From Bryony
I was not expecting the instructions you sent me and again had to think long and hard about continuing our correspondence. I was blushing and feeling humiliated as I read through your email but realise that that is the reason I keep going. It's the embarrassment and humiliation that I seem to crave. That feeling of being at your mercy makes me very flushy down below. In other words my cunt gets so wet I can feel wetness running down my legs.
You asked me about Ron who I work with. He suggested going out for a drink after work but I said "No". He's asked me to have lunch with him since then. Yes, I do want to fuck him but you know that saying about never shitting on your own doorstep? He's very attractive and very married with three children. His desk is close to mine. So I said "No" to the lunch too. I don't want to mess up his life. I don't want to have to change jobs to avoid him if it all went wrong.
I've started wearing thinner, strappier tops without the bra so guys are eyeballing me and chatting with me more than ever. I'm enjoying my new life and it's all down to you sir, so, reluctantly, I have followed your instructions, at least up to a point.
Rick fucked me this last weekend and I did enjoy it. It's got to be better than doing yourself and I had lots of slutty happenings to think about as we did it. It was Saturday night after we went to bed, missionary style. I can honestly confirm that the initiative all came from him. I know from your last email where this is leading, (fucking other men), so I don't need Rick to do that. But it was okay as a stop gap. He asked about my shorter cunt hair and I told him I had started swimming at the local baths and did not want stray hairs peeping out of my costume. He said he liked it and suggested I shave it all off. I think I would like that. Please can you give me permission sir?
The reluctance was about the tattoo and the photographs. I'm self conscious about my large bum (or would you prefer me to write arse?) and my smallish tits. I'm scared that once you see my naked body you will lose interest in me and stop writing. I know my body is a bit pair shaped. My skin is also very pale and freckled (as you can see) because I'm fair skinned and need to wear factor 50 suntan lotion otherwise I burn. I want you to be filled with lust when you look at the pictures and use them to masturbate over. If you do I expect you won't speak about it. It would be nice to see your photo but again I expect you would say "No" to that too.
You will see from the photos that I have complied with your request to have a tattoo on my wrist. Now for the hard part, I could lie about it but I never want to lie to you sir. It looks completely genuine but, risking another one of your forfeits, I decided to have one of those that fades away after a few months. I have always hated tattoos on women and the idea of having something like that permanently on my body frightens me. I will admit that every time I look at it I get a sexual tingle so I promise to consider a permanent one after this one has faded. Sorry sir, I know you will be angry with me -now do your worst!
You will now see that whilst I am still yours to command there may be limits in the future beyond which I will not go. There are stories about women doing it with animals. Please do not ask me to do that. I cannot. There is also something else that has been bothering me. Will you be asking me to split with Rick somewhere down the line? As things are at the moment I could not contemplate it. It's obvious that if he ever discovers what I have been up to during the week, he will probably want to end it. But it's got to come from him not me. I know it's rather naughty of me but I rather like the idea of making him my cuckold. I'm loving what's happening but I realise I still have feelings for him.
