Jason opened the cabin door and let me in. He was waiting for me since morning.
'Sorry I couldn't get here earlier, had to run by the office this morning.' He smiled, wrapped his arms around me and said
'I'm just happy you could make it.'
Inside it was warm despite the cold November. Calming sound of a fire heated the air. Jason led me to the couch that faced the fireplace and poured me a glass of red wine and sat down next to me.
'Tell me about your day' he said while he ran his hand and fingers through my hair. He loved my hair and I knew that. I felt a bit of a self-contentment. Kind of a "I got ya now". As skeptic and controlling as I am it filled me with satisfaction that somehow I know what he wants and now the ball is in my court... So childish... Just because I let my hair out - which I usually don't do-, seeing him enjoying it gave me the illusion of control. Same way the charmer's attitude gave him the illusion of mesmerizing me.
We talked for a while about things that weren't really relevant but filled the gap of awkwardness between now and the moment we ended up on the bear rug totally naked making love.
Exhausted from all the exploding desire and trembling satisfaction that still pulsated in our veins reaching every inch of our body and clouding our brain, we just laid there in each other's arms in silence. He reached out for a blanket and covered us with it. Felt so safe, peaceful and comfortable. I kept running my fingers through his chest hair and he just continued playing whit my hair. Time just stood still and we just enjoyed the soothing silence.
'Do you trust me?' Jason asked.
'Yes' although my brain just screamed "Are you crazy?!! You can't trust a man!" But just once I wanted to take a risk, loose control and not think. Wanted to trust, let all my fears, troubles and thoughts outside the door and just for once, let someone else take control.
He stood up offering his hand to help me up.
'Are you ready to go down the rabbit hole with me?'
'Yes' I answered reaching for his hand. He helped me up and led me to a hidden corner of the cabin. There were chains hanging from the ceiling with leather cuffs at their end. I was a bit afraid but excited at the same time. As if he knew my dark desire all along. Would it feel like I imagined it to be?
He tied my hands to the chain with the cuffs. I had to stretch myself, me being quiet short and the chains up high. They supported all my weight, it felt liberating with a bit of pain, good pain... Just stretched. Next he cuffed my ankles to another set of chains that were fixed to the floor. Then he took a couple of steps back. Couldn't see what he is doing as I was facing the corner of the room. I heard as he opened the wooden box that stood next to the couch. He took things out of it and returned. I felt the heat of his body as he stood behind me but he wouldn't touch me. Felt so ready and aroused, craving his touch. Than he slowly kissed my shoulder, my neck and whispered:
'Are you sure you want to do this?'
'Yes, I am'
'Your safe word is "river". Say it, and I'll stop instantly.'
'OK'
'What's your safe word?'
'River'
'Good girl.'
Then, he cuffed a restraining bar to my ankles too. I was totally immobilized. My excitement rose. He took a step back and just stood there for a moment. Felt him watching me. Then slowly started walking around me, admiring his work, my helpless body. Stopped in front of me, looking at me, scanning me, his eyes pierced into my very soul. Than he took a step forward, put his arm around me and pulled me close. I felt his naked skin against mine, his hard desire burning me. He kissed me with so much passion as if he wanted to eat me alive. Looked into my eyes and said:
'You are so beautiful and once I'm done with you, you'll be even more gorgeous than you are right now.'
Kissed me again and disappeared behind me. Covered my eyes with a silk scarf so I wasn't able to see anything. All my other senses sharpened at once. I could hear him breathing, smell the scent of his skin, feel the heat of his body.
'You are mine!' He said and a second later I felt the sting of his palm on my ass. Involuntarily a deep scream left my throat and freed a piece of my soul from the inhibitions dictated by the life I was living. Than he struck again... And again... And again... I didn't even feel the pain anymore just my flesh burning... I felt free. It is ironic: I was tied up, couldn't move, got spanked HARD and I never felt so liberated and aroused in my entire life.
He stopped. Ran his hands all over my body and my burning skin. Kissed the back of my neck and stepped away. Felt him staring at me... Slowly walked by me, still gazing at my body and stopped in front of me. Grabbed the back of my neck, pressed his cheek against mine and said:
'Who do you belong to?'
'You'
His heavy hand landed on my thigh burning my skin. That part of me wasn't red yet.
'You what?' He demanded.
'You... Sir...?'
'Are you asking me?'
'No Sir'
'That's my good girl. So I'm asking you again. Who do you belong to?'
'You Sir.'
'Say it!'
'I belong to you Sir.'