Faylen pouted, looking at her computer's screen. She moved the cursor back and forth, highlighting the text and clicking off until finally, she snapped and quickly deleted the whole draft with a loud sigh of frustration. She tapped her fingers on the soft fabric of the wristrest.
"Stupid," she complained into the air, leaning back and reclining the back of her chair to almost flat, buzzing with frustration.
Just then, came a soft knock on the door. Faylen didn't bother answering, knowing that her butler would just wait an extra few seconds and come in, if not instructed otherwise. Right on cue - Satia brought her a freshly done tea and some sliced apple pieces.
"Hello, Ms Acheor" she smiled politely, taking the cup and the plate off the tray and placing them on her boss's desk. She glanced at the screen and tilted her head a little.
"Don't even..." sighed Faylen, preventatively, from below.
Satia, still balancing the tray in one hand, raised the other in mock surrender.
"I wasn't going to say anything." But then, with a small tilt of her head, she added, "Although... it's really not necessary for you to do this, Ms. Acheor. We've handled hiring for you before. Well, always." She said, taking a small step back towards the door.
She was humble - as she personally handled almost all hires for this, and many other properties. It was a self-appointed duty, Satia just wanted to know everyone - her main objective was to make sure her Mistress finds everything in her space as ideal and prepared, as possible. A tough job, since it pretty much required understanding, what the boss wanted, without asking - and sometimes despite what she claimed. But it also made her the most irreplaceable person for Ms Acheor - allowing the girl to enjoy many experiences which would be completely unaffordable for her, otherwise.
Despite that, her words were met with yet another sigh. Finally, Faylen pulled her chair up and turned around to look at her butler more easily.
"I don't know, really. It's just... I don't think I'm looking for just another person to take care of the houses and stuff..." She explained finally, slowly tilting her head - her eyes drifting off somewhere towards the floor.
Satia frowned slightly and looked at the screen, then back at her boss. That was unusual. "Then... Who are you looking for?"
Faylen opened her mouth, but the words didn't come. That was the problem, wasn't it? She didn't know. Her butler nodded, now certain that her Mistress had no idea what she actually wanted. She decided that its best if she didn't ask more questions, letting Faylen figure it out on her own.
"Well, I'll leave you to it. Let me know if you need anything" She said and left without further question, closing the door behind her.
Faylen sighed again. She appreciated that Satia wasn't pressing her, but the fact that even she didn't know what to suggest made Faylen feel even more lost.
She turned back to her screen, resting her elbows on the desk. 'That really is a good question, huh? Who AM I looking for?' The question popped up on its own. She leaned in to type the words into the computer and stared at them, blankly.
As was her custom, she highlighted it and started clicking off and highlighting it over and over with no real direction, letting her thoughts wander.
With a third sigh, she stood up, beginning to slowly stroll around the room, hoping that moving around would be of any help.
A few moments of pondering later, she stood against the full-length mirror. Tall, fit blonde gazed back at her. Her fingers traced absently over her waist, down to the waistband of her shorts. The tension in her body was different from the usual stress of indecision--it was deeper, and more frustrating.
It had been gnawing at her for weeks. Maybe even months. A restless energy that no amount of indulgence could seem to satisfy.
Her hand moved without much thought, slipping beneath the fabric, feeling the slow pulse of warmth beneath her fingers. A breath hitched in her throat.
She pulled her shorts down, letting them fall to the floor. Her half-hard member twitched slightly in the cool air.
She let out a soft breath, tracing fingers lazily along its length. She didn't need much--just the lightest touch to send a small shiver down her spine. Her body responded eagerly, filling out in her palm, standing at attention even before she had fully decided what she wanted to do. A quiet moan escaped her lips, as her fingers curled around it, giving a slow stroke. Her movements were unsure, undecided, but her body wanted more - guiding her towards more pleasure.
She exhaled, eyes half-lidded, her grip tightening.