Author's Note: I strongly suggest you read chapter 1 if you have not done so already. There are oblique references within this chapter that may not make sense without knowledge of the first chapter.
Thank you to those of you who gave me such kind comments. Consider this multi-chapter story a kinder gentler exercise in BDSM, wherein I try to explore the feelings and motivations of the main characters, while experimenting with communicating the true depth of feeling and sensual experiences of the characters.
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We lay on the floor for about twenty minutes, saying nothing. I had grabbed her robe, throwing it over the two of us as best I could. Claire seemed to be dozing, but then sighed and squirmed in my arms, twisting to face me.
"I'm not, you know!"
"All evidence to the contrary, you still think so? Well, let's say you're a submissive with a need for control. But, after all, that is what defines many submissive people."
Her head, which had been nestled into my pecs strained to look up at me. "Huh?"
I smiled at her, hugging her close to me. "No two people are alike. It's not like they stamped you out of a submissive mold. I wouldn't presume to believe I know everything about you. But I do detect evidence of strong submissive tendencies."
The moue on her face told me exactly what she though of that.
"Would you like to leave now?"
I laughed at the alarm on her face. "You don't have to, but remember I did say it was always an option. I was just checking."
"No. I... I've nowhere to go."
"Is that the only reason? I'd be glad to give you enough to get set up somewhere, and you're welcome to keep the clothes you've bought. I might even be able to find you a job, depending on what you can do."
Emotions criss-crossed her face; I imagined a thousand things flitting through her mind. Suddenly her eyes were brimming with tears as she whispered, "I hated what you did to me... and I loved it. I've never taken orders like that before. I'm able to take care of myself, and yet I feel so safe here with you. That scares me most of all."
"Is that why you're sad?"
"I'm not sad, I'm not happy, I'm both, I'm neither, I'm so confused. You need to decide for me."
"Decide what?"
"To stay or go."
I smiled sadly at her upturned face. "I need to decide? Doesn't that say it all?" I thought.
But I shook my head. "I can't. This is your decision to make. I can't make it for you. There are things I want from you that you don't know yet. You might hate me later for my decision, for it would certainly be for you to stay. At any rate, if you stay you can change your mind. I won't ask a commitment yet, at least until you know what a commitment means."
She laughed. "I can guess what it means."
"I doubt it. Let's get more comfortable. Did you buy something to wear around the house?"
Her head bobbed up and down.
Good, why don't you go get dressed, and meet me in the media room. It's just down the hall here on the right.
We stood and she reached for the robe, but I held on to it. "No, go as you are."
Curtsying gracefully, she pronounced with much solemnity, "Yes, mi-lord. Whatever mi-lord asks. Your wish is my command." Then she laughed, turned and pranced down the hall and up the stairs.
The sight was enchanting, the muscles in her calves, thighs and ass flexing as she went, and the lips of her pussy peaking out, not quite as inflamed now. I was finding it increasingly hard to keep my lust in check. I adjusted myself and went to the media room.
As I sorted through a pile of DVDs Claire entered the room and sat in one of the viewing chairs before the large screen. She was dressed in a knee-length jean skirt, artfully faded and ripped of course, and a dark green t-shirt with a deep v-neck. Her feet were still bare.
As I continued to sort through the DVDs she grew impatient, and said archly, "Master, are we going to watch some porn now."
I turned to her and said in a grave tone, "You may come to regret your flippant attitude." Then I winked at her, and she dissolved into laughter.
I inserted my selection, but did not start the DVD. Serious now I said, "I thought you should see what you might expect should you stay with me." Her eyes went wide. I don't think she was expecting this.
I took the remote and sat a few seats away. I did not want her to be put off by my proximity. Also, I wanted to watch her.
When I pressed start the lights went down and the screen came to life. I had the sound turned up so that every nuance of sound could be heard.
I had paid a lot of money for the production of this video. It was a time when I was young, immature and conceited. Or, at least, more conceited than I am now.
The screen showed a room, approximately thirty feet on a side, with ten foot ceilings. It was filled with various odd pieces of furniture and cabinets. From the ceiling hung chains, hook and rods. Center foreground knelt a young girl. I knew her to be twenty two at the time, but she looked no more than eighteen. She was naked, and in 'present' position as I had shown Claire.
She was blond, with long hair pulled up into a high pony tail, braided and interwoven with leather strips. The strips hung down between the cheeks of her ass. Unlike Claire she was tall and voluptuous with large breasts and wide hips. In 'present' her breasts stood high and wide. Her nipples were pierced each with a silver circlet set low in the nipple. As a result her nipples tended to be in a constant state of excitement.
Her eyes looked to the floor, and her mouth hung open. Between her legs was a small puddle of liquid, indicative of her aroused state. The camera moved in for a close up of the girl. On closer inspection one could see that the girl's legs were shaking, and her interlaced fingers clenched tightly. I think it was then that Claire noted the thin cord that led into the girl's groin. I heard her gasp.
The camera drew back and I walked into the frame; a much younger me. I walked up to the girl and lifted her chin, looking her in the eyes. "What do you want?"
She licked her lips, her mouth dry from panting. "I... I... want to cum. P...please master, let me cum."
I reached down and took the remote, adjusting it. The girl cried out, "No master, please let me come."
I removed the vibrator from her cunt and she cried out in frustration.
"Not yet my pet. It's time for your punishment. Get on the cross, face down."
Standing gracefully in a single motion she walked daintily over to a St. Andrews cross, the camera following, lowering as it went until it was looking between her legs. Her pussy and thighs were coated in a think viscous liquid. She had thin labia majora and long labia minora which made her pussy look like a red orchid. A she walked the lips rubbed back and forth, swollen and trapped between her thighs.
I could not help but contrast them to Claire's, as she had a large gap between her thighs which highlighted her pussy quite nicely I thought.