Itâs late afternoon when I finally get a chance to send Master a quick email. âYour girl requestsâ I read back the message, he so hates bad spelling, âthat when you enter the house tonight, please go straight to the family room, and wait next to your easy chair. I beg you not to come looking for your girl, or to turn any lights on.â
My heart actually skipped as I hit the send button. He would be working late, and Iâd been instructed not to bother with dinner. I noticed my reflection in the now darkened monitor. Could it really be me? Iâd come so far in such a short time. Now happy, confident, sure of my place in the worldâŚHis. Without trying my mind drifted back to this morning.
I woke with something, my Masterâs cock, pressed against my lips. He smiled seeing my eyes flutter wide. A slight tug of my chain signals me to open and receive him. Our eyes lock, and with a slow single motion he eases himself into my mouth, over my tongue, deep into my throat.
I moan around his cock, conscious of the soft vibration that resonates through him. He grunts and thrusts deeper, showing his increased pleasure from my efforts. He knows I am his, anyway, anytime he chooses, but he always takes the time to let me know how much he appreciates me.
Many would look and wonder what I am doing, being a submissive to this man, to be at his beck and call. To be his toy, to be anything he wants. I chose this path freely and entered this union after long exploration of who I needed to be. His!
Hips thrusting into my face, is a signal he is close. With lips tightening around his cock, Iâm no more than a suckling pig in search of nourishment.
His body stiffens and an animalistic growl rumbles through his teeth. I feel him thrust faster as his free hand grabs at my hair forcing my face deep into his crotch. Suddenly one, two then three fast spurts of his cum erupt into my mouth. Swallowing quickly, almost on the verge of my own orgasm, I milk his cock for all I am worth. Falling back, he watches like an intent small child as I lick him clean. âThank you, Masterâ I say with true humility.
I am almost in post orgasmic glow as he favors me with a smile. This is not a sexual act, based in lust. It is far deeper than that. Some might even see it as being selfish. Many never understand the sheer pleasure doing this for him brings. To know that I am truly wanted, loved, owned even, is a state of mind I can hardly begin to explain.
Without a single word he slips out of bed and heads for the shower. Our day has begun.
The morning follows a fairly standard routine. While he showers I prepare breakfast, lay out the paper, get the things he will need for the office ready. As we eat, we go through the needs of the day, groceries, bills, and any special instructions he may have for me. When we first came together, Master stressed there would be times when I would stand behind him, times beside him, even times in front of him. Breakfast was probably the most equal time we have.
âLittle one.â He looks at me over the empty plates. âI have been extremely pleased with you of late.â
I beam a smile that even a year ago I didnât think I had in me. âThank you sir.â I lower my eyes out of habit.
âTonight I think you need a treat, a little latitude.â He paused, watching my reaction. âTonight I have to work late, but when I get home, I want you to surprise me. No restrictions except your imaginationâŚabsolutely nothing is off limit. Understand?â
I canât help smile. âYes sir completely.â He saw me blush.
âThe chocolate sauce?â He smiled as he got up. I nodded. It had been a previous âlittle latitudeâ game, one that hadnât gone to plan. I never knew so much sauce could come of such a small hole. Being in the middle of an orgasm, there wasnât much I could do about it either. Spent the best part of the next day cleaning the bedroom.
As per routine I am kneeling at the door as he readies to leave. He pauses, and with a finger slipped under my chin, he bends to kiss me goodbye. It is those little moments that make me so complete. To see the love in his eyes the tenderness of his actions. I can no longer think of a world that does not involve him
Suddenly the house is empty, quiet, time to think about tonight. Many would wonder at Master. He has total control over me, yet at the same time fills me with a sense of freedom. Few I know understand. When weâd first come together heâd been very insistent that I donât submerge who I was. In other words, become his submissive and nothing more. Exercises like tonight are to force me to think, be creative and grow as a human being. Masterâs overriding philosophy has always been, âBecome the best submissive I can, not the best submissive for him.â Strange I know, but I am happier now than at any other time in my life.
I work through the morning at creating the sort of home he desires, clean, welcoming, full of order and vigor. The whole time the problem of tonight is on my mind. Finally with the house complete it is time for the computer. Master has a number of business ventures; my job is to go through all the emails and other correspondence, marking things for his attention, answering the lesser queries. Many might consider this tiresome, for me however, it seems to draw us closer. We seek to create the perfect one, but itâs the small things like this that do so much to further that quest.
Iâd completed everything, and was browsing some online shopping sites I have permission to visit when an image flashed in my mind. Within seconds I made an almost mystical jump, before me I could see the entire night play out like a film.
I looked at the clock, there was time, but I would have to hurry if the illusion I had chosen was to be complete. A special outfit I had in the closet would do for the basics. It was the props, the little accessories that would take the time to make.
Since joining with Master I had discovered a resourceful streak in myself, I was always proud that the vast majority of the devices in Masterâs toy bag had been made by my hand. It was this skill I would put to good use tonight.
First was the wig, long flowing black hair. Weâd attended a Halloween party last year. Very vanilla, but fun all the same. It was later that night I discovered the teenage crush Master had on Elmira. It had been perfect that time, it would be again. Ferreting around I discovered a plastic hair band, off cut felt material and pipe cleaners. Finally an old, very tired butt plug we have. I laughed as I inspected its surface, remembering the effort it had once taken to wear this mere toothpick, ah but times change, and sometimes for the better.
To my craft table and time to get busy, scissors almost a blur as I work on the hair. Hot glue gun at the ready, music firing in the background. I become absorbed with the task and slip into some sort of craft induced sub-space. Finally, with one last dab of glue, I lean back. Everything is ready.
Behind me, the clock chimes. Damn, that took longer than I thought. Hurriedly I gather everything together and dash off to get ready. Yes! A final thought strikes me, a last wonderful touch. I dash for the phone.
âMasterâ I sweetly say. âWill you please do something for your girl?â
âGo onâ he replies. I can sense the smile on his face. He could ask, and I would feel compelled to answer. Not this time though, as impatient as he is, he knows that sometimes it is better not to know.