For months now I've been subscribed to the website, and felt mesmerized by her presence. I've been into the BDSM lifestyle for a while now, but I've never really explored it. For me, it's the world of fantasy. I watch videos online, and I've got a small collection of BDSM erotic novels on my book shelf but that's about it. My day to day life is as vanilla as they come. My name is Steve and I'm a big and tall young Black man of Haitian descent studying Criminology at Carleton University in the City of Ottawa, Province of Ontario. I'm originally from the City of Boston, Massachusetts, and this is my second year in the Confederation of Canada.
I sat in the back of my Psychology class today inside Southern Hall, one of the school's biggest auditoriums. The bearded White male professor droned on and on about the finer points of different psycho-sociological perspectives. I sat there, far away from everyone, watching erotic domination videos on my laptop. In all of these videos, the same mesmerizing Black woman was featured. Mistress Shamika Noire. Described as being six feet tall, with dark brown skin, a curvy body and a really nice ass. She looked really good in shiny Black leather. And this magnificent Black Dominatrix lives somewhere in Ontario. In the most recent update on the website, Mistress Shamika Noire was having her way with her latest male submissive. A yellow-haired, blue-eyed and pale-skinned Caucasian guy who was slim and extremely weak-looking.
In the video, Mistress Shamika Noire really let him have it. First she whipped him, then she smacked him around, sat on his back and even squatted all over his face before pissing on him. Then she brought out her strap-on dildo, put the dude on all fours and fucked him in the ass. I watched the video, founding myself both turned on and reviled. Why is it that you only see submissive White men getting fucked in the ass by bossy Black women wearing strap-on dildos. There's a whole series on that sort of thing. You seldom see White women doing Black guys with strap-on dildos and you NEVER see Black women doing Black men with strap-on dildos. I guess White guys get to have all the fun. Or maybe they get to have all the pain too. The White dude in that video didn't look like he was having fun as the mean Black dominatrix lady proceeded to shove her entire fist up his ass near the end of the video. Hot damn. I didn't know a woman's fist could fit up a man's ass! You learn something new every day.
I walked out of class around eight thirty five that Tuesday evening. Class only meets once a week for this Winter session. I felt tired. And I felt bored. I don't really have much of a social life these days. I meet a lot of women, I get their numbers and sometimes I go out with them. I've had my share of random sexual encounters while living in Canada's capital region. If you're looking for casual sex, Ottawa is an okay place to be. If you're looking for a quality woman, your best bet might be to look elsewhere. I've gone around with all kinds of women these past few months. Black women. White women. Asian women. East Indian women. All to my immense disappointment. It seems that if you're looking for a woman to fuck, that's easy to find in Ottawa. If you want a good woman you can have an actual relationship with, that takes time. And I'm one frustrated brother.