**FUTURE CHAPTERS WILL INCLUDE A LOT MORE ACTUAL SEX. I JUST HAD TO GET THIS OPENING OFF MY MIND**
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God Jeanie is persistent. I can't believe I let her convince me to even do this.
I pulled up to the little Mexican style restaurant and sighed once more. I'll never be comfortable telling her what I am... that I like to obey orders, to be spanked, whipped, choked, and subservient to my lovers... but in this moment I'm tempted. This is the fifth blind date Jeanie has set up for me in the last six weeks. How can I explain that no matter how nice a guy is, I'm just not going to be interested? The type of men I'm interested in don't go on blind dates.
The restaurant was bright, with lots of bold colors and strong smelling foods. The hostess led me to a table near the back where the mood was a little different. It was quieter, smaller booths and dimmer lighting suggested that this area was for dates. I sat down across from him before even bothering to look at him. In my mind this was a hopeless evening. I thought I knew exactly how this would go, pleasantly boring conversation, I'd order a salad to show my dainty feminine ways, he would insist on paying, we'd go home and never speak to each other again.
Boy was I wrong.
As soon as I looked up into his face I could tell something was different about him. There was a sort of amused patience etched into his face. His strikingly handsome face and well fitted clothes I noticed only after I studied his expression. There was something remarkably familiar about the tight smile on his lips and the apprehension in his eyes. Then it struck me, I recognized my own expression in his. He was also dreading this date; as if he knew it would never work between us... there was no hope.
He spoke and broke me out of my moment of study, "George. You must be Adeline."
"Yes," I smiled, "Nice to meet you. How are you?"
"Just fine."
... Already an awkward silence... not a good sign for having a pleasant evening...
I sigh a little preparing myself for a wholly unpleasant dinner. "How do you know Jeanie?"
He tilted his head to the side, as if not fully understanding the question, "I'm her cousin. Did she not tell you about me?"
I flush embarrassed. "She tried, but to be honest you're the fifth blind date she's set me up with recently, so I may have cut her off..."
He smiled slightly, "Jean can be persistent. She told me a lot about you. Let me tell you, you have the ideals of an angel to live up to."
I chuckled, how like Jeanie. I took a breath to start speaking again, but he cut me off.
"Listen, you seem like a nice woman Adeline, but we just aren't meant for each other."
I blew out the air I had sucked in in a huff. What am I not pretty enough? He doesn't even know me. The confusion and pain of rejection must have been clear on my face because he immediately tried to explain himself.
"It's really not you. You seem genuinely very nice. It's me. I have some very particular oddities that most women cannot stand even the thought of." What on earth could he mean? He continued on, "but that's no reason for us not to have a nice evening together and maybe even become friends for Jean's sake."
I narrowed my eyes at him, "What kind of oddities?" No point in beating around the bush.
He sat back in his seat and seemed a little surprised by my bluntness. He paused for a moment, considering whether or not to tell me something then just came right out and said it, "Sexual oddities."
Just then the waiter appeared from behind my shoulder to take our drink orders. George must have seen the waiter coming and shared his bit of information just then on purpose. Maybe to give me time to process.
But the joke was on him. I was no stranger to "sexual oddities," in fact "sexual oddities," were some of my favorite pastimes. I decided to play dumb and see if I could figure out exactly what he was into.
I let my face brighten up, "Oooh are you like the guy in 49 Shades of Silver?" pretending to be a fan girl of the most recent raunchy sex novel.
He took a deep breath and closed his eyes in exasperation. I'm sure the inaccuracies and poor depiction of BDSM in that book drove him as mad as it drove me. I let a small smile creep across my lips while his eyes were closed, but hid it again as soon as he opened them.
"Yes and no, Adeline. Now, this is not information that I want shared with Jean..." he paused for my agreement to keep his secret.
I smiled excitedly, as if having found a hundred dollar bill, and nodded.
"Yes I am a dominant like the character in that book, but that character is a horrible representation of what my sexual lifestyle is truly about. I'm sure that you're not interested in hearing about my sex life the first time we're meeting over dinner, I just wanted to explain why I can't pursue you. The kind of sex I have is very particular and not for everyone. So I am hoping we can just have a pleasant evening and part as friends."
I was truly interested now. Not only is this blind date someone that Jeanie approved of, which meant that he was kind, compassionate, intelligent, and most likely a very good catch, he also was a sexual dominant.
Hmmm what to do...
I didn't want to come right out and say 'Hey that's convenient become I'm sexually submissive!' But I did want him to view me as having potential.
I decided to play a little with him. As our conversation rolled on, we found that we actually had quite a bit in common. Jeanie actually got this set up pretty right. We genuinely laughed at each other's jokes, found we watched the same TV shows and got along very well.
Throughout the night however, I kept dropping little hints to keep him thinking of him submissively. I dropped my gaze down to the table often, I leaned forward onto the table letting my hands rest in prayer position, when the waiter came to the table with our entrees he asked, "You ordered the grilled chicken right?" and I replied with a comical, "Yes Sir!" I noticed George's eyes dart to my face then down as if embarrassed by a thought. I was a little loud, very talkative and most of all not submissive. And it worked out wonderfully. George was getting to know me, the daily vanilla side of me... and I got to know his daily vanilla side as well. I was having the best time I'd had in months.
As dinner was winding down the waiter came over and I instructed him to bring us separate checks. George of course protested but I explained, "If we are not really on a date then there is no reason for you to pay for me. To be honest it is a pet peeve of mine. Even if we were really on a date I don't like the idea of a man having to pay for dinner anyway. I ate, just like you did and this is not the 1950's where women didn't work or didn't make enough money working. I get paid quite enough to afford my own dinner."
George's face was thoughtful as he started to protest again, "Yes, however..." but I cut him off again.
"It's a little sexist of me to assume that you should have to pay, and it's a little sexist of you to assume that I can't or don't want to pay."
His hands went up in defeat, "Fair enough. I'm glad Jean set us up, I really think we could be great friends."
On our way out to the parking lot I knew this was my last chance to mention that not all hope was lost between us. "So you never asked me about mine." I said.
He looked puzzled and asked, "Your what exactly?"
I grinned mischievously, "My sexual oddities. Doesn't everyone have at least some?"
Surprise crossed his face, "Not many women would want to talk about sex on the first date."
"We determined earlier that this isn't a date," I corrected him.