Inspired by T. . . Whoever you are.
It had been an unusually long week at work for some reason. The days seemed to just linger and drag on. I was feeling very out of sorts and uncomfortable in my own skin. I have a job that takes a lot out of me as I am in charge and expected to have most if not all of the answers on any given day. This is not in my nature.
After many years of not knowing what was "wrong" with me by standards set by society, I have finally found my place, where I feel like I belong. I have accepted and embraced that I am a slave. This discovery and acceptance has led to quite a bit of peace in my life, finally.
Meeting Jake and finding out he wanted the same things in a relationship as me has been nothing short of miraculous. When we met I had just come out of a long and painful recovery from a failed D/s relationship. I spent a great deal of time healing before I was willing to get involved again. He was so very worth the wait.
Back to today, I am feeling antsy and unsettled. We have both been working a lot and fallen into the habit of coming home eating dinner together and collapsing into bed together. The sex has been just short of vanilla for some time. I am not complaining. Even vanilla sex with Jake is out of this world and by far the best I have every had. But honestly, I need some play time. I need the release I get from our sessions. I need the peaceful headspace that only he can bring me to.
I sent him a text earlier in the day that simply read "Sir, as your adoring slave, I am respectfully requesting some play time". He responded "Sir concurs, when you get home tonight follow the instructions I will leave for you at the door". My little heart skipped a beat and I began to flush all over. God, I needed this.
My drive home felt like an eternity. Even though I had no specifics, I knew basically what was waiting for me at home. I carefully parked my car in the driveway and made my way up to the front door. As I entered there was a note taped to the wall in the entry way.
I was instructed to go into the dining room and assume my standing position at the end of the table. The very table we had breakfast on that morning. As I stood there waiting my mind began to race. You see mind-fucking is a big part of our dynamic. I love the mind games He plays with me. Moments later I heard Him enter the room, I knew I was in for an amazing night.