Chapter 9 the Tals

William waited for the guys to leave before standing. Then, he pulled out Jessica's chair and reached down to lift her, but she held her hands to stop him.

"William, I would like to walk. Please," Jessica said because she was scared of having both of these conversations with him.

On the one hand, he could be like all the rest and say she is too much or she was just what he wanted. In the second conversation, he could tell that her dream was unrealistic and no one would like to do that with her, or he could be down for it and want to explore that with her. She was prepping for the worst-case scenario; she wanted to be sure she could still stand on her own two feet afterward.

"Sure thing, little fox; where would you feel most comfortable for our talk?" He asked.

"Let's go to the library since I know no one will bother us there," Jessica said as she started to crutch over there.

William would instead carry her, but he could feel that she needed to do this to build up her courage. Wow, he thought, this little fox has no idea how amazing she is.

Jessica entered the library, and William closed the doors behind them. She breathed the familiar scent of leather, wood, and lemon, which became her favorite mixture. She went to a leather couch and sat down, propping her foot on the stool.

William walks over to the fireplace and starts a fire that warms the space just enough. "Ok, little fox, can I lay down some ground rules for talk time?" William asks.

Jessica looks at him and replies, "Yes."

William says, "Ok, I know this is not a conversation you want to have, but I respect your willingness to share. First, if I have a question, you will answer me honestly, and I will do the same. Secondly, if you need a break, call out a safe word. What would you like the safe work to be?"

Jessica nods in response and says, "Alas, can be the safeword which means I need space; please stop."

William nods saying, "I understand. Please begin."

Jessica looks around the room and grabs a green velvet pillow. Since velvet is one of her favorite textures, it will help soothe her as she tells her story.

She takes a deep breath and begins, "Ok, here it is. Growing up, I was always different. I was tall, fat, not intelligent, and slow with my reactions. All of these factors caused me to get made fun of a lot growing up. I was diagnosed with ADD and Dyslexia. I had issues with my speech because I couldn't understand how to say words. Hooked on Phonics did not work for me and my disabilities." she said with a half-hearted chuckle, "I had to be bused to a different school to learn how to learn. I was on heavy meds that made me lose my appetite, and I felt like an ugly spot on a perfect wall."

Continuing, she said, "With all that in mind, I was bullied because I was different. I let the words others say to hurt me so much that I started to believe them. What people say about me, even today plays a massive role in how I see myself." Tears begin to form in her eyes, but she holds them back.

"I struggle with thinking someone is going to leave because being friends with me is too hard, and in the same way having a Dom, he will think I am too much, as others have said. Even with friends, I don't want to be a burden, so when I'm struggling, I would rather just be silent than ask for help." A tear escapes her eyes, and she quickly wipes it away, fogging her glasses.

"I have nightmares of people dying or leaving me. They scare me a lot, and I rarely sleep through the night. So last night was one of my best nights in a long time." Jessica grips the pillow as if it is the only thing keeping her in place.

" I think that's what I am comfortable sharing at this time. Any questions?" Jessica asked.

William processes what he just heard from Jessica. He wants to start solving her issues but knows that, at this point, it would not be helpful to her. So instead, to get her, he wants to help her work through the problems.

William asks, "So when you drift off, what is going on in your mind?"

Jessica pets the pillow and says, "Currently, I shouldn't get my hopes up, and that someone more pretty is going to come along, and I will be thrown away like garbage, and yes, I know you see me as treasure and not trash, but my mind still says I am trash. And then I think I am not worthy of having a good Dom."

"Ok, little fox, is there anything I can start to do to help reassure you of my desire for you?" William asked.

"You just being near helps a lot, like when we sit next to each other, and some part of you is touching me. Also, tell me why you care, even if it sounds like a broken record." Jessica responded.

"Good to know. Also, do you like it when I call you little fox, and what other endearments am I allowed? I have wanted to call you a Good Girl but held back because we had not discussed that. Also, I long to hear you call me Daddy." William says.

Jessica smiles, looking at the pillow, and then lifts her eyes to look at William, saying, "I like it when you call me little fox; it makes me feel small, which for my size means a lot. So you calling me "little" makes me happy."

"William, I really would like to call you Daddy and have you call me a Good Girl, but I am not ready yet. We just met, and while I find you very attractive, I know I need to slow down, but I don't know just yet." She said, grabbing the pillow tight.

William leans forward from his position on the couch across from her. "Ok, little fox, how about this? The moment you call me Daddy is when I can call you Good Girl; until then, you are my little fox."

Jessica nods. "Ok, sounds like a plan, and thank you."

William asks, "if I may?" And gestures to the seat next to her.

She shakes her head yes.

William sits next to Jessica, lifts her legs, causing her body to swivel on the leather couch, and rests her legs on his lap. "Ahh, much better." He said as he rubbed her legs.

He continues, "Little fox, my little fox. I'm so happy you opened up; you were brave and shared more information about yourself. Damn, you are so sexy. I don't understand why people say such cruel things to you. I do want to say that if that happens to anyone we are around, even if it is another guest or one of the guys, you will tell me or signal to me immediately. You are becoming my priority, and I want to protect what I see as mine. Can you do that for me?"

Jessica whispers, "Yes, and if I can't speak, then can I give two quick tugs to let you know something happened."

William knowingly looks at Jessica and says, "Understood, and also, you can say the safeword as well that goes for anything."

Jessica smiles up at William. "Ok, I can do that."

"So, about what you were thinking bout earlier... Will you please tell me what got you so excited?" William says with a squeeze of her thigh.

Jessica's eyes go wide, "Oh, shoot, I forgot about that. Ummm."

"Oh, little fox, let me know what is happening in your beautiful mind." William pleads.

Jessica lets out a slow breath. "Ok, so you know I am a submissive and have specific kinks."

William nods, looking into her eyes, wanting her to continue.

"Well, um, one of my kinks is exhibition." She said as a blush crept up her face.

Williams nods his head, urging her to continue.

Then she quickly rambles, "So I was dreaming about walking into a room wearing only the red bra and thong set. You, the guys, and the other men are inside the room. I look around the room and see the other guys looking at and desiring my body. My eyes lock on the destination, which is you; I walk to you as my hips sway, then walk around you, caressing your chest, shoulders, and neck. I present myself to you. You permit me to proceed after making me spin slowly while you caress my body along my thong. I straddle your lap and give you a lap dance as your hands remove my bra. You make me stand and face outward as you caress my princess parts and slowly remove my thong, putting it in my mouth as a gage. I lean forward to undo your pants and expose my dripping hole to the others in the room. I straddle your legs again and use your cock to pleasure my princess parts. Then having you claim my hole as you roughly plow into me. You make me turn and face the other men as you take ownership of my holes, and then I explode after being given permission to cum." She quickly covers her face as she is so red.

William coughs as his cock hardens as she explains her daydream to him. "Well, little fox, that is a spicy daydream, and now I understand why you got so soaked from daydreaming." He leaned into her, saying, "Little fox, I want to see your face when I tell you this next part."

Releasing her breath, she slowly lowered the pillow to cover her chest, "Ok." Her mind tells her she will get bad news, but she holds back her tears.

William brushes his hand to push her hair away from her face. "There you are, my little fox. Now about your daydream. I am not opposed to you wearing only a thong and a bra. I also do not oppose you being dressed like this in front of other men. However, I would oppose other men touching what is mine without my consent." He said with desire.

"Oh, yeah, I have other dreams, but in this one, I only want you to be touching me," Jessica says, then turns her head to look at the fire.

William gently grabs her chin and brings her attention back to him, not wanting her to shy away from expressing her kinks. "Little fox, you need not be ashamed of having dreams and desires. I would love to fulfill these dreams for you." He leans closer to her, "I like you also have my dreams and desires; right now, I want to tie you down to the coffee table. I would mark your body with my hand and whatever else I can find in this room and make you squirt from the feeling of pain. Would you let me tie you to that coffee table and let me play with what I own? Mmmmm, little fox?"

Jessica can feel her thong start to get soaked. Her chest and face are so red when she says, "Yes," and then hides her face in the pillow.

William chuckles, "Well, well, look who is saying what she wants but still hiding her face. Come out, come out, little fox."

Jessica lifts her head as William takes the pillow away from her. His face is mere inches from hers as her breath stills, and her red cheeks become more inflamed.

William gently touches her face and turns her face to the right and left. "Oh, little fox, I adore this share of red on you! But before your dreams become a reality, I need your knee and ankle better. You are something I want to explore more deeply. I want to explore all of your body," he says as he touches her neck. "And explore all your curves. God, you are my favorite scent to wear."

He is sliding Jessica on the couch, so she is now sitting on his lap. William nuzzles his face in the crock of her neck. He pushes the flannel to the side as he moves down her shoulder. "I want to kiss and lick every part of your body if you let me." He leaves lingering kisses across her clavicle as he pushes the other side of the flannel down and licks and kisses up her shoulder.

Jessica melts into his stronghold, guided by his embrace, as his lips and tongue land on her body. She moans in pleasure at how tender yet erotic the kisses feel against her skin. "Oh, William," she releases her breath that was held captive.

William leans his forehead against hers. "Yes, little fox, do you need something?" he asks as he trails the tip of his finger down her sternum lingering at the crease of her cleavage.

"This," Jessica said with enthusiasm and kissed William with such intensity that she was liable to fall off the couch without his embrace. Reaching her hands into his hair, she grabs and tugs his hair hearing him release a groan that can only say that he is enjoying this as much as she is. Her lips never left his as she pulled at his shirt to bring his chest to hers. She rubbed her full breast against his body, muffling her moans with his. When suddenly, she receives two hard blows to her bottom. Jessica bites his lip but continues; she receives two more impacts from William's hands and a tight squeeze of her butt. Finally, she releases her kiss to him and pulls his hand to her mouth to kiss them. "Hmm, I needed that." She said, then giggled.

"Did you, now?" William said, taking his hands from her mouth and grabbing her butt.

Moanfully saying, "Yes, I did, wolfie." Jessica smiles devilishly at him to encourage him, grabbing her.

"Hmm," William said as he started to rub the spot where he grabbed her, enjoying the feeling of her butt on his hand. "Well, I am sure we can arrange for some more of this," he said, smacking her butt hard.

Looking at him with her head tilted down but eyes on him, she said, "Promise?"

"Oh, little fox, that is a promise for sure. I always keep my promises." William said as he rubbed her butt again. "Ok, now, as much as I want to lay you over my lap, slide your pants down, and give you a well-deserved spanking. I will need to hold off because I need to go into the shop with the guys, but I promise you, little fox, you have earned yourself a good spanking."

"Are you sure?" Jessica asked with a smile.

"Little fox, you keep looking at me like that, and you may not be able to walk the next day," William said as he stood with her in his arms.

She leaned her head on his shoulder, saying, "Promise."

William chuckled, "Little fox, you are very intriguing. I enjoy getting to know you more and more."

"As are you, mister," Jessica said as she walked her fingers up William's chest and bopped his nose.

William bites the air next to her finger. "Now, now, little fox, be a good little fox, and no more bumping my nose, or next time I won't be biting the air." He said with a more devilish grin.

"Noted," Jessica replied.

"So, little fox, where can I drop you off?" William asked.

"Well, if you put me down. I can get where I need to go." Jessica said.

"What if I want to take you with me and not have you leave my side?" William asked.

"Hmm," Jessica said, tapping her chin, "How about we grab my crutches, and I get to walk around in the shop?"

William stands up from his seat on the couch. "Okay, let's grab your crutches but no walking in the shop. Instead, you can use the office chair and roll around. If the floor is not clear, call Paul over, and he will clear your way."

Jessica grabbed her crutches and placed d# on the side of the couch when she sat down.

"Oh, Ok!" Jessica said with a nod.

While William walks to the door that leads them outside on the other side of the house, he pauses and says, "Don't be worried about being a bother. It's Paul's job to ensure the floor is clear, and he does an outstanding job."

"Ok, how did you know I was thinking that?" Jessica asked.

William looked at her and said, "Because I listen to you when you speak." Kissing her on the forehead. "You ready, my little exhibitionist?" He said, teasing her.

"Hmm, you know it," Jessica said with a wink.