All of the participants of this are of legal age. This is for those that enjoy the DD/lg stories and life.
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It's that moment in life you ponder what happens from here. It's that moment when you realize everything will change. It was that moment for me three years ago when my wife and mother to my son died in my arms. She had been battling cancer for several months without treatment. Why you ask? Because she believed that when it's your time to go it's your time to go. So after six months of fighting she called me into our bedroom to hold her then in the middle of the night as we snuggled she passed.
Now please don't tear up. This story is not meant to make you cry. It's to make you understand how I came to this point in my life. You see I was her Dom. Her body was mine to use and her pleasure came from my use of her. She loved to serve me and was always ready to enjoy it.
For us it was not just a bedroom thing. She was submissive to me at all times. This did not mean that I walked all over her or she was a doormat, but that I dressed her, left her chores, and gave her every command within our limits. She was happy to do as I asked and yes she still held a job.
Then Jack was born. This did not stop our lifestyle but only enhanced it. When she was still pregnant, her pussy was dripping constantly, even more than before. She wanted my cock all day and every day. I gave it to anytime she asked. Once Jack was born we followed the doctor's orders to wait, ask much as we got frustrated doing it, but then she just sucked my cock every night until we could fuck. As well as using that time to try anal which she never had. During that time she became an anal slut.
She was the love of my life so when she died so did my desire. Until that fateful day. After several months of doing what I could to raise my son and still work, the stress was getting to me. Don't think I didn't love him, it's just I know I couldn't do it alone and with no other family members to help I hired a nanny. Even though I worked from home, I needed the extra hands when I was extremely busy or had a deadline.
Sarah. A perfect peach of a young woman. She is about 5'5". Long light brown hair with deep green eyes. She is thick yet nice and curvy. 36C cups and legs that went to a perfect v. 20 years old and still in collage she was referred by a co-worker. Always on time and willing to help with more than watching Jack and a sweetness about her that I adored.
She was such a sweet thing. She would not only watch and help with Jack, but she would run errands if I was too busy or make dinner for all of us. She would just sit and chat with me when she wanted to talk about her day. A time or two we had a drink together, but I made sure it was hours before she drove home or I would drive her if Jack was still up.
I never thought about her as more than a nanny until one night when I was working in my office later than normal. I had two screens on my computer. One showed the contract I was writing up for the company the other an adult story I was reading. As usual she knocked on the door even though it was open. It was best to get my attention as sometime I would be deep in concentration on my work. I turned without thinking to see her poke her head in.
"I'm heading home for the night Mr. Fletcher."
"Sarah I have asked you to please call me Jim." She nodded. "See you tomorrow then." She nodded again but I noticed her eyes were not looking at me, but at my computer screen. It was then that it hit me the story was still up. I smiled and snapped my fingers bring her attention back to me.
"Yes Sir." She said shyly as she cleared her throat. She turned and left quickly. I heard the door close then sighed. I wondered if she could read what was on the screen. The title was not on the main screen as I was halfway through the story, but you could tell it was a bdsm story.
It started as a typical bdsm story with the Dom/sub dynamic as usual. When Sarah walked in I was at a point where the story turn different than the ones I normally read. At this point they author introduced his characters to DD/lg or Daddy Dom/ little girl. It was something that my late wife and I had looked into, but never got any further as we were dealing with her cancer. The main reason it interested us was that we felt that our lifestyle was close just had not recognized it until it was too late.
Now I can hear people saying "Eww that's incest. How can you think of something like that? What are you a pedophile wanting your wife to act like a little girl?" No. No. No. It's not like that. One it has nothing to do with incest. Two it's not about age in that sense. Three it's about state of mind. As a Daddy Dom it's about the nurturing aspect of Domination. For the little it's the state of mind that they want to be cared for and nurtured but they are still an adult. When I read more about it I realized that I was a Daddy Dom.
Bring my thoughts back to my computer I wanted to finish the story. As I continue to ready my cock woke up. Not ready to stroke it yet I finished reading the story, turned off my computer and went to bed. As I was lying there waiting for sleep to hit me, my mind wondered to Sarah.
When I finally fell asleep the dreams started. Sarah on her knees waiting for my hard cock to enter her mouth. On her back as I pounded her deep, filling up her pussy with my seed. The last dream she was on her knees, hands bound behind her, my three chain clamps on her nipples and her clit. Her desire on her face showing me she wanted it just as much as me.
I woke from the dream hot and hard. Aching to cum, needing to touch something. As I began to stroke my hard cock, visions of Sarah came back. It did not take long until I was shooting over my stomach. Rope after rope sprayed nearly up to my face. It had been several days since I last masturbated but I hadn't cum this much since my wife. Drifting back to a dreamless sleep I decided to take a shower in the morning to clean up.
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I was showered and ready to start the day before Jack woke up. I started making breakfast when the front door opened. Sarah walked in as she did everyday she worked for me. I had given her a key so she wouldn't have to disturb me if I was working. I looked up and smiled as she entered that house not fully paying attention to her as I was making breakfast.
"Ah just in time. I'm make breakfast. Want some?" She nodded as she put her purse down near the door as she does every time. Jack woke up and ran to her."
"SAWAH!" He ran with his arms wide open to hug her. Hugging her tight he pulled her to the table. "Eat wit me." She smiles as let him lead her to the table while I set three plates or scrambled eggs, sausage links, bacon, hash browns and toast. I set a glass of milk down for Jack and started to pour two glasses of orange juice for Sarah and myself.
"Jim. Can I have milk instead please?" I nodded and pulled down a regular sized glass when she cleared her throat. "The smaller one please." I looked at her then shrugged not thinking about it. The only small cups I had where plastic ones I bought for Jack to help him learn to drink without a sippy cup. I poured milk then set it in front of her. It was then that I really looked at her and realized how she was dressed.