I sit on the couch staring at the message on my phone. 'I'll be home soon babe hope you're ready for this' stares up at me, the wink following it mocking me. I cringe. It's not that the sex is bad, it's just that the sex is the same sex it's been for the last four years. I love my fiancée more than anything, but sometimes I long for a little bit more fun in the bedroom and a little less wink faces and missionary.
Absentmindedly, I start to think about the book I'd been reading. I read erotica to take the ebb of the longing away. I live vicariously through the characters in my books, imagining the ruthless protagonists tying me up and having their way with me. In the last chapter I read before bed last night Curtis, a big, dominant cowboy was punishing his submissive for not obeying. The scene was so hot but with Mike sitting in bed beside me I couldn't do anything about how it made me feel.
As I think about the scene from last night I start to feel the tingly feeling in my clit I get when I think forbidden thoughts, like the off-limits world of bdsm. It's something I've always been so curious about, how it would feel to be so vulnerable to one person, to please someone with just obedience, to mix pain with my pleasure. My fiancée grew up in a small, closed-minded town where most people married high school sweethearts and the most adventurous we ever got in bed was the occasional round of anal, usually following a few drinks to make us both more courageous.
My hand starts rubbing my clit from outside my pants, pushing hard against the little bud through my yoga pants. The textured fabric from my thong excites me and I look down to see my nipples hardening, poking through the thin material of the tank top I changed into after work. My free hand pinches one, rolling it between my fingers, feeling it get harder as I put more and more pressure on it. A soft moan escapes as the simultaneous pleasure from rubbing myself and pinching my nipple pushes me towards orgasm.
I'm so engaged in playing with myself that I don't notice the front door open or hear the footsteps from the front entry to the living room. I'm pushing myself towards finishing when I hear him clear his throat. I look up, startled and guilty at being caught. I'm usually so careful when I know Mike will be home soon, but the scene from last night was fresh in my head and it made me careless.
I feel so exposed as I look up at my fiancée. When I first look at him he has the lazy, confident smirk on his face that makes him look so irresistible. It makes me feel even more vulnerable as he takes in my wide-spread legs and hand on my breast. The smirking hardens into something sinister, his green eyes narrowing at me in a way that worries me.
He drops the bag he carries on the ground and covers the room in four long strides. Grabbing the hair on top of my head he pulls back, forcing me to look up at him. My eyes water slightly at the sudden shock of both the pain of my hair being yanked and the fact that Mike did it to begin with. The tears slightly blur the outline of my tall, handsome brunette fiancée and I have to force myself to focus on the picture past his shoulder so I don't start crying.
"What do you think your doing?" he asks me, his voice calm but menacing. When I do not answer, he pulls me up out of a seating position by my hair and shakes his hand, shaking me along with it. "Answer me you little slut."
A tear streams down my cheek. "I was just waiting for you to get home. I-I-I thought I'd get myself ready for you," I stammer out, scared about what has gotten into my fiancée. He never gets mad, or upset even. I didn't like the look in his eyes.
"You were being a naughty slut is what you were doing," my fiancée replies. He picks me up more by my hair and starts walking toward the dining room, pausing to pick up the bag he dropped earlier. "Naughty sluts get punished. I hope your ready for the consequences of your actions."
His words both terrify and excite me. I stumble along behind him, trying to keep up to relieve some of the pain on my scalp. When we reach the dining room he half releases me, half throws me against the edge of the table. I move to stand up and I feel a hand on my back pushing my stomach back onto the table. "Don't move," he growls in my ear.
Unwilling to piss him off anymore, I stay still. I hear a rustling behind me and I know he's doing something with the bag he brought in with him. I wonder what's in the bag but I don't dare turn around to look. He takes his time, and although I'm still scared, the anticipation of waiting has the tingly feeling returning to my clit.
The rustling stops. He steps back towards me. He kneels behind me and I can feel him do something to the bottom of both table legs. He's so tall that even kneeling, he comes up to almost my shoulders so I feel the flutter of activity against me as he works at his task. He stops, and I feel his hands at my hips and I instinctively lean a little into him. He slams me harshly back against the table without moving his hands from my hips. He snarls "I told you not to move slut. You're just making it worse on yourself not listening to me."
With no notice, he rips my pants and underwear down to my feet with one swift movement. He pulls them out from under my feet and nudges my legs wider. I feel fabric being rubbed against my left ankle and realizes he's tying my ankle to the legs of the table. I start to pull my leg away but he reaches up and delivers a quick, hard smack to my bare ass. "Move one more time and I promise you you won't be able to sit for a week."
My body shakes with his promise, reacting to his words. My clit throbs now and I rub against the edge of the table slightly, without thinking, to try and find some release. When I realized that I've yet again disobeyed him, I flinch, waiting fo another smack. But instead of smacking me, he laughs. "What, little slut can't control herself?" he mocks. "I can see how wet your pussy is."
He blows on my exposed pussy and it makes me squirm. He finishes binding my legs and he steps away again. I hear the bag rustle again and then he is beside me and I try to catch his eye. He has two straps in his hand. He ties one to each of my wrists without looking at me. When he is done he takes the ends of the straps and pulls them lengthwise down the table and tying them to the legs on the far side of the table. He steps back and admires his work. He has my top half stretched tightly across the table and has my legs pushed widely apart, showcasing my wet pussy to the room.
Returning to the bag, he grabs more items he had brought home with him. He goes to the side of the table that my top half isn't covering and starts setting things down. I move my head slightly to look up and see what he's doing and my eyes go wide. I never would have guessed my small town fiancée would even know what half these things are, let alone have the courage to buy them.
A bottle of lube, an assortment of types of dildos ad vibrators, a riding crop and a small metal object sits on the table in front of me. Whatever Mike had planned for tonight, he had been planning it for a while.
"Imagine my surprise," he begins, grabbing the bottle of lube and the metal object. "When I go to look at your book library on your tablet to get gift ideas for your birthday and I find it full of smut." He sets the bottle down and I see the metal thing he was rubbing lube on was an anal plug. I tense up, knowing where he is going with it.
"Mike, I don't think I-"