She drove back to her apartment smiling. Helen had not been this happy in a long time. She decided that she was ready to face her father and would make an effort to talk to him. She grabbed her cell phone out of her purse and called Ryan to tell him that she wanted to meet him for lunch.
Ryan was waiting at le Celeste when Helen arrived. She chose the restaurant because it was "neutral ground" or at least she hoped it was. The Maitre d`Hotel didn't seem to recognize Ryan when they entered the restaurant and Helen breathed a sigh of relief. After being shown to their table and sitting down, Helen started the conversation.
"There are some things that I have to tell you," she watched him carefully as she uttered each word. "I really had intended to steal those designs from you, but I wasn't counting on liking you so much."
"Is that all?" he said smiling at her.
"No, there's more." Helen picked up her menu and quickly picked out something to eat. Ryan chose something else for her and sent the waiter scurrying.
Helen was surprised at Ryan. She had not expected him to ignore her wishes. "Michael says that you like to have men make decisions for you. Was he wrong?" Helen gasped at his question.
"What else did he tell you about me?"
"That you like to play rough," he smiled broadly at his choice of words. "I can, if you really want me too."
"No, I don't want you to. I don't want you to change, to become your brother or any other man who 'plays rough' as you put it."
"Then what is it that you wanted to tell me?" he asked.
"I can't work for you."
"You can't?"
"I'd rather work in a department store selling perfume than to be a security risk for your company. I really do care about you. Michael says that it's something else, something more... but I'm not sure. I need time."
"I suppose you need some space, too," Ryan answered dryly.
"NO! I don't want that! I can't bear the thought of not seeing more of you, I just haven't figured out why..."