"I want you to dye it back to her natural color," he said to the stylist.
"But Bobby," Sally whined, "I like highlights. Jenny has highlights. Missy has highlights." Bobby remained unchanged. "They were expensive," she added, "you don't want to see that go to waste do you?"
"That's exactly why I want you to cover them up," he said. Sally slumped in her chair. The stylist tapped her on her back, indicating she was to sit up straight. The smock was clipped tightly around her neck. She sat straight as a board, hands folded neatly, primly in her lap. She was at the mercy of two men now. Her husband Bobby, who seemed to have had enough, enough of something she had been doing, and at the mercy of the stylist, whose specific instructions moved her head this way and that, her chin up and down, he whole body forward, so he could cut the bottom of her hair. Bobby stood motionlessly nearby, arms folded across his chest, eyeing every one of the stylist's moves, instructing him as specifically as the stylist instructed Sally. He told him to cut deeper layers here, longer ones there, rounded bangs, set her hair wavy.
Throughout much of this Sally had given up on her protests. This was a new side of Bobby. He was a prison consultant. He helped new prisoners get adjusted to their new surroundings. He had compassion for the lowest of the scum. He was showing no compassion for her now. What had she done?
Sally was a housewife. She belonged to numerous neighborhood associations in their upper class homes. She employed a housekeeper to keep the house to meet the demands of her busy lifestyle. She met frequently for brunches with her girlfriends in the neighborhood. She spent a lot of her husband's money on fancy sweat suits, in which she lived and designer handbags. She spent his money on a gym membership and a suspiciously good looking personal trainer. For show, when she was shopping with her girlfriends she purchased racy lingerie and spiky heels, but those never got any wear around the house. While Sally bragged about her and Bobby's savage sex life to her friends, her stories were made up fantasies. Their marriage was frigid. Sally was beautiful and fit and Bobby longed to be intimate with her, but Sally was under the illusion that she was an independent woman and didn't need the services of her husband anymore. She felt they had been married long enough. Sex was no longer a necessity. Their marriage, she believed, was past that.
Recently, Bobby had been working extra long hours with a police officer who was incarcerated with a number of criminals he put in jail. And although Sally considered herself an independent woman, something inside her still felt a strong attachment to her husband. But that was pretty far deep inside her. Nonetheless, she felt a loneliness she couldn't identify and sought refuge in her husband's wallet. She began spending recklessly. Bobby saw this in her. He let his beautiful wife start slipping through his fingers. He had to start tightening his grip. It had to start with her most personal of expressions. Her hair.
After the salon, Bobby took Sally out shopping. "I want you to know I've taken your name off all the accounts but one. Here is your new debit card. I will transfer funds into this account as I see fit," he said. Sally was speechless. "I've transferred a few thousand dollars into it today. We're going shopping and to dinner. You need a new wardrobe other than sweats." They drove into town and Bobby allowed Sally to purchase tight jeans and pants, dresses with tailored bodices, ones that flared from the waist, high heels with straps around the ankles. The day was long and flattering to Sally. At dinner, Bobby felt it important to bring something up to Sally. "I think it only fair, that since I've done a few things for you, and will continue to take better care of you from now on, you do a few things to take care of me."
"Like what?" Sally was getting angry. She thought Bobby was lavishing her for its intrinsic value.
"Well, that needs to come from you."
"To what exactly are you referring? I'm not your whore."
"I certainly don't expect you to be. However you have been irresponsible with our finances and I will have to resume control over them until you can prove yourself capable once again. No, I am not referring only to sexual favors, Sally, but other things. Things you have to figure out for yourself."
"Why are you being so vague? I realize I'm in deep with you... but I'm not even sure why. I know things aren't how they used to be. I only want to make things right. Don't you see? See how I did my hair?"
"I did your hair," he corrected. Sally slumped.
"I am being vague because it is important to me that these gestures come from you. Yes, your hair is very becoming." Bobby laughed as he chewed his food. Sally chewed in silence and felt a fledgling sense of excitement. They didn't exchange a single word for the rest of the dinner, or the ride home, or during the ritual of coming home. Bobby dropped the keys on the front table. They both went straight to the bedroom.
Bobby's hands wandered up Sally's dress, around her perfectly formed ass. That damn trainer was doing something right. He unzipped the dress and pulled it over Sally's head. He walked her to the bed and sat her on it, positioning her hands on her lap, as if she were a doll. He went to the closet and searched through all the lingerie Sally had purchased. He selected a high necked silk gauze teddy, with a high legged thong in the back, and a silk flower that sagged at the neck. You could see right through it.
"You may wear any shoes you like," he said, looking down. Sally walked up to him, the teddy in one hand, completely naked. Bobby was fully dressed. Somehow, she felt more comfortable that way. She was seeing a new side to him, a stronger side. Not strong in the way her personal trainer was strong. Better. Psychologically strong. But she wasn't ready to fully submit just yet. And she couldn't express her feelings to him yet either. So she just said,
"Okay." Before Sally could get dressed Bobby was at her makeup table selecting colors. He laid them out and exchanged glances with her. As she readied herself, Bobby left the room and went looking through the garage. He returned with two outdoor construction lights and placed them strategically in the room. Sally looked at him quizzically. She was blindly following all his directions all day. He wanted to capture that look on her face.
"Sally. You have made me so happy today. You are such a beautiful woman. I want to take your picture." Sally feigned shyness poorly. She longed for this kind of attention. As an obligation, she shied away from the camera for the first few shots, but while the camera was capturing a false shyness it was capturing something else too. The fledgling sense of pride growing in Sally. Not the obvious pride in her looks she displayed as she warmed up for the camera, but a pride in something else. Something Bobby hoped for.
Bobby's photographs of Sally were in black and white. Her lips were painted dark. He photographed her hair over her lips. He photographed the small of her back when she arched it. He photographed her nipples through the silk gauze. He pulled the back thong string aside and photographed her asshole, the string pressing into the bulge of her ass. He positioned her continuously. She posed as she was told, basking in the camera flash and the adoring eyes of her husband. She had already forgotten this was the man who had taken all her allowance away. How quickly he had gained her affections back. He wondered if they were real. He kissed her. She put the camera down and kissed him back. She wrapped her arms around his neck and then ran her hands all over this man's body. Kissing. Kissing. He wondered, was she just blinded by all the gifts he had given her today? After having used him for his money for so long could he really trust her after a day like today, even if she did have her legs wrapped around his waist for the first time in months? He wanted to possess her fully but this was not the way. She had to show him she was his. Bobby slipped off the bed and tucked Sally under the covers. He told her he'd be in bed soon, cleaned up the camera equipment, kissed her forehead, and turned out the lights. Sally was asleep by the time Bobby went to bed and Bobby was gone for work by the time Sally got up.
Sally spent the whole of the next day in a daze. Who was this new husband of hers? When did he get so romantic, so authoritative? She liked this new Bobby. He wanted her to take care of him as he took care of her. What was this thing she had to do for him? Was it something specific he had in mind? Something ongoing? She wracked her brain, then she thought of the perfect gift for Bobby. A rare edition of Moby Dick came into the used bookstore and he had mentioned it over dinner in passing. He would be so surprised to receive a copy from Sally. She threw her bag over her should and went, but when she handed over her shiny new debit card to pay for it her heart sank. She knew it would be declined. She didn't even ask the clerk to run it again, she just apologized and left. Her hands were tied. What gesture, she begged.
She was slumped over on the couch thinking when Bobby came home from work. She offered to make filet mignon. Bobby refused. He had something else in mind. Bobby led Sally to the tool shed out in the back of the yard. It was small, but had diagonal beams holding the ceiling up.