His eyes scanned over my form, nodding slightly. "You're a bottom," he says with some finality. For what it was worth, I had an embarrassed look on my face, closing
The Book on Bottoming
and putting it in my lap. "Yeah, I guess you could say that," I muttered.
Chuckling, he sat down opposite to me. "How deep are you in? Do you discuss the scene and all of that?"
"I...he's not comfortable with it yet. The last aggressive top I had was female so..." I let the sentence trail off with a shrug. The DANGER! button was going off in my head but I wasn't listening to it. After all, what was the worse that could happen? "I know my limits, my Yes/No/Maybes firm in my head."
The older of the two of us picked at a nail nonchalantly, saying, "That's kind of you to have them put out like that." His eyes met mine like a growing thunderstorm in the distance. "I'm a top. I haven't had someone to...practice my wears on in quite sometime."
"I pictured you as a top," I blurted out before realizing and he smiled. "Because of my size?" he ventured, making me shake my head.
"No...you have a very...soul bearing stare."
"I've been told that."
"It's true."
Standing he stood in front of me, all six foot plus and I suddenly felt very small. "I'm gentle but I'm firm. Tell me what you like," he rumbled. I started to look down but his finger placed under my chin. "Tisk, tisk, look me in the eye. I want to see."
I swallowed hard, hearing my heart thud in my chest. "I like...not being in control. Smacking my hips, thighs and butt is OK, just not too hard. I like teeth but not down there and I'm not a fan of scat play, water sports, blood, or feet. I like restraints, blind folds, my top letting me know that they're pleased. I won't do anything until you tell me too; except for the things that I said I'm completely...at your mercy." I was slowly slipping into head space and I knew it, that one finger having the power to break me out of it or push me in deeper.
For what it was worth, he just smiled. "Safe words?"
"Standard Green, Pink, Red."
"That's standard?" the smile morphed into a laugh. "I'm getting old. Alright, fine." He backed up and crossed his arms, voice going deeper. "Anything else?"
I blinked, feeling slightly heady, like in a fog. "Not...that I can think of."
A nod and he started, eyes as serious as a killer's, my real name cracking like a whip. "You have given yourself over to me for the evening. From now until the scene ends you will address me as 'sir'. I am going to strip you and possess total control over your body because you ask it of me. Please remember your safe word and your slow word; I won't be angry if you use them and in fact, they are for your well being. You will now strip as a symbol of how open you are to me."
Hands shaking, I undo the men's shirt I'm wearing and fold it up on the couch. My jeans next, followed by underwear and bra and I crossed my arms across my stomach, feeling exposed, slightly unworthy.
Eyes flicked across my body, a single nod. "Do not hide from me; never be ashamed. You are as perfectly imperfect as I expected," he said in a low voice.
"Thank you, sir," I whispered.
"Stand there. Do not move." He disappeared and then re-appeared, snapping a leather collar with a lead around my neck. "Follow."
"Yes, sir," I mumbled and let him guide me into his bedroom, a place I had only accidentally been; I wasn't too keen on violating his privacy even though we lived together. I kept my eyes trained on the floor, not knowing how he would expect me to act. We stopped in front of the bed and he unhooked the leash, leaving the collar. "Kneel," he ordered and I did, back straight in the center of the floor.
"Hands behind your back," he continued. My fingers gripped my wrists and I felt him move, his warm, large hands on my shoulders and I gasped, hearing him snicker. "Do you like it when I touch you?" The question was almost innocent.