A story about a SSBBW, or very large woman, who takes control of a pesky internet chat-room player and taunts him with what he wants but cannot have. The story is told in her perspective. It contains mild bondage, exhibitionism, voyeurism, denial teasing, and fat admiration or "FA" themes.
When things get slow at work, and I'm the only person in the office, I oftentimes log on to chat-rooms to kill some time and ease the boredom. I can sit back and lurk, flirt with the men who come looking for action; or find common ground among the other ladies who complain about the men who come looking for sexy photos, cyber-sex chat sessions, or offline quickies behind their wives' backs.
One long tedious afternoon I logged into my favorite chat, "Super Big Babes", and within seconds an instant message popped up on my screen. From somebody I had never chatted with before. It was a man (of course). He wanted to know if I was really "super big", and then wanted to know if I had any photos to share with him. I sent him the link to my profile, where there is a completely G-rated photo for all to see.
He typed back that he had already seen that photo. He was interested in seeing any photos I might have of myself which were not G-rated for all to see. Now, how stupid did he think I was? I mean come on. This is 2005. Anything and everything that makes its way into cyber-space is there for good and can turn up where you least expect it. Did he really think I would jeopardize my job, much less my reputation, by sending out compromising photographs online?
Obviously he did. Because he kept bugging me and bugging me and bugging me for sexy photos every time I went online. Now, most women would just block him from messaging and emailing them, right? Not me. Something about him and his desperation tugged at the dark recesses of my mind. I thought I would see how long he would keep pestering me for a photograph. I probably could have just sent him a hot one with my face blacked out, or from the neck down. But I didn't want to give him the satisfaction.
Since, he wasn't getting anywhere with the photo requests, he decided to grill me about my appearance. He wanted to know if I had big tits. Did I have pink or brown nipples? Did I carry my weight in my butt or belly? Since I carried it in my belly, was my belly round and firm or loose and droopy? What kind of clothes did I wear? How did I style my hair? Did I have pierced ears? This guy wanted to know every little detail about my body.
At first it got on my nerves. Who cares what color my nipples are, I have them, isn't that enough? But after a while, it started to turn me on. It's not every day that a woman my size (fat enough that even the largest size in the plus size department is not quite big enough for me) finds such an interested admirer. It was flattering, I will admit. I started to look forward to his instant messages popping up on the screen and his emails arriving in my mailbox. I thought that since he was over the whole photo obsession, we were settling into a nice little harmless flirtation.
But, after a few weeks had passed, he brought up the possibility of meeting me offline. He knew what city I lived in, and said that his company was sending him for training in my area. He would be in town for three days. And he was on an expense account and would love to take me to dinner and get to know me better. I was completely against the idea. I wasn't looking for somebody to date. I already had a partner. And we stuck by our mutual decision to "flirt but don't touch" when it came to other people.
"But it's only dinner and conversation" he said. What to do? What to do? I had absolutely no intentions of having sex with this man, or giving him compromising photographs of myself. Still, his nearly obsessive interest in me was a turn-on and if nothing else, I am a total slut for an ego-stroke. So, I nervously approached my partner and explained that I had a male chat buddy who would be in town and who wanted to buy me dinner and spend a little time with me. My partner honestly didn't mind. He knew that I was not going to throw our good thing away over a horny net guy. And as long as I stuck by our boundaries of "hands off", he was fine with it.
My net buddy was a bit taken aback at first when I told him yes, I would meet him for supper. He nearly blew it by asking me to wear something sexy with garter stockings underneath. I told him why bother with garter stockings if he is not going to be seeing them. He replied that even if he didn't see them, he would know they were there and that was enough for him. I joked that I would show up in a sweat suit just to show him who was the boss. We set the date. I would meet him in the lobby of his hotel. Obviously his company was quite generous to put him up in a four star hotel that had a four star restaurant on site. If nothing else, I would get to dine somewhere that I could not even hope to afford otherwise.
The day was approaching and he started increasing his instant message and email campaign to get me to show up in sexy attire. He sent me links to plus size clothing and lingerie websites, pointing out sexy outfits and telling me what he thought would flatter my build, my skin tone, and my hair color. I started getting a fluttery feeling in the pit of my belly and a tingling feeling a little lower down when I thought about what I would wear, and how I would act when I met him.
I realized that I knew next to nothing about his appearance. He said he was of average height, average weight, clean-cut, in his late forties, with brown hair. Nothing stood out about him. Oh yeah, he did mention that he had a big cock. But what man online doesn't claim to be packing at least eight inches? He said that when we met, he would be wearing a navy suit. Like any of a million middle management career men, there was nothing particularly unusual or interesting about him. Except that he had a preference for very fat women and had an apparent fixation on my body.