. The actual pain is located in my pussy. A dull pain from the clothespins. Six of them, three on each side, pinching me. The initial pinch pain wasn't bad but the constant pressure is aching, hurting now.
"Dean. OK, so this hurts. Please don't do any... more..."
You are calmly, slowly, putting another clothespin on me. I wonder just how much pussy lip I have down there that you can clamp. "Fuck..." I swear again because this one pinches a smaller bit of flesh. And... another one on the matching side. I have eight clothespins clamping me now. I feel ... well, it hurts and it feels so completely humiliating and helpless that all I can do is sit and watch as you put more of these things on my genitals.
And the pinching really is hurting now. Worse than nipple clamps.
How on earth did I ever agree to let you have your way with me???
My heart is pounding and I notice I am breathing a lot faster.