NOTE: this story is a fiction and none of what is depicted is supposed to be realistic, or meant to happen IRL. Contains mentions of rape and bullying.
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"Hey," I said, "stop being such a bad girl already."
My voice wasn't so firm and she obviously noticed. A cocky grin appeared on her face as she raised an eyebrow, but she didn't say a word; she stared at me, still perched on this fucking couch, still looking at me with her fucking smirk, still naked.
I could have cried at this point. I was about to fuck this girl I hated. I had hard a time believing this was going to happen.
She was a living nightmare and a pain in the ass.
We met earlier in the year, at uni, and people started mocking the bizarre couple we seemed to make. We weren't, she was just a brute.
I got fed up with her borderline-bullying of me and tried to shout back; I thought raising my voice a bit would at least make her tired of picking on me, and it didn't.
Things got worse and worse over time and even though it's actually nothing worth complaining (what would people even say if I, a grown-up 20 years-old man, complained of being bullied by a girl classmate?), it was unbearable and the more I tried to make it stop, the worse it was. I started thinking she was enjoying being shouted-back at.
One time, after class, when I had failed to rush out of the room, she asked me about my plans for the week-end, with this always same fucking smirk.
"I don't have any," I replied. God, would she just let me leave this place?
"Woah, such a surprise," she ironisated. "Gonna stare at your wall for 2 days, jerk off to some OnlyFans girl or ask Reddit about best ways to cope with your shitty life?"
"You'd be surprised," I muttered under my breath, trying to walk past her.
"Go on, then."
She had took a step forward, blocking my path. "Surprise me."
I guess the exhaustion made me grow wings.
"You're a stupid cunt! I hate you so much, I could make you regret every, fucking, word, you ever spoke to me, bastard."
"You're an incel," she said calmly, "and you'll die alone and virgin."
Another step forward and she was fixating me with her eternal smirk. She's quite tall, actually. I think we're about the same size.
"I don't care if YOU call me a virgin, fucking whore."
"Awww." She was standing still and I started feeling hopeless. I wanted to go home. "Saving yourself for marriage?"
"Saving myself for the day I'll rape you, cunt."
"Is this a challenge or a promise?"
I was bursting in rage, but i regretted my words instantly. Threatening a girl to rape her?? I was truly out of myself on this one. But I got the confirmation she liked the opposition.
This thought didn't calm me or some bullshit about understanding context, it just made me boil more.
"Is this a beg or a confession?"
"A threat. Rape me, coward."
As some sort of clichΓ© sexual tension, our foreheads were almost touching each other's and I was furious, but I still had a massive boner at the "threat" she made.
"Bet."
***
She was living less than 5minutes by feet from the uni. We walked, and the tension got away. She had the smirk. The fucking rictus she always had.
She was blatantly disdaining me, and all the rage I felt left as I realised she was once again mocking me and this was just another occasion of humiliating me.
She would certainly present things as we were going to have sex, but I rushed out of adrenaline and I'm really a coward. How would I react? I was even too scared to run away right now.
Oh, come on. Being a "coward" for not raping people? I mean, I'm okay with this. What the hell did she expect? Did her childhood go bad? Must definitely.
And she asked me to fuck her. I should take the chance, I'm not a virgin but I could maybe use this as blackmail for her to leave me alone.
Hopefully for me, the trip was really short. I felt about to faint at some point.
***
Her apartment was cute, actually. Nothing like the house of a degenerated traumatized-bully I've imagined; quite normal and no sex-toys hanging on the ceiling.
"Hey now," she said as soon we entered, with a mocking tone. "Make me regret my words Loser, take your revenge."
I wasn't facing her and she didn't see my cheeks turning red, from rage again. She was so good at being hate-able, I would make her cry.
I grabbed her hair and pulled it, holding her head lower than mine. She wasn't smiling, for once, she looked quite surprised. I liked it.
"Take your clothes off, Slut."
She obeyed, but it wasn't a smart move of me to let her go, because she started smiling again. She went naked in no time, and sat on the couch, silently taunting me.
I was the Coward and the Loser again under her smile. I grabbed her trousers from the floor and took the belt out.
"Stand up, clear your neck."
"Don't tighten it too much," she said with puppy eyes.
"Oh, so you beg to get raped but you also have requests?"
"Sorry." She rolled her eyes.
"Condoms?" I asked; not taking any risk for such slut.
"Bathroom, first shelf. Behind the q-tips."
"Good girl." I smacked her cheek, and her expression changed.
The bathroom was dark but I didn't struggle and found the condoms easily. My heart was racing, my erection painful.
I went back in the living room with the box, where she was sat on the couch and had removed the belt.
"You dumb bitch can't stay 5 minutes alone without being a disobedient cunt, can't you? Stand up and clear your neck."
"But it was too-!"
"Don't discuss back."
Slut pulled her hair up as I was moving behind her, so she couldn't remove the belt as easily. I got careful not to tighten it as much. Her skin was warm and she was shivering under my fingers; she probably was cold, naked. Pulling her hair, I made her face me; she had moist eyes and breathed deeply. Lips parted, her tongue was showing behind her teeth. She didn't need a lot to get horny -but I didn't either.
"Open your mouth and stick your tongue out."
Looking her right in the eyes, I salivated a long drool that flew on her tongue.
She blushed.
"Do not swallow it. Keep your tongue out and my drool on it."
I stepped back and took a greater look on the scene. It was absolutely delightful. Slut seemed to have understood why I gave her the instruction, as she was now down on her knees, trying her best not to lose any and even squinting, focused.
The more she focused, the more saliva she generated and it started dripping on her chest from the sides of her mouth.