Wanda tried to hide the shaking in her hands as she served her family breakfast. Today was going to be her big day and for once she couldn't wait until she shoo'd all of her family out the door and she got the place to herself. The other reason she shook was that she could smell her aroused scent, and was sure that her family could smell it too.
The alarm had woken her from a very pleasant dream, one in which she was collared, naked and tied over a chair, awaiting her Master. Instead the alarm awoke her to another normal day in suburbia, well not quite so normal she thought with a smile. She could feel her lower lips already engorged from her dreaming, and the reality of the date sent an electric shiver through her.
As Derek claimed the bathroom first, calling for the kids to get a move on, she lay there, grabbing a couple of "me" moments. She let her hand drift down under the sheets, and gently stroked her full lips, enjoying the feel of her fingers teasing pulsating pussy.
As she gently teased herself, she thought back to how this had all began, how today was going to be such a special day for her.
It had all really started shortly after she and Derek married, although Derek was a considerate and skilled lover, there was something missing, at least Wanda thought so, and after many years and two daughters, she found that she craved, no needed to be dominated in the bedroom, but unfortunately, Derek didn't think the same way. For him it was lovemaking, not sex. She still remembers the look on his face as she tried to explain about her wants, needs, and his look of revulsion, and his harsh words that only whores and prostitutes enjoyed that sort of thing. So that was that, or so she'd thought at the time.
With that rejection Wanda realised that Derek would never dominate her, so she learnt to dominate herself. Over the years, she made up little rules, set herself tasks and fantasized that these were being set by her Master. She'd kept her pussy as smooth as the day she was born, she always wore seamed stockings, and the seams were always straight, she was never without heels on, and so on, all little reminders to heself about her self imposed submission. Derek often complimented her on how good she always looked, on how she'd kept her youthful figure, little realising that she was doing this more for her fantasy Master than for him.
If she kept all of her rules, then she'd reward herself with a good orgasm, a long luxurious orgasm as she took time out of her schedule, she'd kneel on their bed, ass high in the air, and slowly fuck her by now aching pussy with her rabbit vibe, all the while imgining that it was her Master, taking her from behind. If she had been bad, if she forgot or failed to follow the rules, she'd either deny herself any release, or much harder, she'd try to ruin her orgasm. Ruining her release was a challenge for her, it took a great deal of willpower to slowly bring herself to the point of orgasm, and to lovingly rub her hard clit until she started to cum. At that very moment, when her orgasm was going to be inevitable, she'd remove her hands and lie completely still, so that although she'd came, she was left still horny, and totally unsatisfied.
This had been enough for many years, but still hadn't been enough, so she'd gone and bought herself a collar. She'd saved up, in an account that Derek still didn't know about and treated herself to a steel collar. A thick, heavy collar.
As she listened to Derek showering, she fondly remembers the day the parcel had arrived, the nervousness she'd felt as the delivery guy had handed the parcel over to her. She couldn't but help imagining that somehow he knew exactly what he was delivering, and that his friendly smile was somehow a knowing grin.
She'd look at it, sitting there ijn it's packaging for a couple of days, almost cumming from just imagining it around her neck. She'd first put it on after a particularly bad week in which she'd found it a struggle to keep up with her rules, but had somehow managed every task without fail.
The feel of the cold steel as it slipped around her neck had sent shivers through her when she'd finally decided that she deserved to be collared. As she felt the collar click closed around her neck, she'd only needed the gentlest of touches to bring herself off with the most amazing orgasm.
After that first time, she'd incorporated her collar into her daily routine, making it part of her little rules. After Derek left for work, and the kids had gone to school, she's rush into the bedroom, and strip naked and kneel, reaching under the bed and fetch her collar. she'd wear it all day as she did her chores, all the while feeling that wonderful sexual tension that her self inficted slavery imposed.