He had been my Master for nearly a year. I cannot say exactly why I so enjoyed the humiliation, the torment and the pain that he made me endure. But I did. Very much. My feeling for him was like an addiction. Many times I thought, âIâve had enough. I canât stand this. This is the last time.â But I always came back. I needed him. And he knew, and he used that knowledge to take my humiliation and torment to another, much higher, level.
âYouâve done all right, slave,â he had said. âBut Iâm still not sure you are mine. I need you to prove it absolutely. I want you to bring me another slave. I think I would like that.â
I was shocked and did not know how to respond. Although our Master-slave relationship was complete when we were alone in private, we had always been discrete. Surely I was a doting and obedient girlfriend when we were together in public, but nothing too obvious. He knew how much I feared that others would discover my submissive nature and strange erotic dreams.
âBring me another slaveâyour choice, but she must be attractive to me, of course,â he said flatly, âAnd donât come back here again without one.â
Forget the bondage, the floggings, the amazing things he had done to me and made me do. Banishment. That would be the worst punishment he could ever administer. As I say, I was addicted to him and I had no choic
I had met my Master at a seminar in Bangkok, where we both live. I am a Thai lady. Twenty-five years old. Not a knockout, but cute enough, or so everyone tells me. I am trim, with nice legs, 34-C breasts, long straight jet-black hair, and rather fair skin for a Thai lady. My motherâs family originally came from China.
I was working the registration desk at the seminar when the man who would become my Master came up to register. He was an American in his forties, but still in good shape and rather handsome. I recognized his name, and remembered I had spoken to him when he made his reservation. I told him so. In light of what was to come, he was surprisingly shy and soft-spoken. He said he remembered speaking to me. I offered him my business card and he said he would call me sometime. He did so, about a week later.
I digress. How that call progressed into my current position as the lucky slave to a remarkable Masterâequal parts caring and cruelâis a long story that perhaps I will tell you some other time. My task in writing at this time is to tell my story of seeming betrayal, the tale of what happened when my Master demanded that I provide him a second slave.
It took me several days to decide what to do. I thought seriously of finding a prostitute who might be willing. Or perhaps to try roaming the bars for a likely candidate. But I could not bring myself to do it. Not nearly. I could not bring myself to discussing such things with a stranger. Finally I decided that I must talk to my best friend, Ying. I would carefully feel her out on the subject, and see if she would help me out. We were best friends, after all.
Much to my shame, though, in the end I tricked her. I had never told Ying that I was having a relationship, let alone the nature of the relationship. Ying thought I still needed a boyfriend, and often tried to set me up. My secrecy about having âa friendâ had bothered me a long time, because apart from thatâand my interest in being dominatedâI told her everything.
Desperate, though, to bring my Master another slave so I could see him again, I told Ying I had met a remarkable gentleman whom I wanted her to meet. He had, I said, invited us to his home for dinner. She was so happy that I had finally found a man that interested me. She said she was dying to meet him. We made a âdateâ to go to his home on Friday night.
I called my Master to let him know. As if he could read my mind, which I think he truly can, he asked, âDoes Ying know she is to be my slave?â Of course I could not lie to my Master. âNot yet,â I had stammered, âI thought maybe you would like the privilege of telling her.â
âGood,â he said, much to my relief. âThat will make things more interestingâfor all of us.â
When Ying and I arrived on Friday night, he was at first the charming host. He fixed us drinks and served them himself. During some mostly idle chitchat, my Master remarked what great friends Ying and I seemed to be. Ying had answered, innocently I think, âYes. I would do anything for Ning, and I am sure she would do the same for me.â
My Master smiled and said kindly, âI thought so. But do you mean anything?â She responded without hesitating, âAnything.â
âRight,â he said, and then suddenly, âNing, stand on the table, now.â
I was terrified by his sudden order, but did not hesitate to comply, setting my drink down and standing on the coffee table. âTell Ying you are my slave and do everything I orderâ, he said. Tears of shame at my position, and my betrayal of my friend welled in my eyes.
âI obey your every order, Master,â I said, in a tone barely above a whisper.
âO.K., then,â he said, âtake you dress off now.â
As he had ordered beforehand, I was wearing a short black dress, black stockings and garters, black pumps, with rather long heels. I suppose under the circumstances I hesitated a little, even though I feared any hesitation would displease my Master. What could Ying be thinking? I could not even look in her direction. I reached behind my neck, unhooked and unzipped the back, then pulled my dress off over my head. This was not easy, standing as I was in heels on a coffee table. I nearly fell as I leaned forward to pull the dress over my long black hair.
âYou look lovely,â my Master said. âTurn around and bend forward. Grab your ankles.â To keep my balance I had to spread my legs beyond shoulder width. My hair hung to the floor. My ass and a portion of my pussy were exposedâalmost thrustâtoward my Master and Ying sitting together on the sofa. My view of them would have been framed by my long legs, but I had shut my eyes. I could not bear to look at the friend I had betrayed. I nearly stood down off the table and told my Master that I could take any punishment, but I could not lead to my friendâs punishment. But I didnât. I stayed in my awkward position on the table. There was a strange silence, as neither my Master nor Ying said word.
Finally, my Master broke the silence with an order, âDonât be shy, slave, open your eyes and look at us.â Again, I barely had the nerve to obey, but I had even less nerve not to. When I opened my eyes I focused on my Master, who wore a small smile. Out of the corner of my eye I hazarded a glance at Ying. I could not read her face. Shock? Horror? Disgust? Fear? It might have been any or all of them. But what I thought I saw was wonder and amazement. Even if I was right, though, I could not know what amazed her.
My Master reached out and pinched my buttocks. He ran his hand along the length of my leg. I knew he likes the feel of stockings on my legs. âShe has lovely legs,â he said, as much as if he were talking to himself as Ying.
âGet your collar and leash, slave,â he said. I knew from the nature of his order that I would not be allowed to walk. I stepped down from the table and crawled to the maidâs room, where I knew the collar and leash were kept. I felt miserable at the thought of crawling in front of Ying, but was relieved to get off the table and out of the room, if only for a moment. I could not delay though. I returned to the room, crawling, with the collar and leash in my mouth, as my Master wished whenever I retrieved them. My Master fastened the collar on my neck, snapped the leash into place, andâmuch to my surpriseâhanded it to Ying.
âYou have a terrific friend, slave. Sheâs beautiful. Beautiful and loyal, for as she said she would do anything for you. Show your appreciation. Worship her feet,â my Master ordered.
Hardly believing I was doing this, I knelt at Yingâs feet. She was wearing open-toed high-heeled sandals over flesh colored pantyhose. I kissed the tops of her toes gingerly. I could tell, I think, that Ying didnât know what to do. Should she pull her feet away? Would that help or hurt my humiliating position?