July 12, 2005 Session with Cierra Cynn of Houston
During the exchange of several emails with the beautiful Mistress Cierra Cynn, I wrote her a fantasy session (in 3 parts) -- detailing much of my "sort" of play. (Extreme CBT torture) As you may or not know, I am not a submissive, but rather a masochist. This sometimes does and sometimes does NOT mix with Mistresses. In Mistress Cierra's case, she was willing to give me a try -- willing to relax her strict rules provided my masochism could fill the void. I assured her I would give her 110% effort. Though I told her everything in the fantasy I wrote Her was "do-able," she took it with a large grain of salt -- which is completely understandable -- most slaves fantasize heavily in emails and reality is usually a whole different matter! In my case, she was delightfully surprised -- even given my high stress and nervousness at seeing a new Mistress. A nervousness, I should add, rarely allows me to achieve a partial erection, and can sometimes interfere with my pain limits -- which I should also add in this case did NOT happen!
The first 10 - 15 minutes or so, we talked and got to know one another -- discussing limits, safe words, and making sure we were on the same page before we began. Then, we went up stairs where Mistress Cierra chained me spread eagle, (standing up) with arm and leg restraints (and collar). She then took hold of my balls and gave them a light grip...I smiled...she increase her squeeze...and I continued to smile...she then increased and increased and increased! Then, she added her second hand, at which time, the pain levels spiked through my whole body!!! I was breathing heavily, gasping, but not yet broken -- to which she dug her nails into my balls and twisted them -- sending lighting bolts of pain through my abdomen, into my rib cage, and made me start to jump and grit my teeth. I still held off coding. She then stepped back, laughed and said, "you're going to be a LOT of fun!"
