I had seen myself briefly in the mirror. My face was obscured with blck rubber, my waist, constricted in the corset was the narrow waist of a woman of a century earlier. My head was held high by the thick collar. It was not me who looked back. More than anything, it was this realisation that sent a thrill through my entire being. Master had promised me that my face would be seen only by Him and one other. It had to be that way, otherwise I would never allow myself to slip fully into my own space. I liked it that way too. It was being able to be someone else that had always excited me about my bondage. I was able to do all the things that a nice girl shouldn't.
I had not been masked when Master introduced me to Lucrezia, an old friend, he said. He had me kneel, naked save my collar in front of her, and forced me to tell her my deepest fantasies. I had blushed deep red as I told the immaculately suited woman of my desire to be used and humiliated, to feel the discipline of bondage. She had not spoken to me, only discussing me in the third person with Master. She had called me slut. The humiliation only fired the heat in my belly. When she left, He had taken me, hard.
I realised, with the order to kneel, that the china doll must be Lucrezia. Just knowing that she knew fired my humiliation. She had watched me whipped, and felt my arousal. Numbly I knelt, sucking hard on the rubber that was offered to my mouth. The feeling of fullness as my sex and my behind were plugged was overwhelming. The gag was welcome. It adds a new dimension to my helplessness to be unable to speak, but the ring holding my mouth open could only be for one thing. As if in preparation, a third rubber penis was pushed into my mouth, filling it with the bitter taste of rubber. Pushed forward, I felt myself hogtied, the tension at my legs pulling the chain in my nether regions taut, driving the plugs in and rubbing at my clit unbearably. Master loves to watch me struggle when I am tied this way, but I could not move with the constriction and the spreader bar. I felt the saliva pooling in my mouth; the only way to swallow was to fellate this thick rubber penis. My feelings of humiliation grew, overpowering me, and adding to my arousal.