We walk through the door. He leaves me there and walks to the back of the house. As I am trained, I stand by the door and remove all my clothing. After I am completely naked I put on a pair of black stiletto heels. I wrap shiny leather straps on the top of the heels around my ankles and place a tiny lock on each heel. He has me lock the heels on so I cannot take them off when they begin to hurt. This way He can enjoy me enduring hours of pain without relief, just by wearing shoes. I sometimes He will make me wear them non-stop for several days in a row. I then put on my leather collar with the words "whore" wrapped around a large metal ring under my chin. I put on my leather ankle and wrist restrains, stand awaiting His next command.
I see Him walking towards me with his laptop computer in His hand and my heart drops. I know what He is going to do and I hate it. He is going to use His webcam to broadcast my punishment on His website to everyone in cyberspace who feels like watching. I see Him tap a few keys and His web site pops up. I see His webpage, along with the logo at the top. The picture of the logo instantly makes tears swell up in my eyes. It is a picture He took of me a long time ago, on a day I wish I could forget but can't. The picture is from my punishment the one time I refused to follow an order. Well, I didn't refuse; I just couldn't bring myself to do it. In His eyes that isn't any different. I wanted to please Him so badly, but I just couldn't. It was about one year after I became His property, after I realized I loved Him and gave myself to Him, letting Him have complete control of me and my life forever.
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Shortly after I gave my life to Him, becoming His pet forever, He brought home another woman. I was devastated, and could not believe He would do this to me. I could not believe He would let another woman please Him instead of His personal whore, who was trained to do nothing but fulfill His every pleasure. I had thought He loved me too, but the sad realization of that night was that I am just His toy. But I still love Him and would do anything for Him. I started to pout as she came in the room. I knelt at His feet to lick His boots as He walked in the door, as a loving 'welcome home' gesture. What He told me next horrified me; He said the woman was for me not Him. I was disgusted at the idea of touching another woman. The sheer thought of it made my stomach turn. I did not want to touch anyone but Him, forever. I was appalled that the one I loved would make me do this and force me to please someone else.
He saw the terrified look on my face and stated in a commanding voice "you will do this for Me because it pleases Me, won't you slut."
I slowly murmured in a trained tone "yes Sir, your whore will do whatever you wish of her."