I'm standing outside the university wearing my backpack and a paper in my hand. My skirt is shorter than I would have normally worn to school - I've been tugging at it all day trying to be modest when I sat down, but you picked it out for me to wear and I obeyed and pushed through my embarrassment to please you. I'm biting my lip and shifting my weight nervously. I see your car pull up to the curb in front of me and I walk around to the passenger's side, not able to meet your eyes through the window. As i get in, I lift my skirt up so that my bare ass is touching your leather seats. I put my backpack in the back seat and sit with my legs open, just as you taught me to do.
By this point, you have taught me many lessons and my behavior has become nearly automatic - I rarely forget my lessons because I know what happens when I do. A bruised ass I can take, but hearing disappointment in your voice burns me to the core. I work hard never to hear that tone from you. Today, however, I know I'm going to hear it and I'm already choking on my emotions.
I kiss you deeply hello, then return my eyes toward my feet.
"Well, kitten, did you get your test back today?"
"Yes, Sir."
"And?" You are aware of my demeanor, and your tone reflects it. Your voice is deep and solid - unwavering in its strength. I hand you the folded paper in my hand in response.
You unfold it and read the grade at the top. A long sigh escapes you. You read my professor's note along the margin out loud for my benefit. Even though I have read it a dozen times already walking from the classroom to the curb, I listen with my eyes closed; concentrating on the emphasis you put on the words, my throat closing around a solid rock of emotion - of shame. "'Your ideas are interesting and innovative but your delivery is poor. The grammar and structural mistakes distracted me from appreciating your thesis - however clever it might have been.' You got a C. Your sloppy work earned you a C."
"Yes, Sir."
"I'm not happy, Erin."
I cringe. You used my real name. Not the loving pet name you gave me, but the ordinary name everyone else uses.
"Yes, Sir."
You start the car and pull away from the curb. Your silence is deafening. After a few minutes of letting me stew, you ask me what happened.
"I didn't have enough time to clean it up, Sir."
"Why not? How long did you have to do this assignment?"
"A week, but I put it off until the last minute."
"Why did you do that?"
"I wanted to go out with my friends."
I glance up from my shoes briefly to see your cheeks flushed and your jaw clenched in anger and disappointment. I go back to fiddling with the edge of my skirt nervously. "I'm sorry, Sir."
"Yes. You will be."
We arrive at your house and I wait until you open the car door for me as you taught me to do. You help me out of the car and I walk a step behind you up the walk to the door. You unlock it and hold it open for me. Before I get four steps in I feel your hand grab a handful of my hair and pull it back, leading me firmly to the dining room table. I gasp and skip steps to keep up with you. You push me face down onto the table so that I am bent over the edge. You don't have to tell me to stay. I stay exactly where I am as I listen to you go to the other room to get rope and cuffs. When you return you place the cuffs around my wrists and tie them to the table legs so that I am stretched out over the table. You do the same to my ankles, and place a spreader bar between my knees. My thighs are already trembling from being spread so far and from the fear of what I am about to endure.
You stand behind me and rake your nails over my thighs and ass, lifting up my skirt as your hands move up my body. I feel you press your hard cock against my ass and pussy through your pants. I moan and squirm.
"You want that, don't you slut?"
"Yes, Sir."
"Have you earned it?"
"No, Sir."
"Hmm. What have you earned?"
I hesitate for a second and it costs me a sharp slap on the ass. "What. Have. You. Earned?"
"Punishment, Sir."
You walk around toward my head and slam the paper down on the table in front of me. I whimper and pull at the cuffs.
"Look at the paper!" You lift my head up by my hair, pulling it out of my face so that I can see. "I want you to count how many marks are on this paper. One at a time, out loud. Understand?"