Punishment
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Punishment

by Emilyagilbert 18 min read 4.5 (8,700 views)
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Rules of BDSM Manor - safety, respect, and consent.

Note to reader: You will get more from these characters if you read the stories in order, but it's not compulsory.

Tess-O'Meter -- Green.

-X

I heard the door open and grabbed a cloth to wipe my hands, turning with interest.

Alex had been at an important meeting this afternoon. He and Karen's merged business had gotten to the point where they couldn't cope with demand. Not without taking on staff, and neither of them wanted to do that.

Instead they had moved more towards training other people to have the skills to manage their own IT security and it had been a massive success.

Ironically they charged more for training than they did for doing it themselves. Worked less hours, and had a far better work/life balance. Both of them had taken to training like ducks to water and loved every day.

Alex had also taken to the BDSM Manor partnership and his responsibilities with the tenant farmer's. He loved spending time getting his hands mucky and planning how to protect and improve the land. John said he had a knack.

However, today he'd had a meeting with a new client from LA, who was expanding into London and Alex had really wanted this contract.

His text forty-five minutes earlier had said 'About an hour. Success. Bringing a guest'.

I was curious. Either he had bumped into a mate, and was dragging them back for dinner, or had invited the client, but that had never happened before.

Dinner was on me tonight, and I had made Stifado. Hopefully up to Mama's standards. It was March, dark and wintery. Slush all over London and this was comfort food at its best.

"Hello?" Alex called.

"Hey," I stopped in shock as Alex walked in with a tall, dark haired man grinning behind him. "Clay?"

"Hi, Leslie!"

"Oh my God!" I laughed as Clayton Harper swept across the room and lifted me off my feet in a rib crushing hug.

Nearly Alex's height at 6.3 (what can I say, I like tall guys), he was possibly the most ridiculously handsome man I had ever known. Black hair, bright blue eyes, perfect 5 o'clock shadow (I think he was born with it) and blindingly white, not quite perfect teeth, which only made him better looking.

And a body, currently flush against mine, to die for. It was Clay who had gotten me into weights. I hadn't seen him in more than a decade.

We had been together nearly two years and had spent most of our time in the gym, fucking, or teasing subs.

"Wow. Hi," I laughed as he dropped me back to the floor and briefly pressed his cheek to mine. A tender habit I had always loved. "It's so good to see you. Are you Alex's new client?"

"I am," he confirmed. "I hope it's okay I dropped by."

"Yes, of course," I laughed. "It's amazing to see you.

Alex moved past me with the half slide / half embrace which is both casual and loving and always makes me feel like my heart just got a hug. "Just gonna change," he mumbled.

I smiled at him and then turned back to Clay, waving a hand at the kitchen stools to encourage him to sit. "I have a fantastic organic red you will adore," I suggested and he grinned.

Yea, we had spent quite a lot of time drinking wine as well!

"So how did you guys make the connection?" I asked as I grabbed glasses and the wine.

"Ah, well. I have a small office here, you know because," he wrinkled his nose.

"Private bathroom," I half laughed, interrupting. Clay hated sharing a bathroom. Even with me when we were half living together.

"Yea, yea. I'm not going to be in London that often after this initial set up, but I wanted my own space. It's tiny though." He took the glass with thanks and took a deep breath. "Hmmmm." Then a sip. "Oh, wow that's delicious."

I smiled and sat with my glass, thrilled at this unexpected blast from the past.

"So I have a huge montage, a duplicate of one in my main office in LA," he continued. "The life and times of Clayton Harper! There's a picture of us when we did that river rafting in Colorado."

"Oh, that was fun! So Alex told you who he was?"

"Nope," Clay laughed. "He tapped the picture and said 'I've always wanted to do that. Friend of yours?' I said, ex-boyfriend who I hadn't seen in years and I was hoping to catch up as he lived in London. Alex gave me a naughty look and I was like, No, I have a partner now, not like that. And then we sat down and sorted terms. He didn't say a word!"

I was just grinning.

"That man certainly knows his own worth, he drives a hard bargain."

"Oh he does, and he's sneaky." I got up and stirred the Stifado.

"He sure is. When we were done he went back over to the picture, tapped it again and said, 'Leslie here...we're married'. I was like, what? I knew I hadn't mentioned your name. Alex comes over and holds his hand out to shake, which I did because my brain was not working and he goes, 'I'm Alex, Leslie's husband. Pleased to meet you.' Seriously, my Gaydar must be broken. It didn't even cross my mind."

"I'm actually bi, so it may just have been malfunctioning," Alex admitted as he came back in. Snug in ancient jeans, thick socks and a worn, long sleeved T-shirt. The message, not that I needed it, was 'Do not try to share me with this man.'

I lifted the wine bottle in question, but he shook his head, "Nah. I'll stick with water, thanks."

Topping up mine and Clay's glasses I sat back down. "Five minutes more," I answered Alex's unspoken question.

"Where did you get the bread? Rosie's?" he asked, poking under the cloth covering the herb scattered loaf.

"Yes. Only the best for you," I rolled my eyes.

"It smells amazing," Clay said.

"Well, I'm not as talented as Alex in the kitchen, but I can hold my own," I told him.

Alex joined us with two small glasses of icy water for us, and a large one for himself.

"You don't like wine?" Clay asked.

"I don't really drink much," Alex admitted, pulling a face.

"So how did you meet?" Clay asked and Alex fluttered his stupidly long lashes at me.

I snorted out a laugh. "I was just minding my own business," I declared.

"Oh, you were so looking!" Alex told me.

"I was swimming," I said. "This one kept popping up."

"And," Clay proceeded cautiously. "You have similar interests?"

"If you're asking if I'm aware Leslie is a kinky bugger, then yes I am," Alex told him.

"We have similar interests," I confirmed. Then waited until Clay took a sip before adding, "But from opposite sides."

His eyes opened wide and he choked slightly, "What?"

"I think your Subdar is faulty as well," I teased and Alex laughed.

Clay looked at Alex in amazement.

"Yes, I was Leslie's slave before I married him."

"To be fair, we fell pretty fast," I admitted, and Alex smashed his fist into his palm, making Clay jump.

"Like POW. Love. It was awesome." Then Alex hopped off the stool, "I'm gonna dish out, it must be ready. I'm starving."

"Go for it," I agreed. Smirking at Clay who was gazing at Alex like he had two heads.

"Stop staring," Alex complained without turning around.

I laughed as Clay blinked and looked at me.

"I know exactly how you feel," I told him. "I had an accident a few months ago and lost the last ten years of my memory." I tapped my head. "Coming back here from the hospital with Alex. Finding out I was married to this stranger who was also a sub, and my slave. I just couldn't get my head around it."

Alex placed the steaming pot of stew on the table as Clay asked, "Did your memory come back, or did you fall in love again?"

I looked at Alex and smiled. "Both," I admitted, my voice catching slightly.

Alex's eyes lit up in pleasure, before he took my face and kissed me.

I was breathless when he let me go and we were both blushing, which is unlike us. We glanced at Clay, but he had his chin on his hand and a dopey expression on his face.

"You two really are beautiful together," he said. "I can literally FEEL the connection."

Alex cleared his throat and went for the dishes, then the bread as I served.

"My memory came back overnight. No fuss. Three or four days later. So I've actually fallen in love with Alex twice," I finished the story.

"And you remember both?"

"Yea, I'm a lucky guy."

"That must have been so weird though?"

"God yea. John and Curtis both kicked my ass over it, but it was strange." I paused and took a bite.

"That's pretty good," I declared.

"It's as good as Mama's," Alex told me. "But if you tell her I said that, I'll call you a liar."

"It's delicious," Clay told me, digging in.

"How's Claire?" I asked. Claire was Clay's sister, and part of the reason we had split up. Or more accurately, why it happened sooner rather than later.

Clay had been debating coming to London with me. I had been debating the fact that I suspected we might be better friends than life partners, with us both being dominants.

Then Claire had dropped the bombshell that she had breast cancer. With only three days before surgery, a husband on deployment and not contactable, and two small children, our potential long sad goodbye became a mad dash in two separate directions. And that was that.

"She's great. Still cancer free. Max is retired from the Navy now. The kids are no longer kids. They're all great."

I reached over and took his hand, squeezing hard. "I'm so pleased she's well. That's fantastic news."

"Thanks," he coughed a little and blinked rapidly. He and Claire were always super close.

"Did Clay tell you about us?" I asked Alex and he nodded.

"Yea, he said you were kinda wrenched apart with no warning. That's tough. But how come you lost touch completely?"

We both winced.

"I found it hard," Clay admitted. "At the start I was heartbroken. I think Leslie was more realistic than I was about our future, but leaving him literally broke my heart. Then suddenly it was kids to school and comforting them, and surgery and recovery, then more treatment. Max coming back and having to leave again before it was over. Suddenly over a year had passed and our emails had trailed off."

I shook my head guiltily. "I don't really know why the emails stopped. Just, one day I realized I hadn't heard from Clay in three years, and I dunno. Kept meaning to get in touch, but never did."

"Maybe it was just meant to be," Alex suggested. "A proper break, so now you can start again as friends."

I leaned over and kissed his cheek. Always such a sweet heart. In truth Clay and I had been lazy and careless with each other.

We chatted through the meal. Clay telling us about his boyfriend and stories about Claire and the kids.

Me telling him about the manor and my role there. Plus all the fun we like to have.

It seemed like five minutes, but soon it was 11pm and I was walking Clay down to meet his cab.

"I would like to come see the manor," he admitted. "I always wanted to. But gorgeous as he is, I don't think it's appropriate for me to mix business and pleasure with Alex."

"We'll sort something out," I considered. "There's loads of space, I can keep the two of you separate easily enough. You should both have a think about whether you're comfortable with observing him or not. Even if not, I can keep you apart for a weekend, no problem."

"In that case, please can I come and see the manor?"

"Yes, of course," I grinned. "We'll meet up in a few weeks and have a chat, decide how to do it. You couldn't come this weekend anyway. Alex is due a severe public punishment."

"Really? Just for fun, you mean?"

"No. He betrayed me. So it's a real punishment. Not that he won't enjoy parts of it. The parts he doesn't enjoy, we all will."

"Wait? He was unfaithful?"

"No! Jesus, no. He shot me in the back while we were playing paintball. Just to win a stupid plastic trophy and get cake," I confirmed grumpily.

Clayton stared at me for a full thirty seconds before he burst out laughing.

"Yea, yea. Laugh!"

"That was not what I was expecting you to say."

I stood and grinned at his mirth. To be fair, it was pretty funny. And Alex knew full well I would be revenged. That's why he did it.

The cab pulled up and we moved forward.

"Thanks for a lovely meal and a fun evening," Clay said, pulling me into a hug.

I held on for a moment and rubbed his back. "I missed you Clay. Let's take more care with each other, yea?"

"Older and wiser now," Clay said as he stepped back.

"Older, anyways."

He laughed and turned towards the cab, but then spoke to the driver and turned back.

"Leslie, I don't think, with everything that was going on, I ever thanked you properly for everything you did when Claire got sick."

I frowned, casting my mind back.

Clay had thrown basics into a bag and been on a flight within four hours of getting Claire's call.

I had packed up my stuff and shipped to London. Packed up his stuff and shipped to LA. (We didn't live together, but our belongings were evenly spread over two apartments!)

"It was no problem," I said, slightly bemused.

"I'm not talking about boxing up our crap," he said. "I'm talking about you flying out to LA to say goodbye before you flew back to England. It meant the world to me that you took the time to do that."

"Well you left some valuables," I started, and Clay interrupted me.

"Which you could have couriered, as well you know. It meant the world, Leslie. I want you to know that."

I looked at the ground and blew out a shaky breath, but then looked up. "I loved you, Clay. I wanted a proper goodbye, and I wanted to hold you one last time. It was more than worth the flight, and my pleasure to do it."

We hugged again.

"Friends?"

"Friends," I agreed. Then stood and watched the slightly blurry taxi leave.

I wasn't surprised when strong arms wrapped around me and pulled me close.

"You okay?" Alex asked softy.

I covered his hands with mine and let out a sad sigh. "Yea, I'm good. Alex?"

"What?"

"Will you take care of me tonight?"

I was turned and tenderly kissed, still close in Alex's arms.

"My pleasure. Come on."

-X

A few minutes later we walked into our bedroom, our arms still tight around each other's waists.

I pulled away slightly. "I'm just going to," I indicated the bathroom rather than explain.

"Of course. Take your time."

I flicked the light on and pulled my sweater over my head, before reaching for my tooth brush. I hadn't missed Alex's minty breath as we returned to the apartment. We were both quite anal about that.

I cleaned my teeth, generally freshening up. Then I just sighed and leaned on the sink. Staring at my reflection. Barely recognizing myself.

I felt strange. Somehow untethered. Discontent, but why?

Seeing Clay again had been wonderful, but underlying it was a pain I would never have expected.

I frowned and rubbed my chest. Why did I feel so vulnerable?

Sighing again, I smoothed my hair as best as I could (Alex was just going to mess it up anyway) and turned. Snapping the light off and walking back into the bedroom.

The room was dimly lit.

The bedside lamp, and two candles providing a gentle glow. Soft, sultry instrumental blues played quietly.

Alex was stood waiting. Still in jeans and T-shirt, having only removed his socks. His long feet bare, toes digging into the thick carpet.

I stopped, suddenly overwhelmed, and just gazed at him. When he held out a hand I walked forward and let him pull me in. Enclosing me in warmth and safety.

I slipped my arms around his narrow waist and held tight, as he smoothed my hair and my back, before starting to move.

Slipping me into a gentle dance to the quiet music.

I turned my face into his neck and relaxed.

After hours, or just a few minutes, he rubbed his cheek against my hair, "You okay?"

"It's strange," I admitted. "I thought Clay was in my past, but suddenly there he is and it hurts."

"You love him."

I nodded. My nose rubbing Alex's skin. "I didn't know."

I gripped his hips as Alex pulled back slightly and tipped my chin. Taking my lips in a quiet kiss.

"You never really had a chance to end it, or reconcile to the end of your relationship. Now you can, and you can be friends." He pressed his palm to my cheek. "You are different people now. It doesn't take you back. You will get to know who you are now and move forward. It's a good thing."

Then he pressed his lips to mine again. Teasing me open and slipping his tongue into my mouth. Loving and claiming me.

I slid my arms up his chest and behind his neck. Holding on as Alex took the kiss into filthy land.

"Take me apart, Alex," I muttered into his kiss. "Take me over the edge."

Alex slid a hand over my skin, stroking my chest and letting his fingers drift down my abs, before flicking the button on my jeans and easing the zip down.

Clever fingers, this boy. He should have been a pickpocket.

I gasped, pulling air out of his lungs, as his blunt nails lightly grazed my length.

Alex just continued kissing me and smiled against my lips, as his other hand slid into the back of my jeans and into my boxers.

Down my ass, his finger pressing gently against my hole.

My eyes drifted closed as I swayed and trembled. Alex pulled back to look at my face as he pressed lightly. "This what you need?" he asked.

"Please," I whispered. Moaning as he caressed my ass and my cock simultaneously. I was gripping his shoulders now to stay upright.

"You're mine?"

"I'm yours."

We were somehow still dancing and unexpectedly my knees hit the bed making me lose my balance. I gasped and gripped Alex harder. He pulled me against his erection and gave me a such a wicked grin I started to laugh.

"Too much wine," Alex accused as he lowered me to the bed and started to work my jeans over my hips.

I started to protest, but then realized I probably was a little loose. Flopping back and just grinning at the ceiling as Alex stripped me.

When he crawled onto the bed and over my body, he was naked as well, and our cocks rubbed deliciously together.

"Hmmmm," I moaned and arched up towards him as his lips crashed back down.

We kissed, and rolled, and wrestled, until we were both breathless and smeared in pre-cum.

Finally, both on the edge, Alex released my nipple from his teeth and muttered, "Roll over, Leslie."

With a happy grin, I did. Moving to my hands and knees and practically shoving my arse in Alex's face.

For over twelve years I hadn't let anyone take me this way. As a young man, exploring my dominant nature and the heady freedoms that the manor and my lifestyle allowed me, I had occasionally allowed partners to use me this way. Until I screwed up big time and my cousin had punished and banished me.

Her punishment had involved my being well used. An experience I cannot deny brought an equal amount of terror and excitement. Pleasure and pain. It was perhaps misjudged, but not all bad, and even now I sometimes discuss it with Alex and get turned all the way on.

But the fall out was that a slight discomfort with anal penetration (in hindsight, as a young man I hadn't trusted my partners enough, but wanted to please them) became avoidance.

I'd had hook ups and casual partners while living in New York, but prior to Alex, my only long term relationship had been with Clay. We were both dominants and when not playing with willing subs, would fuck like bunnies. But in private, Clay's nickname for me had been 'Mr Toppy', because not with tongue, fingers, toys, or cock, had I ever let him near my ass.

I loved Clay, and until tonight I hadn't realized just how much. But it took falling in love with Alex to allow me to really trust, and from there to switch.

I didn't bottom very often, but when I gave myself to Alex this way, it was unlike anything I had ever known.

Now I sighed and moaned as Alex gently penetrated me with slicky fingers. I was leaning on my forearms, my head pressed to the mattress, only able to half hold myself up. Weakened by desire.

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