All characters involved are above the age of 18.
Dear Diary,
Yesterday I experienced something new. A guy I barely knew tied me up and used me and I secretly enjoyed it. I suppose it wasn't against my will, I don't know if I ever agreed to it, but I never tried to stop him. Somehow the feeling of helplessness turned me on massively. I never imagined being able to let someone do that to me.
I met the guy last Tuesday. Well, met... Stumbled across him, more like, on Tinder of all places. There was a picture of him on a beautiful brown haired horse - he was wearing one of those cowboy hats. 'Billy, 20' it said below. We were a match and he lived only 9 miles away according to the app. He was into horses and cute girls, not exactly an expansive bio, but hey, it's Tinder.
We chatted back and forth for a while that evening and I ended up giving him my number. We texted for a couple days and I made sure to mention I wasn't looking for a relationship, just hookups and a good time. To my surprise, he didn't push his luck and just wanted someone to talk to during the coming cold winter nights. I mostly wanted to figure out if he was mature for his age or not, being two years older than him at 22.
Being the charming man he was, he invited me over to his family's ranch on Saturday, not being shy at hinting I was more than welcome to stay the night. To make sure he actually was who he said he was, we called on FaceTime on Friday night. Billy spent the better part of two hours talking about horses, life on a ranch, taking care of cattle, all sorts of things. We agreed he would pick me up on the edge of town around 2PM.
Not really sure if he was my type, but he sure as hell was cute and charming. The only thing we had in common so far was that we both liked being out in nature. Not a whole lot else. He was very forward and enthusiastic though, so I went along with it and figured the worst that could happen was having to take a cab back into town if our date didn't work out.
Saturday came and I laid in bed until 10:30, slightly nervous about meeting a stranger. I took a shower to calm my nerves and it luckily had the desired effect. I made myself some oats with milk for brunch in only my panties, figuring out what to wear in the meantime and letting my hair dry out a bit.
Figuring it would be a guarantee we'd be riding horses, I grabbed my sports bra from the closet and put it on, tucking my C cups in tightly. Didn't want them bouncing all over the place and ending up with back pains. Wouldn't be the first time.
I put on a tight pair of jeans for the simple fact they make my ass look amazing. I wanted to add a belt, but couldn't find one anywhere. I grabbed my red checkered button up shirt and put it on, buttoning it up to just above my breasts, leaving the two top buttons loose.
After drying my medium length brown hair completely and combing it straight, I put it into two big braids. I flicked them over my shoulder to the front and looked in the mirror. The outfit was kinda cowgirl-y, which is exactly what I was going for. If only I had nice boots to go with it. Alas, my navy blue Converse Allstars would have to do.
I grabbed my ID card and credit card from my wallet and slipped them into my left pocket, then put my phone in the other. I wasn't in the mood to drag along a bag or purse. With outside temperatures dropping, I opted for my padded hoodie. Winter wasn't quite here yet and even then, I don't think the temperatures ever drop below 20F here anyway. The forecast promised a sunny day with temps in the high forties.
Walking out of my apartment building, I could see the forecasters were indeed correct. It was a nice sunny day with no wind. I walked down the street and took a left, then walked down about half a mile to the edge of town, where there's an entrance to the adjacent national park. Looking at my phone, I saw I either left early or walked fast, I was 10 minutes early. He wasn't there yet.
About five minutes later, I could hear galloping noises coming closer from behind the tree line. It was him, without a doubt. When he came closer, he looked exactly like he did in the profile picture, hat and all, only the color of his shirt was different. He had a black body warmer on with their ranch logo on it.
When he stopped next to me, I reached my hand out and gently brushed the horse's forehead. His horse was definitely not afraid of strangers. He reached his hand out and introduced himself, I shook it and told him my name, then told him he could use Amy instead. He held on to my hand and after putting my foot in the stirrups, he pulled me up and I flung my other leg over, sitting down behind him.
The saddle wasn't really made for two people, so I scooted forward a bit, holding onto him tightly. My body was pressed up against his and I wrapped my arms around him so I wouldn't fall off. I felt so small behind him, even though I don't consider myself that small at 5'4". This guy was so tall, he must've been at least 6'2". He made sure I was okay before we set off, walking along the trees, back the same way he just came.
It had been quite a while since I'd last been on a horse. Back when I still lived with my parents, I had a friend in high school who was into horses and I had gone there on many occasions and did some riding myself as well. That was 8, 9, 10 years ago. I guess you never really forget how to do it, but it took a minute to get used to the rhythm.
We talked throughout the walk, getting to know each other a bit better. I learnt he was employed by his parents on the farm full time and wasn't interested in chasing a career. He had the weekends off to do as he pleased and often rode his mare, called Mary. He came across as a pretty knowledgable guy. After a dozen minutes, the walking turned into a trot, picking up the speed a bit. We did have some distance to cover. It was just after three when we reached the ranch.
After putting Mary back in the stables and taking care of her after the almost 20 mile trip, we went inside to warm up for a moment. When we entered the kitchen, his mother was already making hot cocoa. She saw us coming. I introduced myself and it took her three seconds to figure out I wasn't from around here. I guess my west coast city accent wasn't quite gone yet after being here for a couple months. She wasn't shy about pointing it out either.
It turned into a bit of an interrogation, but she was nice enough about it, I was a complete stranger after all. Only the best for her boy Billy. It was clear from the expressions on Billy's face he was a bit embarrassed about putting me through this. By the time we had finished our hot cocoa, she began to thaw a little. I had just conveniently omitted the fact we met on a dating app, she seemed a bit too old school for that.
We went back outside and he showed me around the grounds. When walking by the stables he grabbed a coil of rope, saying he would show me some tricks later. He threw it over his shoulders and we walked through a field with some cows. On the other side of the field was a row of trees, which we navigated through, ending up at a secluded private lake.
He took the rope off and on second glance I now saw it was actually tied as a lasso. He did some throws onto a rock 30 feet away, catching it every single time. Pretty impressive. He then handed the rope to me and I looked at him questioningly. Was he really expecting me, the born and bred city girl, to be able to catch anything with a lasso? He urged me on to try regardless and to be frank, I sucked at it. Even with his instructions and guidance, I couldn't get it to stick on any of the rocks or sticks in the vicinity.
I spotted a cabin across the lake and asked him about it. While coiling the rope back up, he confirmed it was on their property and they started walking around the lake to get to it. Getting closer to the cabin, it became obvious it was quite a bit larger than it looked from the other side of the water. It had a porch, a nice spacious living room with a fireplace and big chairs. Billy said he was going to get the fireplace going as he sent his mother a message we'd be staying at the cabin for a bit. I sat down on a log, overlooking the lake. The sun was already quite low on the sky, but wasn't setting yet. I just enjoyed the view. With the smell of burning wood, it almost felt like I was on a holiday.