It had come as quite a shock to Josh, although looking back, maybe it shouldn't have. Sarah, his wife of 6 months, told him that she was now going to be entirely in charge of their sex life. She told him that she would decide when they had sex, how they had sex, and whether or not he would be allowed to have an orgasm, and he was dumbfounded. Looking back he would have to admit that he had indeed been "pussy whipped" and would have done almost anything for his stunningly beautiful wife to get her sexual favors.
From the beginning of their relationship, his wife, Sarah, had taken the initiative in their sex life. Sarah told him that she had a traumatic experience with a man she really cared for and said that this man had raped her, leaving her traumatized when it came to having sex. Sarah said her worst fear was that someone would overpower her and she would again experience this kind of trauma. She had been to therapy to deal with this scarring event, and said she felt she was ready to date again. Sarah said she had been searching for a kind and gentle sort of man who would never cause her to feel fearful in sexually intimate situations.
Josh said he totally understood and would do whatever he needed to do to make her feel safe and loved and said he empathized with how difficult that experience must have been for her. He was also totally smitten by her. Sarah was the most strikingly beautiful woman he had ever known
So, when it came to sexual matters, Sarah would stop Josh if he tried to touch her or initiate any action that was or could be perceived as sexually aggressive in any way, saying he was moving too fast or was scaring her, and Josh would stop. At the same time she'd tell him how much she wanted to fuck him, how hot and wet she was for him, and would tease him with kisses, only initiated by her, and if he began to kiss her back or got too passionate, then she would stop, again saying he was scaring her.
Josh wasn't allowed to touch or hold her, and if he did she would freeze, until he apologized for his "mistake." She would sometimes simply end the interaction and get up and walk away. Most times she would begin the process again, teasing him but at the same time blocking any satisfaction.
When Josh's frustration reached its peak, she would again say how much her pussy ached for his cock, "I want to feel that hard cock inside me," then would rub her crotch or her hands all over the bulge in his pants, ignoring his pleas to slow down or stop, making him shoot prematurely. After it was clear that Josh had cum in his pants and was feeling ashamed, Sarah would then express how disappointed and frustrated she was to be left unsatisfied.
She would repeat this scene or some variation over and over during the next several months, leaving Josh feeling frustrated, humiliated, and ashamed of his inability to pleasure this beautiful and seemingly very sexual woman. When Josh tried to address the dynamics between them that he believed was leading to their lack of sexual success, Sarah would cry and accuse Josh of being like the others and wanting to be in total control and overpower her. Josh said that he wasn't like that and wanted to do whatever he could to make sex a good experience for her and eventually apologized for scaring her and again agreed to go at her pace.
Sarah would now portray Josh's "premature" ejaculations as being sexually selfish and thinking only of himself, and trying to prove that he wasn't selfish and wanting to please and satisfy her, said that he would do whatever it took to make it up to her. She suggested that because he always came before she was ready that perhaps he could please her first, but on her terms.
She had him strip and lie on the bed on his back, and then she would strip very seductively, revealing the most amazing body Josh had ever seen. She was about 5 foot 6 inches, with a perfect "hourglass" figure. Her breasts were firm C-cup size with nipples that stuck out almost an inch surrounded by large, dark areolas. To top it off, (or perhaps to bottom it out), Sarah had the roundest most perfect ass, an ass that seemed to defy gravity.
With Josh forbidden to touch this tremendous beauty (for fear of scaring her, she often said), Sarah kissed and bit Josh, her tongue just slipping inside his lips, then slowly making her way to his groin, touching and stroking his cock, teasing and getting him close to orgasm but stopping just before he would cum, reminding him not to be selfish. Then moving again towards his mouth, she would bite his nipples, playing a fine edge between pain and pleasure and leaving him moaning.
If he tried to hold her or touch her, she would abruptly turn cold and would stiffen her posture and stop. He would beg her to continue so he could please her, and she would "reluctantly" return to her biting, eventually ending with her gorgeous full breasts rubbing all over his face. She would instruct him to stick out his tongue, and she would swirl her breasts and nipples around his tongue not the other way around. Then she would have him suck on her nipples for the longest time, and he was in heaven.
When she had enough attention given to her breasts, she would rise up, turn around, and straddle his face, keeping her glistening pussy just above him. She would slowly lower herself onto his awaiting mouth and face and then rubbed herself all over his face and used his nose to rub to penetrate and stimulate her. He was not to move or she would stop. Once she was ready she had him extend his tongue into her pussy and instructed him how to lick her pussy and clit to make her feel good, and soon orgasm after orgasm would come.
Sarah would praise Josh's tongue and efforts, saying how good he made her feel, and lying down next to him, Sarah would start biting his nipples and grinding her pelvis into his hip. She would also slowly stroke Josh's penis, saying how much she was looking forward to having his hard cock inside her, until he was nearing his own orgasm from her hand job.
If he tried to warn her of his impending orgasm, she would stop, saying Josh was trying to take over, often just ending this sexual encounter entirely, and leaving him immensely frustrated. If Josh didn't saying anything, Sarah would continue until he came all over his stomach. Then Sarah expressed her frustration that Josh had been selfish again, cumming again and not inside her pussy where she wanted and where Josh might have at least tried to satisfy her.
These orgasms were almost always humiliating and shame producing for Josh, and he began to also think of himself as being selfish and unable to satisfy this sexual goddess. Sometimes Sarah would tease and stroke Josh's cock so much at the beginning of a sexual interaction and before he was able to pleasure her that he would cum "prematurely." She would then berate Josh for only thinking of himself and his cock, and Josh would beg her to let him pleasure her with his mouth as usual.
The first time this happened, where Josh came "prematurely" and he begged to satisfy her with his mouth, Sarah somewhat angrily asked, pointing to his belly, "Where was this cum supposed go?"
Josh sheepishly said, "In your pussy," (although in fact his cock had in fact never touched or been near Sarah's pussy).
Then using her hand to scoop up as much cum off his belly as possible, she rubbed his cum between her legs and reached for another scoopful and placed it again in her crotch. "Since it was supposed to be between my legs, I think it's only fair for it to be there when you pleasure me. Don't you think?" Not really wanting to deal with tasting his own cum but also not wanting to disappoint Sarah again, Josh didn't know what to do.
However, when Sarah said, "I guess you're just too selfish to want to pleasure me and make up for another of your 'mistakes'," and started to leave the bed, Josh begged her to stay and allow him to pleasure her and clean up his mistake. And with that, Josh started to lick Sarah's pussy and the cum she deposited there for him.
At first he was disgusted with the taste, but as he focused on the task of pleasing Sarah and repairing his mistake, he felt a weird sort of forbidden pleasure of his own, and he even began to get hard again, and hoped that he and Sarah might actually consummate their union, but after she came from his ministrations, she made it clear that she saw his hard-on as just another piece of evidence that all he cared about was his cock and getting off.
One day, when they were in the bedroom and about to start their usual routine, Sarah said that she wanted to change things around a little. Sarah pointed out that, just because Josh came prematurely, it shouldn't mean that Sarah should have to do all the work in order to have her pleasure and asked if Josh would be willing to do more to please her and not make her work so hard for her own pleasure. Josh said he was willing to do more but was confused about what she wanted, and Sarah suggested that she just walk Josh through what she wanted him to do.
So instead of Josh lying down on his back, Sarah laid down on her back first, and asked him to lie down next to her. She then instructed him to kneel above her and kiss, lick, and even lightly bite her breasts, and moving down between her thighs, instructing him how to lick and pleasure her pussy. He was to remain above her but not to cover her by lying on top of her.
Since he had already been pleasuring her pussy in way he knew she liked, following her directions now was not much different from when he had pleasured her from below, this new change was easy for him, and quite pleasurable, being allowed to move. Soon Sarah was thrashing about in an orgasmic frenzy, and Josh was incredibly excited as well. After she had recovered and had enough of Josh's tongue and mouth, she lay next to him as usual, and teased, bit and stroked him until he again came outside of her and on his belly.
Sarah said she enjoyed this new way he pleasured her, but said she was angry at having, "the same old result," referring to the cum on his belly. This time she said that she thought he deserved a more serious consequence without calling it a punishment, and Josh reluctantly agreed, thinking he would be licking her cum smeared pussy again.
However, instead of smearing his cum on her pussy, she scooped up the cum and smeared it into the crack of her ass and lying on her belly, told him she thought he should tongue her ass and lick up his mess. Sarah said she thought this would a better consequence for him. Over the next several months, Josh spent a great deal of time, cleaning cum from her ass due to his continuing "failures."
Despite their bizarre sex life, Josh was hooked on Sarah, and asked her to be his wife. Sarah expressed feeling uncertain and afraid that his attempts to please her were just a ruse to gain her trust and later abuse her. She noted how selfish Josh had been and didn't know if they'd ever be able to successfully have sex. "I guess I'm just too damaged for you," Sarah lamented.
