Rebecca and I have a somewhat unusual relationship. She is a natural submissive, and thrives under my direction. I'm aware of the special gift she gives me in her submission, and I take the responsibility seriously. Although I've taken care of subs for some time, the depths of her tendencies continue to surprise me. I have yet to find Becca's limits, but I continue to explore them, cautiously, much to her delight. This is the story of some "edge play" in our relationship.
We're aware that most outsiders would be appalled at the treatment Becca desires, and that I give it to her. In fact, we communicate constantly, and I'm always watchful and protective of her. Rebecca has great tolerance not only for physical pain, but also for the emotional aspects of submission. I think of her as an extreme athlete. Becca is not only able to tolerate great discomfort, but savors it and takes pride in her stamina. She simply claims to be "uniquely wired" sexually.
One of Rebecca's fetishes is to be made to do things she genuinely doesn't want to do, sexual or mundane. Whether I require her to masturbate for an audience or do the dishes, each task reinforces her submission. In fact, Rebecca detests doing the dishes. But in the context of our relationship it makes her feel great satisfaction and security to serve. So she pouts as she rinses and dries, usually naked. I supervise with a riding crop and make helpful suggestions, knowing that later she'll tell me she loves the attention I give her.
I began to notice that the more averse Rebecca was to a task, the more she later enjoyed having done it. After probing her on this subject for a while I decided to try something edgy. I'm always careful in this sort of play β I don't want her feelings to be actually hurt. But I know Rebecca, and I was convinced this would pay off well for us both.
I was going to pick a fight.
I arranged to come home later than usual one evening. Rebecca greeted me at the door, and I pulled her into a kiss knowing she would smell the smoke on my clothes. I'm a non-smoker.
Breaking the kiss, her brow wrinkled. "You smell like cigarettes. And something else...."
"I was out with a client. Have to keep them entertained, you know. Coat please."
She took my coat and held it while looking carefully up at me. "Where did you take him?"
"The lap dance place," I said. I knew this would get a reaction out of her.
Becca leaned in and sniffed my collar. "Perfume!"
I shrugged. "That's what happens when naked girls rub up against you." Despite my calculated offhandedness in this remark, Becca looked as if I'd slapped her. I know, because I sometimes do slap her β it turns her on like nothing else.
"Let me get this straight", she said slowly, anger building in her voice. "I cleaned the entire house today, made a nice dinner, you don't call to tell me you'll be late, and you've had strippers crawling all over you for the past two hours?!"
I glanced at my watch while strolling into the living room. "More like three hours. I Left the office early."
Becca had followed at my heels and now ran around in front of me. She stood with her hands planted on her hips. "And you expect me to put dinner on the table now? Just like that? Let me tell you something..."
"Let me tell YOU something", I interrupted. "I do expect you to put dinner on the table. But first, I think I'll have a blowjob."
She stared at me, but did not react otherwise for several seconds. Then, with malice dripping from each syllable, "I... beg... your... PARDON?"
I advanced to an inch from her nose and annunciated carefully. "I said β you're going to blow me. And after that you're going to serve dinner." Becca's lips pursed and her nostrils flared. Her chest heaved as she tried to regulate her breathing. She looked into my eyes with an expression of rage.
"Did you hear me?" I whispered with menace. I jerked a finger toward the floor in front of my feet. "On your knees - now."
Her chest heaved as she seethed with rage. I couldn't recall ever seeing her so angry.
Very slowly and with great effort Becca said, "Yes... Sir."
Staring daggers at me, she dropped to her knees. I gave a small smile and nodded down at her, then unzipped my pants. Already hard from the game, I held my cock in front of her. "Make it good β those girls got me all worked up. Usual rules."
Our usual rules for blowjobs are as follows:
-Before sucking my cock, she is to rub it on her face. Eye contact is encouraged, and she is to continue until the act makes her feel appropriately submissive or she is given further instructions.
- She is not to make me orgasm until I tell her how I want to cum. Since I don't tell her when I'm close, it is her job to be alert.
- If I choose to cum in her mouth, she must wait for permission to swallow.
- If I choose to cum on her face, she must ensure it is spread evenly over her features and in her hair.
- When finished, she must thank me.
Becca began rubbing my cock on her face. This always looks and feels wonderful to me, but her angry expression created new contours in her features I had never felt before. Hmm β I wonder what her tears would feel like?
All of this had gotten to Becca in a big way. Despite looking as if she'd just as soon bite my cock off as suck it, I could tell she was fiercely aroused. Ours was a positive feedback loop β the more cruelly I made her submit the more submissive she felt, and the more we were both turned on.
"Just a minute", I said, leaving her on her knees looking exasperated. I took a digital camera from a shelf in the other room. "Make the face again."
"What face?"
"The one you made when I told you about the lap dance place."
Her angry expression instantly returned and I snapped a picture. This re-doubled her fury, but I quieted things down by pushing my cock into her mouth. She was so angry that she refused to move on me, although her protest didn't go so far as taking my cock out of her mouth. To Becca, that would be crossing the line. There are limits, of course. So I took hold of her hair and pushed myself in and out of her mouth.
"Look at the angry little slut on her knees." Becca looked away from me in disgust, but I ordered her to maintain eye contact. I condescendingly patted her on the head and continued taunting her while I took more photos. Scrolling through the shots, I found one in which Becca appeared to have redeye. I showed it to her, suggested the effect might not be due to optics, and announced that in another picture there appeared to be steam coming out of her ears. Alas, she was not in a laughing mood.