His eyes scanned over my form, nodding slightly. "You're a bottom," he says with some finality. For what it was worth, I had an embarrassed look on my face, closing
The Book on Bottoming
and putting it in my lap. "Yeah, I guess you could say that," I muttered.
Chuckling, he sat down opposite to me. "How deep are you in? Do you discuss the scene and all of that?"
"I...he's not comfortable with it yet. The last aggressive top I had was female so..." I let the sentence trail off with a shrug. The DANGER! button was going off in my head but I wasn't listening to it. After all, what was the worse that could happen? "I know my limits, my Yes/No/Maybes firm in my head."
The older of the two of us picked at a nail nonchalantly, saying, "That's kind of you to have them put out like that." His eyes met mine like a growing thunderstorm in the distance. "I'm a top. I haven't had someone to...practice my wears on in quite sometime."
"I pictured you as a top," I blurted out before realizing and he smiled. "Because of my size?" he ventured, making me shake my head.
"No...you have a very...soul bearing stare."
"I've been told that."
"It's true."
Standing he stood in front of me, all six foot plus and I suddenly felt very small. "I'm gentle but I'm firm. Tell me what you like," he rumbled. I started to look down but his finger placed under my chin. "Tisk, tisk, look me in the eye. I want to see."
I swallowed hard, hearing my heart thud in my chest. "I like...not being in control. Smacking my hips, thighs and butt is OK, just not too hard. I like teeth but not down there and I'm not a fan of scat play, water sports, blood, or feet. I like restraints, blind folds, my top letting me know that they're pleased. I won't do anything until you tell me too; except for the things that I said I'm completely...at your mercy." I was slowly slipping into head space and I knew it, that one finger having the power to break me out of it or push me in deeper.
For what it was worth, he just smiled. "Safe words?"
"Standard Green, Pink, Red."
"That's standard?" the smile morphed into a laugh. "I'm getting old. Alright, fine." He backed up and crossed his arms, voice going deeper. "Anything else?"