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"Sharon, I'm too old to be going on a blind date."
"You're beautiful Saeda. It will be fun. Brian is a businessman who has done very well for himself. I think you two will hit it off." Sharon said, putting the finishing touches on my makeup before we go on this double date with her and her husband and his friend Brian.
We agreed to meet at Montego's Steakhouse downtown at the Windsor Hotel. It has been a long time since I've been on a date. I'm 32 years old, single black woman. I'm a fitness instructor. I've been single for a few years now. It seems like every time I meet a guy I like, he turns out to be a dud or a jerk. The guys that like me are cool, but there always seemed to be something missing.
The real reason that these relationships never work is because in my heart of hearts, I'm a deep submissive and this gift can't be just given to anyone. Not even my close friends know. So I just do life and hope that one day a real one would present himself.
I ride with Kyle and Sharon as they chat and navigate to the restaurant. I'm dressed in a pretty light green wrap dress, accentuating all my best features. We get to the restaurant and get seated and no Brian. I tried to stay neutral and not show any disappointment that he wasn't here and he hadn't text Kyle that he was running late. We all conversed lightly at the table, declining ordering food until our final guest arrived.
Sharon really spoke this Brian guy up. He's a young tech guy who started his own company that's on it's way to becoming a publicly traded company. Him and Kyle went to college together and Brian graduated at the top of his class. A part of me was looking forward to meeting him. Why did I have a fantasy in my head that maybe this could be the start of something. I hadn't even met the guy.
This is what I get, I admonished myself for wishing in an empty well. I thought about men of means and power tend to have a natural dominance, so even if he wasn't in the lifestyle, maybe he would be the rich boss type. Sharon must have read my thoughts. "Sae, cheer up sweetie, he's coming." She comforted and teased all at the same time. I rolled my eyes, and smiled in earnest because I knew I had to do better hiding my disappointment.
We did order drinks and that gave me a distraction from feeling like the third wheel. When the drinks arrived, I took a big chug, only to look up and a professional black man in a designer suit stood before me, but not before I had to dab the corner of my mouth from letting the drink run down my the side of my lip. "Oh my." I actually said out oud, flush with embarrassment.
He was tall and striking. Clean cut, well groomed. I could smell his intoxicating scent from here. Kyle stood up to greet his friend and Brian shook Sharon's hand and then his gaze landed on me.
"You must be Saeda." taking my hand, not taking his eyes off me. "Yes, I am. Brian, right?" We introduced ourselves as he joined the table. He wasn't obvious, but he smiled with his eyes, which flashed every time he glanced at me. After the dinner plates were picked up, Brian stops our waiter, whispering something. He then turns to me and asks me to join him at the bar for a drink. I looked over to Sharon and she looked at me like if you don't hurry up and go have a drink with that man. He escorts me to the bar.
He is quite handsome. This beautiful black man in a suit is a sight for sore eyes. There's always a catch with a man like this, I thought wondering what his deal was. We had a seat at the bar and ordered drinks. Conversation with him was light and engaging. "Saeda, what is a beautiful woman like you doing single?" He asks. "I'm selective." I reply, knowing that my kind of freak is wasted on a majority of guys I've dated even some rich ones.
"What about you Brian? You can't tell me that an attractive man like you doesn't have someone?" I arched my brows in suspicion. "Awww you got me. Guilty." He chuckled, putting his hands up. "Just waiting for the right sub to take me off the market." He slid that in under the radar.
Just then Sharon and Kyle walk up checking if I wanted to ride back with them to their place to get my car, or stay a while longer with Brian. I stared at him, ready to reply because I didn't miss that not so subtle reference, as I quickly switched gears to figure out the plan to get my car.
Against my better judgment, I was having a really nice time with Mr. Universe, with eyes that flirt even when he's not looking at you, and his clean shaven, bronzed skin, that chiseled jawline, and brilliant smile. He's a sensual experience just looking and smelling him. I look over to Brian to see what the move is for tonight.
"I will make sure this lovely lady gets home safely." He says, standing to shake Kyles hand. "I'll be fine." I second. "Well alright then, you two kids have fun." Sharon says with a wink, as we said our good byes to them. As soon as they were out of view, I turned back to him.
Where were we? I thought. Ah, yes. The right sub. "What do you mean by the right sub?" "We just met and having so much fun. Are you sure you want to open that door?" He warned, trailing his fingers along my jawline for a split second, and locking into my gaze. My body hums with electricity from this whole scene. "Yes, I want to know everything."
"I just met you a few hours ago. I can't give you the keys to the castle just yet, but I will tell you this about myself." He says pausing to sip from his drink, never taking his eyes off me.
"I have alpha ways. I am a business man who travels extensively and I'm very selective. I do a lot of business in this town. Saeda, you are a very beautiful woman. Something tells me that you're a rare gem. I would like to get to know you." He says looking at me seductively.
"Thank you. I think you're handsome, a catch in fact, but I'm not looking for a relationship of convenience, where you're in and out of town. I want a man I can really be with, someone to belong to, maybe even get married one day." I trailed off. Savoring the silence of our thoughts, we sipped our drinks.
"Saeda, can I tell you something?" Brian looked intently at me. "Sure."
"I'm guessing, but you probably look at me and think I'm a man who has it all. It's been a long time since I've been in a relationship." "Why is that?" I asked, captivated by his transparency.
"The truth is I'm a dominant man ruled by my sexual preferences. Truthfully, I'm embarrassed to admit that most women I encounter are afraid of me." He took a long drink and looked away.
My thoughts are all over the map because l empathized with him in my own way and my pussy twitched with thoughts of his dominant ways and how I found myself not wanting a vanilla kind of love either. I dreamed of being a collared slut, trained to serve one man.
"What about you? A beautiful fitness instructor, banging body, intelligent, thoughtful. Tell me the truth Saeda. Nobody has snapped you up?" His question made me feel cornered and I lowered my eyes to avoid his probing as a sip from my drink was a welcome distraction from revealing my truth. "Tell me." He insisted.
My voice quivered. "I'm not happy unless..." I paused looking up to meet his gaze. In a quiet hotel bar, I felt stripped naked by this man, where one side of me knew that if I told him, he would take advantage. The other side of me felt like this unicorn could quench my deepest desires. "Tell me or I'll be forced to find out for myself." His tone changed but his expression stayed charming and every nerve ending that was humming with electricity, turned to ten with desire.
I stumbled with my words. "I, I'm a true submissive, and a regular man could never have all of me." I spoke candidly taking a big sip of my drink, feeling like a weight lifted off me.
"Luckily I'm not a regular man." He says, raising my chin to read me some more. This is stupid, I thought to myself. You just gave this man permission to prey on you. Why are you single Saeda? Because you you're a dumb bitch who takes the bait. Now all he has to do is reel you in. I waged war in my mind with myself.
"You're a rare gem Saeda." He said finishing his drink, shaking his head in agreeance without looking at me, signaling the bartender to close out our tab.
"I've had an amazing evening with you. Thank you for sharing it with me." Brian said taking my hand and gently kissing the top, then subtly taking that same hand and grasping my wrist with firm, but light pressure before releasing it. The glimmer in his eyes spoke to all that could be.
The spell was broken when his phone notification chimed. "Your Uber is here to take you to your car." "My Uber? Ok, thanks so much." I said, quickly getting the drift that the date is over. As much as I would have been weak if he pursued me for a rendezvous with him, its probably best we are parting now. I'm not even going to ask for his number. I thought, trying to play it cool as we navigate to the lobby area.
He escorted me to the back seat of the car and handed me his business card. "Call me tonight once you get in the bed if you want to talk more. I'll be up. Good night beautiful." My insides bubbled with expectant anxiety. He sent me on my way with an imaginary collar. In my overactive mind, I belong to him now.
Even knowing that he's in and out of town and there are other women. The needs of my submissive once activated can not be denied. As wet and excitable as my pussy was right now, I'm in active subspace, trying to hurry up to get to my car and get home. The lights were out at Kyle and Sharon's. I started my car and was in my lot in minutes.
I closed the door inside my apartment behind me in a self induced trance, stripped at the door. Panties, shoes and all, naked. I fall to my knees, gripping only my phone and Brian's card and crawl through the darkened hallway to my bedroom. Just a slut with unchecked needs. My pussy is wet, I can feel it between my inner thighs. I get under the covers and dial.
"You made it home and called Daddy right away. Good girl. " He says. Confirming that we're on the same wavelength. My skin tingled as I let out a barely audible, "Yes Sir." Giving him the signal that we were indeed on the same wavelength.