Chapter 3: Kelly Hits Bottom
Kelly's visit with the boys was something she looked forward to every weekend. Brent stood by his word, and never brought up what was happening between them with the kids. He was polite, and even seemed genuinely concerned with how she was getting by. Even she could tell that he missed her. Yet when it came to any conversation about just the two of them, he grew silent and excused himself. She saw that it would take more than an apology to get back in his good graces. Kelly could only guess at the depths of his hurt. Brent was never a man to show emotions, he just didn't have it in him to be emotional. Although he had shown her nothing but love and tenderness in their relationship, when it came to putting his heart on his sleeve, Brent was a stone.
She drove back to her tiny, one bedroom apartment, wishing she could have pleaded with him, to make him see she wasn't the woman he had thrown out, anymore. She needed his caring personality, his comfortable presence, to fill her empty life again. She had been so terribly alone since that night! She remembered seeing that note, and knew she had finally been caught! What ever made her think that he wouldn't eventually find out? She wondered when he first started to realize how far gone she was?
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The night after Kelly had debased herself so fully, at Marcus' directions, she knew that she would never be able to tell Brent. She had to act as if nothing about her had ever changed. It was hard, seeing his face everyday, knowing what she had done. Yet, without fail, every night she found herself back online, facing Marcus; and his endless commands for her humiliation. She had given up on even thinking about denying that she enjoyed it! She waited for Brent to leave for work, kissing him good night. Then put the kids to bed, after they finished homework and baths. Kelly found it harder and harder not to just sprint for the computer. She got wet at the prospect of what Marcus might want her to do every night.
When she saw his name come up, she could already feel her juices flowing freely. She no longer felt ashamed of herself; Marcus told her that he liked her wet when he came on. She was sitting, as directed, with her feet up to either side of the camera, displaying her wet and excited slash to Marcus, (or anyone else who might turn on the connection)! She no longer cared if she was on public display. Marcus had gotten her past all that. She proudly showed herself to anyone he directed her to. Shame no longer played an unwilling role in her, online life!
As Marcus familiar script came up, she felt a shiver of excitement run through her body. Then she smiled stupidly, as he greeted her. "Hello, my little slut! You look very sweet today! I am so pleased with your appearance." Any compliment he gave her quickly heightened her arousal. She felt the beginnings of a small climax run through her! She was happy at the thought that she had pleased him.
"I have a little surprise my pet! I took the liberty of designing you a Website, so that everyone can see you in action!" he wrote. The happy grin she had had, quickly disappeared, and stark terror took its place! Her head began swimming at the thought of people she knew, finding that site. Quivers of terror locked her body immobile. She sat staring at those words, like a death sentence!
Before Kelly had a chance to respond, Marcus sent her the link to the site. She numbly made the connection to the link, and stared in horror at what she found. There, in all their depravities, were the detailed pictures of her, with anything and everything that she could, and did use, stuck in every possible orifice! Pictures of the things he had told her to do, online, in still photo form for anyone to see. She looked at nearly one hundred pictures of herself, with dildos, vibrators, bottles, even an aluminum softball bat, in both her vagina and her ass! She had not remembered even half of these events, and yet, they were undeniably Kelly. She could barely breath at the things she saw herself doing to her own body!
She never heard Marcus talking into her headphones, until he brought her back to reality with, "So slave, what do you think? Do they do you justice?" She could only stare at the photos and feel her stomach grow violently ill, at the idea that someone might find them! Her mind grasping at any idea of what she could do, not to have them posted. Without thinking, and realizing the devastation that those pictures would cause, she lashed out at Marcus, "What in the fuck do you think your doing? How in the hell will I ever explain these?" The fury in her voice, ruled out any other response! She stared at the collection of her nights online, as if she couldn't recognize herself being the woman whom had done these things.
Marcus typed out another line, her heart nearly stopped at what it said! "Check the link marked "Lonely Slut Wife!" Then the screen went silent. She scanned the banners that littered the site until she found it. Hesitantly she hit the connection. She watched as a connection to a movie short was made. The scene of a tiled men's room came into view. On the floor, blindfolded and gagged, was the scene she had played out last night, when she had gone to meet him. She watched as she sank willingly to the floor, and she was smiling! She then watched as an old transient walked out of a stall, and smiled in her direction. She watched in horror as he pulled down his filthy pants and directed his grotesque cock towards her mouth.
She remembered at how she had thought it was Marcus' cock, and then flushed with humiliation as she watched herself gleefully engulf the bum's grimy pole, with abandon! The movie continued as she made him finally cum, leaving a rope of his jism, between her hand and the end of his deflating cock. Then, she watched as the guy she had thought of as a kid, (he was really a nasty pimple faced guy in his thirties), take his place behind her. For the next few minutes it showed her from different angles, as she furiously fucked him as well. The scene then shifted to her being used, happily, by two construction workers, one tall muscular white guy, and another heavyset black guy. They pummeled her from both ends for a short time, with close up's of her mouth being filled with cock, and her, visibly slamming back, into the black guys thrusting hips.
As the movie continued, it showed her then being flipped to the floor, and her wantonly slamming herself down, repeatedly, on the black guy's massive rod. She only dimly remember any of this. It was the last scene that made her nearly scream. The figure of a man, no head was in the frame, with a cock so large it looked unreal, force his way into her waiting ass! From that point on, she looked as if she had lost her mind, as she wildly fucked back at the two huge shafts that skewered her. She looked to be screaming in agony, yet she continued to slam back at the two monsters.
Then the film just stopped, leaving her with the feeling of her heart pounding in her mouth. She felt her body experiencing it, as if she was there again. She stared blankly at the screen, is if stunned by her own whorish behavior. There was no possible way she could ever explain this, if it was ever found! Stunned, she sat looking at the screen, like this had to be some kind of nightmare, from which she would soon awaken. She could find no way out of this, no way in which to justify her own behavior. It took her a few moments to realize that Marcus had typed out something else.
"I will see you tonight! Be there at eleven, and be ready to do what your told!" it said. Before she could respond, he logged off, and she was left with the images of herself, glaring at her from the sites opening page. "What was she going to do? How would she ever be able to face Brent, or anyone else for that matter, if this was discovered?" she thought. She quickly deleted the site and turned off the computer. For an hour she sat there, in shock, at what she had just watched. The tears of her humiliation poured from her, the depravity of what she had done, finally sinking into her mind.
After that night, Marcus had directed her to meet him in different locations, never the same one twice. Each time he would tell her that if she did as she was told, he would give her the password to unlock the site. She could think of no other way, but to do as she was instructed. She agreed, time after time, to meet him. Her life was a cycle of fucking and sucking strangers, sometimes two and three at once. He never seemed pleased with her performances, and told her that when she finally got into it, she could have the password. She had been doing just as he directed, she was no longer enjoying any of it.
The last time she met with Marcus, he told her that if she didn't give this one her all, he would be sure that Brent got the link! As proof that he was serious, he wrote Brent's screen name on a slip of paper and showed it to her. She knew no other way out but to submit to what he wanted.
She was given instructions to meet him at an abandoned warehouse a few miles from their home. She thought that she could place the building, and agreed to meet him. Brent was working a double that night, so she knew she would have until around eight or so, to make it home. She dressed, again, in the white sleep shirt, (she had begun hating the sight of it), and drove to the address. She hoped that this night would be the last. She wanted more than anything to finally end this, and try to regain what life she could salvage.