Sometimes it seems like I am 2 people. The public one, the one everyone sees zipping down our suburban street in my crossover, gathering groceries in my khaki skirt, strappy sandals and sensible blouse. The one with a smile for everyone and, I hope, a bright glint in my eye.
But the other girl wants to come out. The naughty girl. The bad girl. The one that deserves to be tied down and punished.
The good girl is proud of our picturesque house. It's an older home, with cheerful yellow slats and green shutters. It's a stylish 2 stories with a nice yard, located in a great neighborhood.
The dark side of me likes our walkable attic. There's the peaked roof, of course, and not much in the way of walls or insulation. The summer heat can be brutal. Dare I say...punishing?
It's taken me a while to get my husband to understand that. That it's ok if his big hands are rough with me. If he pulls the ropes a little tighter. If he balls up my silky panties and slowly stuffs them into my willing open mouth.
At a garage sale, I scored a delectable old metal bed frame. Out of fashion now, the bed is full-size, wide enough for one person and maybe a little more. It's now set up beautifully in our attic space.
Am I a bad girl for wanting it?
Saturday morning finally arrived. As I cleared breakfast dishes, my husband cleared his throat. "Did you still want to do that thing?"
My heartbeat sped up, and I felt my face flush as I replaced the dish towel. My fingers tracing his face should communicate my answer. His hand slipped up my robe, cupping my bottom. "Yes, sweetie, I'm really ready."
I swiftly changed into a new purchase: A really chincy bra and panty set I had gotten at the J-Mart. Cheap, distasteful underwear that I would never wear under my conservative clothes. The bottoms were powder blue and so thin you could see through them. The bra fit poorly, missized, my breasts squeezed tightly, bulging around the edges. I applied some bright red lipgloss, then I flew to the stairs.
He was waiting for me in the attic. The temp wasn't too bad at this time of the morning. I assumed my rightful position - on my back.
He snugged the leather cuffs around ankles and wrists, buckling them into place. He clipped them to straps, then stretched my body, tieing off each of the four points to the bed frame. I pulled and struggled a little - there wasn't much play. It felt delicious.
He had a surprise for me! This was new. Long straps, usually used to secure boxes in pickup trucks, were arranged over my tummy, then pulled snug and locked down.
He set another strap high on my breasts, and ratched that strap down tightly. I caught my breath, I was being secured good and tight this morning.
Another strap below my knees and pulled tightly. I was held firmly in place.
He approached with a lipstick-stained piece of sheeting. My husband kissed me, then passed the strip around my head, and tied it tightly between my teeth. (If you are disappointed I didn't get the full-on mouth stuffing gag, you'll soon understand our reason.)
Behind him I could see a water bottle, out of my reach of course. On an attic post hung a blindfold, a ball gag, and other toys. The attic was musty, and dusty, and would be my prison for at least an hour.
Now I was alone.
Moments later, I heard a familiar roar as the lawn mower powered up. The sound faded a little, then louder again as my darling husband paced across the yard from side to side. I could even smell the new cut grass.
What a slut I am! My good husband doing his weekly lawn care duty ... while his wife is locked away in an attic, stripped to cheap underwear and bound spread eagle to a rusty bed. The ultimate damsel in distress, loving every minute of it.
Wait - now a new sound... and I know that sound! That beautiful bastard! Beneath the bed, an audio track from my favorite adult movie. Stilted dialogue as the girl detective is caught snooping in the warehouse. "You don't need to tie me up... you better untie me... my partner knows where I am... what do you think you are going to do with that?... No, don't gag me... Mmmpph!"
My husband had set a video player immediately under me. I can't see the pictures, but I know this movie so well, I see the images in my head. My nipples grow hard, trapped in the damned bra. My pussy is throbbing, and I feel wetness slip out.
With so many sensations, I'm getting hot. In fact, as the morning goes on, the attic is getting warm. My skin begins to glow. I'm breathing through my nose and mouth now, breathing around the thin strip of gag.
I detect the mower now working around the house. One quarter of the way through, I think. To confirm, the struggles of the girl bound beneath me are driving me mad. I can picture her. Her arms are trapped behind her, legs lashed together, mouth sealed with a gag, flopping around the warehouse manager's office in her sexy sweater, her tight skirt slowly slipping up.
I chew on my own gag, and pull helplessly at my bonds. I'm intensely aware of my pussy, gaping and wet, my juices soaking these transparent blue panties. I am so wet. My clit is completely out of reach and off limits.