I kneel by the door, waiting for her. My studded leather collar lightly chafes my neck and the tightness of my wrist and ankle cuffs constantly reminds me of their presence. I wear only a leather g-string, which is laced up in front. Today, I am allowed to wear my butt plug, which is stretching my ass deliciously. The tiled floor is cold and my knees hurt, but the knowledge that my wife and my mistress is near vanquishes all pain...
How did I get to be like this?
It is a journey that has taken many years. My wife and I have been together for over 13 years. In the beginning, we fucked every day, sometimes twice a day. However, as the years passed by and familiarity set in, fucking became an exception rather than the rule. It got to the point where we fucked maybe once every three months. I would never force my wife to do anything she didn't like, so I was always patient if she did not want to make love.
As the sexual malaise between us grew, I began to explore the internet for chat rooms and sex sites in an effort to satisfy my desires. I began to think about my attitudes and beliefs towards my wife, and I began to realise that I was submissive by nature. Sex for me has always been about making my partner happy, and I realise this comes from my inherent desire to serve. I then began to think about ways in which I could tell my wife about my sexual urges and so possibly incorporate them into our sexlife. Despite being together for so many years, we rarely discussed sex. So I had to wait until the time was right.
The opportunity came early this year. I chose to go to university in Malaysia for one semester in order to study the language. I set up an IM account for my wife and we began to communicate daily in this way.
It is amazing how not being face-to-face reduces all inhibitions!!
Our sex life had always involved 'vanilla' fucking. My wife hates anything to do with anal sex, so I would always fuck her pussy. I had tried once or twice to get her to pin me down while she rode my cock, but with little success. I would guide her hands to my wrists and she would hold me for a minute or two, but then always pull away. However, with all face-to-face inhibitions removed, we began to enjoy cybersex together. I decided this was the ideal opportunity to try and explore my desire to serve her. I began a conversation about ideas to incorporate fantasies into the bedroom in an attempt to spice up our sexlife.
Much to my great surprise my wife revealed that she had no desire at all to be submissive herself, and had often thought about having more control in our sexlife! Well, I immediately told her that I have fantasies about serving her, and she decided that this was something that we needed to explore together! After this discussion, our cybersex began to gravitate towards my wife taking the lead and me taking a submissive role.
About half way through my studies I returned home for the Malaysian mid-semester break. My wife picked me up from the airport dressed only in stockings and heels under a greatcoat. In the car, she exposed herself to me and I immediately got hard! The first thing I noticed was that she had been to the salon and had a full Brazilian wax. Her pussy was beautifully smooth, with only a small tuft sitting atop her clit. I could see her pussy lips clearly and they glistened with her juices.
But she would not let me touch her - yet...
'Do you like what you see?' she asked me coyly.
'You look so fucking hot!' I replied, and leaned forwards to touch her.