Standing naked in front of her closet, Alison held a small bottle of moisturizer in her hand, looking at her clothing options with a growing level of panic.
Today was her first day at her new job, at her first real job ever really. When she had woke this morning, the nervousness she had been feeling over the past few days had blossomed into a feeling of anxiousness that felt just shy of a panic attack.
With a few months still to pass before she turned 19, Alison knew that she was young to be given a job as an assistant to a real estate agent. Most of her friends were still working at the jobs they had throughout high school, if they were even working at all. Fast food chains, retail stores, or working for family members in some capacity. No one else had landed a full-time office job and Alison was determined not to screw it up.
When her alarm had gone off this morning, Alison had laid in bed for ten minutes, trying to relax, to control her fears. When she realized how much time was passing, she had jumped out of bed and into the shower, using her daily routine of washing, shaving and shampooing to distract her.
Just out of the shower, towelled off and naked as the day she was born, the nervousness returned in full force as Alison tried to decide what to wear. At 5'8, Alison was on the tall side for a girl, a fact that tended to draw attention to her, much to Alison's dismay.
Since she was a girl, Alison had hated being in the spotlight. Presentations at the front of the class were to be dreaded, performing in a school play or concert to be avoided at all cost, and whenever possible, she much preferred to be off to the side or the back, watching.
As she had grown older and developed a set of curves, Alison had taken to wearing baggy clothes in neutral colours, somewhat concealing the fact that she had a body that most women would kill for. As she developed, despite her shyness and desire to fade into the background, Alison had attracted the attention of a few boys in her high school. This was likely due to the mandatory gym class uniforms everyone had to wear in physical education class. While she was able to hide her body in layers and baggy clothing of her own, the outfit for gym class had been tighter and more form fitting than pretty much anything else she wore in school.
A few of the more confident boys had noticed what Alison had been hiding under those baggy outfits and made some efforts to become friends. While she hadn't been comfortable showing off her body and the scrutiny she received from others, Alison was curious about sex and boys and within a few months, she had begun dating one of the boys who was pursuing her.
Dating had pretty quickly turned into having sex and once the awkward first time had taken place, Alison had found that she really enjoyed sex, both for herself, as well as the pleasure she could give her boyfriend.
As she thought back to her ex-boyfriend, the way he would suck and bite her nipples, Alison felt a stirring in her pussy. Alison filled her hands with a bit of moisturizer and smoothed it on her skin. Sliding her hands down from her neck to her breasts, she massaged the cream in to her skin. Catching her reflection in the mirror, Alison squeezed her breasts, her fingernails lightly scratching her nipples. She loved her breasts and knew that she was lucky to have full, perky boobs. Her ex-boyfriend had loved her tits, obsessing over them in a way that sometimes made her feel like he liked them more than he did her.
Running her hands down her flat stomach, she paused to apply some more moisturizer to her palms, then turned slightly so she could see in the mirror as she ran her hands over her ass.
While she didn't like it as much as her tits, Alison knew that she had a good ass. She had never been able to gain weight, a fact that she had learned not to mention to women as they invariably became a little hostile. Her ass was tight and high and as she rubbed lotion on it, she squeezed the soft, supple, unmarked skin.
As they had become more comfortable with each other and had explored sex more, Alison had grown used to seeing small bruises or red marks on her ass. Her boyfriend had loved taking her doggy style and he had tended to hold on hard when he was fucking her that way. On a few occasions he had slapped her ass as he pounded into her and Alison had been surprised by the sudden surge in her arousal.
With their breakup a few months ago and no one she was interested in now, Alison's ass was once again unmarked, and with her natural tan colouring, almost glowed from the moisturizer.
Returning her attention to the closet, Alison's low level arousal suddenly disappeared as she again faced the question of what she would wear today. All of the clothes she owned seemed completely inappropriate given what the HR lady had said. Business casual was pretty broad, but as she looked in increasing desperation through her clothes, Alison didn't know what she was going to do. Her usual look seemed way too casual for work and she couldn't believe she hadn't thought about this before her first day.
Grabbing a bra and panties from her dresser, Amanda stepped into the pair of simple, blue, cotton underwear and pulled them up. She had last shaved her pussy a week ago and as she pulled the panties into place she noticed she would need to shave or at least trim again soon. A dark colour, her pubic hair matched her dark hair and while Alison didn't mind having a little bit of hair on her pussy, her ex-boyfriend had found it incredibly hot when she was shaved completely bare and she had gotten into the habit.
The matching blue bra on, Alison looked at her closet and at the few options that seemed mildly acceptable and made a decision.
"Fuck it."
Grabbing a skirt and blouse that her mother had made her buy for a family event two years ago, Alison quickly dressed. When she wore it last, she had been a little bit smaller in the chest and Alison realized the blouse was pretty form fitting at this point. She had also, she recalled, wore a baggy sweater over the shirt last time that covered both her top and a good bit of her bottom.
As she stood looking at herself, Alison's phone buzzed. Looking down, she saw with shock that her alarm had gone off, meaning she had 15 minutes until she had to be at the office. Cursing a blue streak, Alison raced around the room grabbing her stuff.
Swearing was Alison's secret rebellion. A rebellion not against her parents or the world, but against the type of girl she normally was, the quiet, shy girl who didn't say much. There was something about the dichotomy between how everyone perceived her and the girl with the filthy mouth that made Alison feel an incredible freedom.
It was this rebellious side that was responsible for Alison's relatively quick entry into sex with her boyfriend. The initial dates had been typically one sided, with Nathan doing most of the talking and Alison answering the safest questions or blurting out answers when he waited for a response. As she had become a bit more comfortable with him and became certain that it wasn't in fact some sort of extended practical joke, Alison had spoken more, though swearing remained a private activity.
Nathan had been almost comically surprised at the lack of resistance when he started to push the boundaries with Alison physically. His hands, hesitant as he moved them over her shirt to squeeze her breasts, bolder as Alison had responded only by pushing against him. Downward to her ass, cupping them, pulling her tight against him so that Alison had felt his hard on pressed against her.
The reason it had taken even as long as it did before they had sex was actually due to Nathan's hesitance, not Alison's. The shy, quiet girl he had expected to have to cajole and pressure into moving forward was instead a willing participant, submitting to any of his advances without question. On more than one occasion, Alison had returned home after a date, wet from an extended petting session, and had played with herself for hours, wishing he had taken the next step and shown her what sex was like. Weeks later, when he had finally, hesitantly, tried to push his cock inside her, Alison had spread her legs and allowed him, wet with desire and ready to take that step.
The delight she took in Nathan's surprise and confusion at her lack of resistance was similar to the feeling she had when swearing in her room alone. No one expected the quiet, shy good girl to act like this, but Alison loved how she felt when she acted against type.
When Alison had discovered Nathan was fucking another girl on the side, her reaction had again shocked Nathan. The quiet, shy girl hadn't dithered or faltered at his stumbling explanation when she caught him in his car with Sarah Wilkinson, his pants down and bare ass bobbing as he fucked her in the backseat. Her knocking on the window had startled both of them and when he had twisted around, frightened at the intrusion, Alison had mouthed the words before she walked away.
"We're done."
His phone calls were ignored and the few times he had pressed her in person had resulted in a one-sided conversation, with Nathan awkwardly making excuses while Alison stood silently. After a few weeks, Nathan had moved on to fucking Sarah full time and Alison found herself the subject of some unwanted gazes around school. As she had walked down a stairwell one day, Alison had heard her name being discussed and paused out of sight.
"No, man, he said she loved it. Whatever he wanted to do, she just took it."
The group of boys seemed equally enthralled and confused by that statement. After some debate, one of the boys pronounced the verdict.