'Good girl...' I whisper to her as her shudders begin to subside, leaving her breathless and a little dazed by it.
I give her a minute or two to get herself under control while I attend to a few things out of sight behind her and then check her bindings. A little chafing on the wrists but nothing to persuade me she needs to be repositioned so we shall carry on.
I kneel on my haunches beside her again, brushing her hair back from her eyes and turning her to look at me.
'Did you enjoy that girl?'
She nods, eyes wide and suddenly wary. A kind of realisation is setting in that we're not done. She knew it, of course, that it wouldn't be this easy, but the beginning has caught her unawares, taking her preconceptions about what was to come and turning them upside down. She expected pain to earn pleasure, but instead she got the pleasure first. So...
'You understand that you have to pay the price for your pleasures, don't you? That you have to pay the price for my pleasure?'
She looks at me, eyes wide and fearful again. She nods. Good girl.
'Have you ever been caned?' I whisper to her, stroking her hair, soothing her. She shakes her head.
'No sir.'
'Well, there's always a first time, isn't there girl?'
Her eyes close, she takes a breath, exhales and again nods, accepting. 'Yes sir.'
'But first... a little torment.'
I stand, fetch something from behind her, returning to show her what it is, holding the bright, glittering scalpel up so she can clearly see it.
'Didn't you say you wanted to be cut? Wanted to bleed? I seem to remember you did...'
Her eyes are so wide as to be almost cartoonish. I hold my fingers against her neck and feel her pulse thudding frantically.
'Please... no...'
'Shhh girl. You're safe with me. I know that you're not ready for everything you think you want, not by a long way. Just stay very, very still. This is very sharp and I wouldn't want to cut you with it accidentally...'
I stand up again and I can almost hear her trying to find the words, wondering what to do or say... confused and afraid.
Out of sight, I put the safety cover back on the blade and swap it for the surgical scissors in my pocket. I rest the cool, thin, blunt back against her skin and feel her stiffen like a board at the touch of the steel. I lift the fabric of her chemise between the jaws. Slowly, almost entirely silently, I cut the fabric. She remains motionless, utterly frozen in place as I slowly part the material, finally cutting the shoulder straps so the whole thing falls to the beneath her.
'Well done girl... all done.'
She lets out the breath she has been holding, utterly unconcerned about her sudden nakedness, her attention having been focused on avoiding an accident with the knife I didn't use.
The clincher she wears laces up at the back and it is naturally not even close to being as tight as it could be. I rectify that, incrementally pulling it tighter and tighter, top to bottom, top to bottom, squeezing it around her, pulling her in, restricting her breathing slowly but surely until she can only take quite short, shallow breaths.
I squat in front of her and see her pleasingly flushed face. I smile, stand and walk behind her, pushing two fingers deep inside her still wet cunt. She moans audibly, comfortably the point of hiding her feelings. I come back and put the fingers to her lips. She opens her mouth and takes them in willingly.
'Good girl... drink it down for me...'
Her tongue swirls almost greedily around my fingers until I take them out, wiping them on her mouth and cheek and then standing again. From the cupboard against the back wall I choose the cane I think appropriate and, with no word of warning, I walk to the side of her, tap it twice against her skin and bring it down in a short, hard stroke against her flesh.
She jumps, as much as the ropes allow, as if she's been electrocuted.
Her cry is one of shock and pain. I hear her bite back a profanity and then just begin to suck in as much air as she can, the initial impact, I know, now giving way to that burning feeling which seems to grow and grow. It's like the bar of a fire igniting on your skin. The welt that raises is unremarkable, not vivid and bruised but merely a barely raised stripe. The cane I chose isn't going to give that result without a huge backswing but know the sounds fill in most of the detail in her mind. It will hurt, no mistake, but I know in her head she sees a vivid red welt, raised and high like a rail across her skin.
'How was that, girl?'
'Very painful sir... oh wow, that hurt.'
'Well that was just a warm-up stroke, get my range kind of thing. First, I'm going to get you ready and then you'll count off the next 10. Do you understand?'
Her head drops and I can see her trembling again. 'Yes sir.'
'If you lose count, we start again...'
'Y-yes sir.'
Holding the toy I took from the wall, I slide it inside her, turning its deep vibrations as high as they will go.
'Oh God....'
'Who do you belong to, girl?'
'You sir... you...' Her breathing quickens further as I begin to slide the toy in and out.